serotonin syndrome. But general PSA! If you're on SSRIs/SNRIs or other meds that affect your serotonin, please be extra cautious with drvg use! Even if you're nowhere near danger zone, you may still have a ROUGH extended crash. Ya only have so much serotonin available, distribute it responsibly :3

pain meds a little while ago (though I took half the usual), just at my limit undoubtedly from the rain. It's not ideal to be taking more meds that affect your serotonin but gotta do whatcha gotta do (within reason) & it's a lower than average dose so I don't think I'm anywhere near risking

I think I need to see how I'm feeling once it starts to wear off (I'm not sure how long it's gonna last for me. dif metabolisms, dif times) to really confirm. But it's like the usual brain cacophony is a bit more organized/the volume has been turned down a little if you feel me.
I did have to take

back on anything fun I notice! Or not fun! Lmao
My brain might be a little quieter?? I'm def thinking too hard about it rn to say for sure lmao

Doing my best to hold off on usual self medicating for pain so I can get a grasp on how this feels, & to avoid the ol pesky serotonin syndrome.
I think I'd have to be getting fukt up to make myself sick like that, but regardless I don't wanna push it cause the crashes would be awful.
I will report

Rainy weather also makes me feel anxious too, just a fun bodily response I get, so I dunno how much of that off feeling is just from the rain.
But I feel something??
I don't think it's doing a whole lot for the pain but it does seem to help me be distracted from it as long as I'm occupied.

I'm so curious! If no one answers I gotta go scan it on monday lol
This campaign is so goood

You wanna know what I'd do if some media figure I like ends up on the Epstein list? I'm gonna forget they ever existed. I've done it before. I will do it again. I've been doing it forever anyway. No cultural object is so sacred that I must keep it in my life if its creator is a monster.