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Max
@maxthesmall.bsky.social
23. they/he/it. blk. MDNI 🔞
arfid stonerexic loser
Cw: 142.6lbs
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Reusing what I posted on a recent forum

#edbsky #butterflyAna #lemonwatersky #Caterpillarsky
Yuh 🧍🏾 (that red bag is filled w/ so much chocolate 😭🧎🏾)
December 25, 2025 at 9:17 PM
So I made a lil goodie basket for my partner b/c I know we broke and look what he got me 😭❤️😂 we had no idea if either of us was going to afford to get one another something but here we are

Almost 6yrs w/ this man and im forever grateful 🥹

(i have too many funkos lol)
December 25, 2025 at 2:08 PM
Merry Christmas everyone 🎄❤️
Very grateful to this community, my cats, my partner, his family and my siblings. I hope everyone enjoys themselves 🫂
I shall be high, baking and drinking lots of diet dr peps and root beers lol 😌
December 25, 2025 at 1:31 PM
And tonight once again I realize I have nothing going on w/ my life but getting high and ⭐️ving myself 🧍🏾 im such a loser but ive been accepted that
December 25, 2025 at 6:42 AM
Dominos and butter cookies lol. Overall I had an intake of roughly 1k and threw away all the chocolate i was gifted 🧍🏾

Very grateful for my partners family, even though I will always feel out of place they always have made me feel welcomed and included 🧎🏾
December 25, 2025 at 6:21 AM
Of course I use half my Christmas money for disordered activities 🧍🏾 other half is going to the dispensary on Friday 🤪
December 25, 2025 at 4:53 AM
Even while im high I still notice how autistic I am 🫠
December 25, 2025 at 2:43 AM
I hate clothing 🧍🏾 I love being naked b/c everything just feels wrong on me

My go to fits are t shirts and basketball shorts

I don’t know how to style my clothing so its always a button up and a pair of jeans for special occasions 🥲
December 25, 2025 at 1:23 AM
Tried on my outfit and I feel like flat, long and wide stick so yay ¿ I hate all clothing on me that’s why im always naked. Nap time and then a shower 😭🧎🏾

The vibe I bring to the function
December 24, 2025 at 6:26 PM
Oh I HATE the texture of holiday cards 😭 just finished signing 10 cards and im aggressively petting my cats to remove the texture b/c I feel it in my teeth 🫠 its grainy and static like and I wish normal people could understand this feeling 🧎🏾
December 24, 2025 at 5:05 PM
I look small but i still feel huge, like I SEE myself shrinking but still look off ¿ 🛸 in conclusion I see myself as an entity

Also ⭐️ ving = Free top surgery 😗
December 24, 2025 at 12:16 PM
Merry Christmas Eve ! 🎄🤪❤️
I always wake up @ midnight during this time of year b/c I get so excited I can’t sleep 💀🧍🏾

Going to the $ store later today to buy my partner a card and lil snacks b/c even though we’re broke I try to do little things w/ my leftover change I get from the dispo lol
December 24, 2025 at 7:33 AM
What gift yall want for the holidays that yall are excited for? For me its a shower chair and a new cat tower for my babies 🧎🏾
December 24, 2025 at 1:28 AM
My partner found me a firefighting game and im having the time of my life🧍🏾🚒

Yes I have the firefighter/firetruck autism 🧎🏾

Also only have to do 16,717 steps before this month ends to hit my monthly goal 😌

So even though December didn’t go as planned, I still made a lot of progress 🕺🏾
December 24, 2025 at 12:23 AM
👀 okay NOW im done….maybe.
December 23, 2025 at 9:00 PM
Anddd we done, time to clean🧍🏾I feel a lot better but dear god my feet hurt lol
December 23, 2025 at 7:34 PM
An hour and a half to go 😌
December 23, 2025 at 6:06 PM
Been walking for 2 and a half hours…3 more hours to go and then im done for the day. Really want to hit 20k+ especially after last night 🧍🏾

I get very anxious thinking about people i have to interact w/. I do the same thing every year but still I just want to stay in bed 🫠

I am high all the time.
December 23, 2025 at 4:38 PM
148…How (I know how) I go from 142 to 148? Food weight that damn much ? 😭😂

I know its not fat im just dramatic and this is why i use measuring tape to track my progress as well 🫠
December 23, 2025 at 2:09 PM
Ive learned if im fasting I can’t do my steps b/c i justify eating if I burn off the cals first 🫠 butttt if I ignore my cravings I binge so I guess what I did yesterday was smart but man I still feel guilty lol

Damn saltine crackers 😤
Taste like salty cardboard but my texture seeking ass loves it
December 23, 2025 at 1:42 PM
Ate more than I planned to yesterday but slept for 8hrs straight for once in months so a win is a win I guess 💀

Walking until who knows 🤷🏾
Gotta clean my tub today so I can shower tomorrow

I hope I get the shower chair I wanted. I hate taking care of this body 🧎🏾
December 23, 2025 at 1:40 PM
Welp ending the night @ 525 net total. Damn you saltines crackers 🤦🏾 threw away the rest and won’t be eating till 🎄 eve. Im glad I did my steps but honestly if I didn’t I wouldn’t have ate…🫠
December 23, 2025 at 4:12 AM
Did my minimum 72hrs, said fuck it and breaking my fast w/ 232g of green beans (47 cal) :)) I did my steps so I don’t feel too bad. I swear if I gain tomorrow…💀
December 23, 2025 at 3:23 AM
In conclusion, im a proud junkorexic 🫠 you will have to pry processed foods from my warm black hands
December 23, 2025 at 1:58 AM
- Chilli’s loaded fries 🫠
- Banana nut bread (too many store versions are too soggy and it makes me gag…)
- Pistachio muffins
- Brownies w/ walnuts

I omad all my cravings and that helps w/ binging for me. Calculate the cals for the entire thing, burn half at least and go to town 🫡
December 23, 2025 at 1:52 AM