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@mariusdraws.bsky.social
Personal journal. Artist, Furry, likes psychology, possibly weird or NSFW topics/ art??? Autism will be free range here sorry in advance! Crazy about OneyPlays, Bluey, Reaction Channels, Furry stuff!!!
Okay but I can just be a pathetic little needy puppy wait that is kinda awesome
September 29, 2025 at 4:34 AM
Okay but I can just be a pathetic little needy puppy wait that is kinda awesome
I feel like a gross piece of shit for wanting things. I hate my brain and how it makes me feel.
September 29, 2025 at 4:25 AM
I feel like a gross piece of shit for wanting things. I hate my brain and how it makes me feel.
I was born to be a fidget toy!!
September 17, 2025 at 6:09 AM
I was born to be a fidget toy!!
Guhhh cute sex things <3
September 17, 2025 at 5:55 AM
Guhhh cute sex things <3
TODAY!!! AHHHH! HES GONNA BE LANDING IN MY STATE TODAY! I’m actually feeling more normal than i thought I would! I think I’m getting better with my emotions!! Like yes I feel excited but not like “I feel nauseous and I’m having a literal panic attack and need to isolate” excited LOL. Ily JJ :)
July 12, 2025 at 7:37 PM
TODAY!!! AHHHH! HES GONNA BE LANDING IN MY STATE TODAY! I’m actually feeling more normal than i thought I would! I think I’m getting better with my emotions!! Like yes I feel excited but not like “I feel nauseous and I’m having a literal panic attack and need to isolate” excited LOL. Ily JJ :)
No kings!! Just this thing that loves you :)
June 14, 2025 at 9:33 PM
No kings!! Just this thing that loves you :)
I hate how hard it is for me to feel happiness! It’s so much I can’t process it. It feels wrong to feel it and I’m scared it’ll all go away all the time. I plead with the world to let everything be okay and for me to get used to being happy.
June 9, 2025 at 5:15 PM
I hate how hard it is for me to feel happiness! It’s so much I can’t process it. It feels wrong to feel it and I’m scared it’ll all go away all the time. I plead with the world to let everything be okay and for me to get used to being happy.
Goofy goober being made 🤯
May 7, 2025 at 5:59 AM
Goofy goober being made 🤯
I’m so excited about this and feeling good about finals but I got stressors and pain in my life that is making me so anxious still. We’re gonna get through it all somehow <3
May 3, 2025 at 9:01 PM
I’m so excited about this and feeling good about finals but I got stressors and pain in my life that is making me so anxious still. We’re gonna get through it all somehow <3
So close to being free from this semester and free to go crazy go stupid this summer 😩😎😼‼️ I wanna be a freak I wanna have funnn and be myself!!!
April 21, 2025 at 5:55 AM
So close to being free from this semester and free to go crazy go stupid this summer 😩😎😼‼️ I wanna be a freak I wanna have funnn and be myself!!!
Alcohol that made me want kisses today >__<
April 20, 2025 at 10:24 PM
Alcohol that made me want kisses today >__<
How to trust my gut when I have so many feelings that feel so true that are the opposites of each other? How many of my thoughts and feelings are mine vs the people who surround me?
April 16, 2025 at 3:54 AM
How to trust my gut when I have so many feelings that feel so true that are the opposites of each other? How many of my thoughts and feelings are mine vs the people who surround me?
What.. the fuck have I ever designed a building before lmao idk. Idk man.
April 7, 2025 at 6:17 AM
What.. the fuck have I ever designed a building before lmao idk. Idk man.
HERRRRRRRR 🗣️🗣️🗣️
💜 👾 😈💟🩸 🔥‼️❤️ 🌋🤍🌩️🥚
💜 👾 😈💟🩸 🔥‼️❤️ 🌋🤍🌩️🥚
April 6, 2025 at 6:01 AM
HERRRRRRRR 🗣️🗣️🗣️
💜 👾 😈💟🩸 🔥‼️❤️ 🌋🤍🌩️🥚
💜 👾 😈💟🩸 🔥‼️❤️ 🌋🤍🌩️🥚
😒❤️🔥🙄😏 Listening to cool rap music
(and realizing I can draw Marius more like a numbat 🤯 without reference 🤯)
(and realizing I can draw Marius more like a numbat 🤯 without reference 🤯)
March 31, 2025 at 10:50 PM
😒❤️🔥🙄😏 Listening to cool rap music
(and realizing I can draw Marius more like a numbat 🤯 without reference 🤯)
(and realizing I can draw Marius more like a numbat 🤯 without reference 🤯)
Resting little cat things <3 @aardvarkerr.bsky.social
March 31, 2025 at 10:23 PM
Resting little cat things <3 @aardvarkerr.bsky.social
Me and Mackenzie from Bluey. Just realized that maybe my ex really fucked with my head to the point that some of my anxious and self destructive thoughts right now may be me putting things onto myself to try to process what happened through a subconscious “pretend” like Mackenzie in “Space”
March 31, 2025 at 8:12 PM
Me and Mackenzie from Bluey. Just realized that maybe my ex really fucked with my head to the point that some of my anxious and self destructive thoughts right now may be me putting things onto myself to try to process what happened through a subconscious “pretend” like Mackenzie in “Space”
When both of my thesis characters are just embodiments of different problems I deal with that are in love with each other and help each other get better
March 26, 2025 at 4:45 AM
When both of my thesis characters are just embodiments of different problems I deal with that are in love with each other and help each other get better
I sometimes like to imagine and think about how I’d want having my first romantic or “sexual”experiences to go when it comes to touching and figuring out what I like or am comfortable with and what the other person likes too. Or just even when it comes to just like how I want someone to pet my head
March 24, 2025 at 10:17 PM
I sometimes like to imagine and think about how I’d want having my first romantic or “sexual”experiences to go when it comes to touching and figuring out what I like or am comfortable with and what the other person likes too. Or just even when it comes to just like how I want someone to pet my head
Today was puppy day which is my bird in the app’s name. I wish it was my name sometimes. Someone at my school started going by Puppy right around the time I was about to add it to my name list but then yeah bad timing and I’m still self conscious about the name idk if I’d like it fully 🤔
March 24, 2025 at 7:33 AM
Today was puppy day which is my bird in the app’s name. I wish it was my name sometimes. Someone at my school started going by Puppy right around the time I was about to add it to my name list but then yeah bad timing and I’m still self conscious about the name idk if I’d like it fully 🤔
It feels unfair for me to want to be comforted. I need too much love and help and I really need hugs and to be pet and soothed and no one is here to help me. And I can’t make that happen but I hate that that’s what would help me the most. I hate that my cat is gone. She was my savior and guardian 😖
March 22, 2025 at 2:43 AM
It feels unfair for me to want to be comforted. I need too much love and help and I really need hugs and to be pet and soothed and no one is here to help me. And I can’t make that happen but I hate that that’s what would help me the most. I hate that my cat is gone. She was my savior and guardian 😖
Turns into this so I can just listen to my friends talk and not mess stuff up but still feel social and feel happy for the people around me
March 21, 2025 at 4:53 AM
Turns into this so I can just listen to my friends talk and not mess stuff up but still feel social and feel happy for the people around me
Idea: need hug from everyone every time I leave somewhere so I know everyone doesnt hate me and I’m safe
March 21, 2025 at 4:23 AM
Idea: need hug from everyone every time I leave somewhere so I know everyone doesnt hate me and I’m safe
My head wants me to become everything I hate and I just gotta keep going and try to stop it. It was hard today… I was scared to be around people. I didn’t wanna be a bad person and I feel I’m getting worse being around people… but I can’t tell what of that is true and what is anxious thoughts > <
March 21, 2025 at 3:51 AM
My head wants me to become everything I hate and I just gotta keep going and try to stop it. It was hard today… I was scared to be around people. I didn’t wanna be a bad person and I feel I’m getting worse being around people… but I can’t tell what of that is true and what is anxious thoughts > <