seeing a little girl staring up at wonder at the train as she boards, remembering when that was me... realizing it still COULD be me, turning a dial in my head, and suddenly the film of experiencing an exciting new world descends upon my vision

your brain tries to be efficient about the information it stores. if you do the same exact thing every day with no changes, it will save space by making those days blur together.

it's why childhood feels so long - you're constantly bombarded with new experiences.

if you're taking stimulant meds you should not be combining it with caffeine it increases the side effects drastically. if you aren't getting the effects you need from your meds alone ask for a higher dose but don't combine it with caffeine

lisdex and caffeine are a terrible combo, whenever i do it I always end up doing one thing for like nine hours and feeling like hot garbage the whole time

that's most stimulants tho, they tend to go bad with caffeine

isn't that the guy who just got elected mayor of NYC