There’s also an argument to make about how I also now exist or am marketed to a “certain” type of client whereas before I had a range and now the interest is coming from a select group who almost want to strip away the edge. That’s a convo for another day but will share images and website soon 💋

I remember when I first started my self esteem was very low so I didn’t have fun with the job and was also not fully into my own identity and now that I’m having fun with the job (because I no longer have low self-esteem) I gotta change a lot about me to connect with the clients who would want me.

climate change isn't real but at least 3 tornados landed in the city of pittsburgh last summer and the city was under a tornado watch until 5:30 pm today

I love Paris so much and visiting the old red light districts are always a treat. The Musée D’Orsay has Edward’s love chair that he had built for his visits to the brothels there.

Bataille’s Eroticism is great. I teach it to my students whenever I get the chance. I found it helpful with rethinking convos around consent and sexuality.

Anais Nin (Delta of Venus)
George Bataille (The story of an eye)
Kathy Acker (Pussy King of the Pirates)
Gary Indiana (I Can Give You Anything but Love)

The “sexually suggestive” content moderators on here are wild! This app is better than the nazi one for algo but is the most restrictive in terms what images I can post. Mind you, all the images I have ever showed have been fully clothed and not suggestive at all; beyond annoyed.

I would say that my biggest draw for getting back in has been art. I have so much access to art fairs and navigating how those gated spaces work. I know so many people who want to collect but are afraid & feel that making a date out of going to a fair is fun/stress-free way to do it.