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@mariusdraws.bsky.social
Personal journal. Artist, Furry, likes psychology, possibly weird or NSFW topics/ art??? Autism will be free range here sorry in advance! Crazy about OneyPlays, Bluey, Reaction Channels, Furry stuff!!!
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@mariusdraws.bsky.social
· Jan 20
I fear I may be more cringe and embarrassing and unhinged here than anywhere else. Get ready for a pile of random shit <3
Everything is pointless. I’m so angry and so bored and there’s nothing that will interest me without causing stress. I hate everyone and I don’t care about anything anyone else cares about. I don’t want to do anything anymore.
November 6, 2025 at 11:15 PM
Everything is pointless. I’m so angry and so bored and there’s nothing that will interest me without causing stress. I hate everyone and I don’t care about anything anyone else cares about. I don’t want to do anything anymore.
Im trying not to go crazy but im sooooo ready to be angry at everyone
October 12, 2025 at 10:24 PM
Im trying not to go crazy but im sooooo ready to be angry at everyone
Okay but I can just be a pathetic little needy puppy wait that is kinda awesome
September 29, 2025 at 4:34 AM
Okay but I can just be a pathetic little needy puppy wait that is kinda awesome
I feel like a gross piece of shit for wanting things. I hate my brain and how it makes me feel.
September 29, 2025 at 4:25 AM
I feel like a gross piece of shit for wanting things. I hate my brain and how it makes me feel.
PLZ HELP THE LOML OUT!!!
September 24, 2025 at 10:02 PM
PLZ HELP THE LOML OUT!!!
Not going to AFC. I was going to debut Connie :,( I wish so many things weren’t happening but I get to imagine the things I’d want to do at AFC that I wouldn’t be confident enough to do fr prolly LOL. I feel so sad, small, alone, and awkward but there’s always more time I just need time to be upset
September 17, 2025 at 6:16 AM
Not going to AFC. I was going to debut Connie :,( I wish so many things weren’t happening but I get to imagine the things I’d want to do at AFC that I wouldn’t be confident enough to do fr prolly LOL. I feel so sad, small, alone, and awkward but there’s always more time I just need time to be upset
I was born to be a fidget toy!!
September 17, 2025 at 6:09 AM
I was born to be a fidget toy!!
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It's 5 pm puppy time for ur tickle torture
//Labeled for tickle kink. Null
//Labeled for tickle kink. Null
September 16, 2025 at 12:28 AM
It's 5 pm puppy time for ur tickle torture
//Labeled for tickle kink. Null
//Labeled for tickle kink. Null
Guhhh cute sex things <3
September 17, 2025 at 5:55 AM
Guhhh cute sex things <3
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He rly likes his boyfriend's tits 🐾
Labelled for breastplay/nudity (convenient censorship)
Labelled for breastplay/nudity (convenient censorship)
July 17, 2025 at 10:10 PM
He rly likes his boyfriend's tits 🐾
Labelled for breastplay/nudity (convenient censorship)
Labelled for breastplay/nudity (convenient censorship)
TODAY!!! AHHHH! HES GONNA BE LANDING IN MY STATE TODAY! I’m actually feeling more normal than i thought I would! I think I’m getting better with my emotions!! Like yes I feel excited but not like “I feel nauseous and I’m having a literal panic attack and need to isolate” excited LOL. Ily JJ :)
July 12, 2025 at 7:37 PM
TODAY!!! AHHHH! HES GONNA BE LANDING IN MY STATE TODAY! I’m actually feeling more normal than i thought I would! I think I’m getting better with my emotions!! Like yes I feel excited but not like “I feel nauseous and I’m having a literal panic attack and need to isolate” excited LOL. Ily JJ :)
No kings!! Just this thing that loves you :)
June 14, 2025 at 9:33 PM
No kings!! Just this thing that loves you :)
I hate how hard it is for me to feel happiness! It’s so much I can’t process it. It feels wrong to feel it and I’m scared it’ll all go away all the time. I plead with the world to let everything be okay and for me to get used to being happy.
June 9, 2025 at 5:15 PM
I hate how hard it is for me to feel happiness! It’s so much I can’t process it. It feels wrong to feel it and I’m scared it’ll all go away all the time. I plead with the world to let everything be okay and for me to get used to being happy.
People wanting to be in my house and me wanting to have people in my house but my chest hurts and I can’t breathe right now bc of the yelling. It’s so. Much.
June 9, 2025 at 5:10 PM
People wanting to be in my house and me wanting to have people in my house but my chest hurts and I can’t breathe right now bc of the yelling. It’s so. Much.
Goofy goober being made 🤯
May 7, 2025 at 5:59 AM
Goofy goober being made 🤯
I’m so excited about this and feeling good about finals but I got stressors and pain in my life that is making me so anxious still. We’re gonna get through it all somehow <3
May 3, 2025 at 9:01 PM
I’m so excited about this and feeling good about finals but I got stressors and pain in my life that is making me so anxious still. We’re gonna get through it all somehow <3
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@mariusdraws.bsky.social adoration art for my lovey bunny <3 mecto amore <3
April 30, 2025 at 3:11 PM
@mariusdraws.bsky.social adoration art for my lovey bunny <3 mecto amore <3
So close to being free from this semester and free to go crazy go stupid this summer 😩😎😼‼️ I wanna be a freak I wanna have funnn and be myself!!!
April 21, 2025 at 5:55 AM
So close to being free from this semester and free to go crazy go stupid this summer 😩😎😼‼️ I wanna be a freak I wanna have funnn and be myself!!!
Alcohol that made me want kisses today >__<
April 20, 2025 at 10:24 PM
Alcohol that made me want kisses today >__<
Looking up LVFC on here and Twitter and Instagram till I have seen every single post (😭)
April 20, 2025 at 6:20 AM
Looking up LVFC on here and Twitter and Instagram till I have seen every single post (😭)
There is so much shame and secrecy around certain things and, bc of autism perhaps, I don’t understand why. I feel curiosity is a large part of who I am in some aspects of my life.
April 16, 2025 at 6:43 AM
There is so much shame and secrecy around certain things and, bc of autism perhaps, I don’t understand why. I feel curiosity is a large part of who I am in some aspects of my life.
How to trust my gut when I have so many feelings that feel so true that are the opposites of each other? How many of my thoughts and feelings are mine vs the people who surround me?
April 16, 2025 at 3:54 AM
How to trust my gut when I have so many feelings that feel so true that are the opposites of each other? How many of my thoughts and feelings are mine vs the people who surround me?
What.. the fuck have I ever designed a building before lmao idk. Idk man.
April 7, 2025 at 6:17 AM
What.. the fuck have I ever designed a building before lmao idk. Idk man.
HERRRRRRRR 🗣️🗣️🗣️
💜 👾 😈💟🩸 🔥‼️❤️ 🌋🤍🌩️🥚
💜 👾 😈💟🩸 🔥‼️❤️ 🌋🤍🌩️🥚
April 6, 2025 at 6:01 AM
HERRRRRRRR 🗣️🗣️🗣️
💜 👾 😈💟🩸 🔥‼️❤️ 🌋🤍🌩️🥚
💜 👾 😈💟🩸 🔥‼️❤️ 🌋🤍🌩️🥚