Not unaliving myself, getting a better job, going back to colleague, and I also hope that the world's mess doesn't gets more dangerously messier

Bipolar
ADHD
Autism

I guess my parent's genetics could only give the premium

Can they do that? My god, that would explain why I've been dying from anxiety. "Whiteout is any reason" lately

That person might as well go for the boss, Satan yk