I'm tired of being so sad 😞

Like dude I am tired! I'm okay making the plans when someone shows up! When no effort is made in any way to spend time together, why am I playing chase??? Lmao

There hasn't been an almost 2 week long period where my brain is so fogged up by high anxiety and depression that I can communicate when I'm upset. It's not ramped up to 100%.

It's really making me realize how having massive hormonal mood swings was affecting how I'd navigate friendships with people that hurt me emotionally.

Ruminating on people and how they treated me used to drive me nuts. But I've been able to remove people from social media without asking all my friends if they think I should. Certain people have become either punchlines or not thought of at all.

The biggest upside is the lack of ruminating, which is one of the issues I have with hormonal depression. The ruminating on past events that hurt me would get so bad during the 10 days before my period.

Speak your truth

Also, the Helluverse is pretty clearly directly inspired by aspects of Homestuck. This is generational cringe.