Well life has moved on since I last posted here!

Got a new job, moving away from my social groups, now figuring out what's in my new area.

Plane travel is quite pretty though.

Listening to my housemate ramble on about male department store marketing. And how stores have such a lacking male section in most places.

Busy day, cleaning the house for guests to impress.

Motivation is weirdly cyclical, especially when it feels like my motivation is driven off the engagement of the people I surround myself with.

Why has nobody made a ransomware called "Death Cab for QWERTY" yet?

The emotional whiplast I feel sometimes drives me to do something, anything at all.

I'm 110% crushing on a girl rn, who likes me back. Just really trying to pull back some of the tidal wave of energy, and have a healthier relationship than my last one.

Having a great day at work, until I go too fast/rash and cause an Exchange breaking issues for two hours that I'm scramble to resolve.

Hopefully no further issues crop up in our systems due to today.

An oddly morose evening followed by a fairly good morning.

Figure I might as well spill noise into the endless void of 'people are out there, but they have no obligation to care or interact'.

At least this way, there's no chance for RSD to proc.

Cant sleep, and I'm realizing I lie to myself a lot.

Trying to pull back from spilling too much energy into my relationships. Recently my housemate said they needed a break from my constant check-ins and 'hey you want to do stuff?' moments.

Just having a hard time recently.

I cast metathink - hello world!