Please I just want to be better and be okay. I can't with all of this.

Probably should stop expecting something, not something but care, in return but I feel like everyone has forgotten about me, they are probably thinking I am okay and that I am managing, I don't even know what the fuck I am doing.

It makes me sad to think that I don't even feel okay enough to even put Christmas decor up.

One thing that being sick has made me realize is that the people that you care about the most don't show up for you at the same level as you do for them.

At the end of the day it is just me.

The contrast from last year me to this year me is grim af, I remember that by this time I had all the Christmas decor up and was already planning a New Years dinner with my parents, I have been sick so much this year, I don't have a single Christmas decor up this year.

i love getting friends involved in my schemes

Happy crows 🐦‍⬛

Andromeda Galaxy - Hubble/ESA

Fox in the leaves ~ my favorite stitch from this year I think

@himitsusola.bsky.social heya 🥹💖, tardé pero me cree al fin un 🦋, como estás? Como sigues?