Max
@maxthesmall.bsky.social
23. they/he/it. blk. 🐛🍋sky
arfid stonerexic autistic loser
Cw: 136.4lbs (62kg)
MDNI 🔞
arfid stonerexic autistic loser
Cw: 136.4lbs (62kg)
MDNI 🔞
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Max
@maxthesmall.bsky.social
· 23d
✨🐛🍋sky intro✨
Reusing what I posted on a recent forum
#edbsky #butterflyAna #lemonwatersky #Caterpillarsky
Reusing what I posted on a recent forum
#edbsky #butterflyAna #lemonwatersky #Caterpillarsky
In the end my disordered eating will never end b/c even if i “recovered” I will continue to suffer w/ extreme hunger, eat what little safe foods I have, not be able to afford more so than ⭐️ving again 🤷🏽 so either way theirs no recovery for me. Its either death or maintaining a weight I see fit
January 7, 2026 at 6:39 PM
In the end my disordered eating will never end b/c even if i “recovered” I will continue to suffer w/ extreme hunger, eat what little safe foods I have, not be able to afford more so than ⭐️ving again 🤷🏽 so either way theirs no recovery for me. Its either death or maintaining a weight I see fit
Need to apply for unemployment, granted highly doubt I will get any help but I will try.
I have an interview to go to on Friday even though I know I won’t get the job b/c either racism or autism 🧍🏾
I have an interview to go to on Friday even though I know I won’t get the job b/c either racism or autism 🧍🏾
January 7, 2026 at 5:33 PM
Need to apply for unemployment, granted highly doubt I will get any help but I will try.
I have an interview to go to on Friday even though I know I won’t get the job b/c either racism or autism 🧍🏾
I have an interview to go to on Friday even though I know I won’t get the job b/c either racism or autism 🧍🏾
Ughhh 😩 my close 2nd favorite
January 7, 2026 at 5:29 PM
Ughhh 😩 my close 2nd favorite
Why do others care how much or little others eat??? People confuse me
January 7, 2026 at 4:58 PM
Why do others care how much or little others eat??? People confuse me
You could copy and paste them in your notes 🫡
January 7, 2026 at 9:01 AM
You could copy and paste them in your notes 🫡
I will like to note I was born & raised in NC so if I ever say hun, love or sweetheart pls know its platonic. Im just a black lad from the east 🧍🏾but also for some reason if it makes anyone uncomfortable PLEASE LET ME KNOW. I RESPECT BOUNDARIES 🧎🏾
January 7, 2026 at 8:27 AM
I will like to note I was born & raised in NC so if I ever say hun, love or sweetheart pls know its platonic. Im just a black lad from the east 🧍🏾but also for some reason if it makes anyone uncomfortable PLEASE LET ME KNOW. I RESPECT BOUNDARIES 🧎🏾
It takes time for your brain to adjust to your new body, granted taking pictures and looking back at them compared to your hw helps but it’s just your brain playing tricks on you 🫂 you’re doing great love
January 7, 2026 at 8:24 AM
It takes time for your brain to adjust to your new body, granted taking pictures and looking back at them compared to your hw helps but it’s just your brain playing tricks on you 🫂 you’re doing great love
And in the end thats why im glad theirs a community for us b/c at least theirs others that understand even if the masses don’t 🫂❤️
January 7, 2026 at 6:23 AM
And in the end thats why im glad theirs a community for us b/c at least theirs others that understand even if the masses don’t 🫂❤️
Not a bunch of ai accounts trying to follow me. Blocked immediately. I genuinely believe a bunch of folks are trying to infiltrate this space just to get people nuked 🙄 this is why i joined forums b/c everyone wants to “care” about mental illness until you actually show that you’re mentally ill 😀
January 7, 2026 at 6:12 AM
Not a bunch of ai accounts trying to follow me. Blocked immediately. I genuinely believe a bunch of folks are trying to infiltrate this space just to get people nuked 🙄 this is why i joined forums b/c everyone wants to “care” about mental illness until you actually show that you’re mentally ill 😀
Even though you haven’t practiced in a while it still looks good honestly 🫂
January 7, 2026 at 6:08 AM
Even though you haven’t practiced in a while it still looks good honestly 🫂
B/c a lot of people just see it as attention seeking, can’t comprehend starving yourself willingly or eating non stop. When I tell people about arfid im just labeled as either picky or weird for not having interest in food 😀🔫 like thanks Bob69 if i could eat “normally” me and a lot others would
January 7, 2026 at 6:08 AM
B/c a lot of people just see it as attention seeking, can’t comprehend starving yourself willingly or eating non stop. When I tell people about arfid im just labeled as either picky or weird for not having interest in food 😀🔫 like thanks Bob69 if i could eat “normally” me and a lot others would
Once again, everyone want to “care” about mental illness until you show the said mental illness 🙃🤦🏾
January 7, 2026 at 5:59 AM
Once again, everyone want to “care” about mental illness until you show the said mental illness 🙃🤦🏾
What is w/ everyone and that damn cheese stick post 😭
January 7, 2026 at 5:44 AM
What is w/ everyone and that damn cheese stick post 😭
Better to weigh yourself now to see where you at than spiral out of control and the numbers going up w/o you realizing it 🧍🏾
January 7, 2026 at 4:34 AM
Better to weigh yourself now to see where you at than spiral out of control and the numbers going up w/o you realizing it 🧍🏾
They nuking folks left and right 😭 Did i want to turn my furry account to an ed one? No, but im lazy to create a whole account by scratch
January 7, 2026 at 4:23 AM
They nuking folks left and right 😭 Did i want to turn my furry account to an ed one? No, but im lazy to create a whole account by scratch
Bsky needs to make a private account option already 🤦🏾
January 7, 2026 at 3:49 AM
Bsky needs to make a private account option already 🤦🏾
🤦🏾 i just wish people block and move on like damn. I LOVE the block button, more people need to utilize it
January 7, 2026 at 3:43 AM
🤦🏾 i just wish people block and move on like damn. I LOVE the block button, more people need to utilize it
Ive done screenshot everyone’s account and currently changing my lurker nsfw account to a backup just in case 😭😭
January 7, 2026 at 3:43 AM
Ive done screenshot everyone’s account and currently changing my lurker nsfw account to a backup just in case 😭😭
Welp…let me start using my 3 emails just in case 😭
January 7, 2026 at 3:41 AM
Welp…let me start using my 3 emails just in case 😭
Why they nuking everyone all of a sudden ugh imma make my nsfw acc my back up later cause imma be pissed if this account gets nuked 🤦🏾
January 7, 2026 at 3:38 AM
Why they nuking everyone all of a sudden ugh imma make my nsfw acc my back up later cause imma be pissed if this account gets nuked 🤦🏾
Ate: 0
Burned: 24
Net: -24
As soon as I hit 72hrs I felt great and I got a diet cherry coke 😩
Will start my steps at midnight b/c I gotta do my weekly 30k steps
I gotta apply to jobs but every time I start I just get overwhelmed and stop 😀🔫
Burned: 24
Net: -24
As soon as I hit 72hrs I felt great and I got a diet cherry coke 😩
Will start my steps at midnight b/c I gotta do my weekly 30k steps
I gotta apply to jobs but every time I start I just get overwhelmed and stop 😀🔫
January 7, 2026 at 3:36 AM
Ate: 0
Burned: 24
Net: -24
As soon as I hit 72hrs I felt great and I got a diet cherry coke 😩
Will start my steps at midnight b/c I gotta do my weekly 30k steps
I gotta apply to jobs but every time I start I just get overwhelmed and stop 😀🔫
Burned: 24
Net: -24
As soon as I hit 72hrs I felt great and I got a diet cherry coke 😩
Will start my steps at midnight b/c I gotta do my weekly 30k steps
I gotta apply to jobs but every time I start I just get overwhelmed and stop 😀🔫