SMUUUKY🥛
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It's better for you if I don't talk to you. Don't follow me. Please just leave me alone.
Just I scream🍨
It's better for you if I don't talk to you. Don't follow me. Please just leave me alone.
Just I scream🍨
Pinned
I want to die in a land where no one knows me, without meeting anyone. I don't want to live long. If I could trade the rest of my life for money, I'd use it to quietly see out the end of my journey.
January 28, 2026 at 10:29 AM
I want to die in a land where no one knows me, without meeting anyone. I don't want to live long. If I could trade the rest of my life for money, I'd use it to quietly see out the end of my journey.
When I reached out, no one ever reached back. "When it's convenient for you"? That just means it'll never happen. Convenient and cruel words. Honestly, I wish they'd just said, "I'm done talking to you."
January 26, 2026 at 9:38 AM
When I reached out, no one ever reached back. "When it's convenient for you"? That just means it'll never happen. Convenient and cruel words. Honestly, I wish they'd just said, "I'm done talking to you."
"I'll get in touch"—that's obviously a lie. Here I am, clutching my notification screen until this early morning. Stupid. Foolish. Nobody cares about me. Of course not.
January 26, 2026 at 9:31 AM
"I'll get in touch"—that's obviously a lie. Here I am, clutching my notification screen until this early morning. Stupid. Foolish. Nobody cares about me. Of course not.
I'm such an idiot. I knew he'd never contact me, yet I waited. Even though I believed him and waited faithfully, I can never go back to that community again. I'm such an idiot.
January 26, 2026 at 9:28 AM
I'm such an idiot. I knew he'd never contact me, yet I waited. Even though I believed him and waited faithfully, I can never go back to that community again. I'm such an idiot.
It seems I was the only one who thought we were friends. I must have mistaken such shallow, malicious words for friendship.
January 26, 2026 at 9:22 AM
It seems I was the only one who thought we were friends. I must have mistaken such shallow, malicious words for friendship.
My body burns with hatred. My heart is as cold as the glaciers of Cocytus.
January 26, 2026 at 9:07 AM
My body burns with hatred. My heart is as cold as the glaciers of Cocytus.
I shouldn't trust other people's words after all. Relying on their hypocritical words only hurts me. They don't really care anyway. Liars. All talk, no action.
January 26, 2026 at 9:04 AM
I shouldn't trust other people's words after all. Relying on their hypocritical words only hurts me. They don't really care anyway. Liars. All talk, no action.
She must have been disappointed in me. She probably even wanted to avoid me as much as possible. I had few friends, so I didn't understand how to gauge distance with others. I was so foolish.
January 18, 2026 at 6:09 PM
She must have been disappointed in me. She probably even wanted to avoid me as much as possible. I had few friends, so I didn't understand how to gauge distance with others. I was so foolish.
I'll always regret what I shouldn't have done. I was terribly harsh to her when she kindly tried to talk to me. I ended up confiding worries I never intended to share.
January 18, 2026 at 6:07 PM
I'll always regret what I shouldn't have done. I was terribly harsh to her when she kindly tried to talk to me. I ended up confiding worries I never intended to share.
I'm so exhausted. Both in real life and on social media. The work I'm doing, the things I have to do, the things I want to do. My mind just won't stop buzzing. I want to sleep, I want to rest, but I can't let my guard down, like a porcupine.
January 15, 2026 at 4:16 PM
I'm so exhausted. Both in real life and on social media. The work I'm doing, the things I have to do, the things I want to do. My mind just won't stop buzzing. I want to sleep, I want to rest, but I can't let my guard down, like a porcupine.
It had been so long since I'd talked to anyone. Outside of work, I mean. I didn't have any other friends, and no one was left. All the hatred and sadness I'd been holding inside just bubbled up inside me, overflowing like a stew that's boiled over.
January 15, 2026 at 4:12 PM
It had been so long since I'd talked to anyone. Outside of work, I mean. I didn't have any other friends, and no one was left. All the hatred and sadness I'd been holding inside just bubbled up inside me, overflowing like a stew that's boiled over.
Don't you dare contact me now. I'd resolved to never see you again, holding back the urge to cling to those memories and cry out in pain. This just confuses me. It makes me wonder if I'm being deceived after all.
January 15, 2026 at 4:07 PM
Don't you dare contact me now. I'd resolved to never see you again, holding back the urge to cling to those memories and cry out in pain. This just confuses me. It makes me wonder if I'm being deceived after all.
I couldn't trust anyone anymore, let alone contact them. After all, I had no idea who might be connected to that girl and tell them I was still alive. I live every day trembling in fear of their presence.
January 15, 2026 at 4:02 PM
I couldn't trust anyone anymore, let alone contact them. After all, I had no idea who might be connected to that girl and tell them I was still alive. I live every day trembling in fear of their presence.
There are plenty of people who only scratch the surface with their words. That girl got what she deserved for constantly tossing off empty phrases without ever trying to understand me. What I wanted wasn't comfort or superficial concern. I wanted her to come talk to me right now.
January 15, 2026 at 3:57 PM
There are plenty of people who only scratch the surface with their words. That girl got what she deserved for constantly tossing off empty phrases without ever trying to understand me. What I wanted wasn't comfort or superficial concern. I wanted her to come talk to me right now.
Don't let your guard down. Don't get carried away either. Even if that bastard finally gets in touch after all this time, maybe I'm just being fooled again. The vigilance needed to protect my own heart.
January 15, 2026 at 3:52 PM
Don't let your guard down. Don't get carried away either. Even if that bastard finally gets in touch after all this time, maybe I'm just being fooled again. The vigilance needed to protect my own heart.
Raindrops carried by the cold wind chill the windowsill like ice. The sound of the rain is soothing, temporarily holding back the worst memories inside me.
January 15, 2026 at 3:47 PM
Raindrops carried by the cold wind chill the windowsill like ice. The sound of the rain is soothing, temporarily holding back the worst memories inside me.
The sound of rain beating against the window. A downpour fierce enough to churn up the earth washes the sky clean. I hear there's a word in Japan for "the smell of rain." What a lovely phrase. I, too, love the many scents this rain brings forth.
January 15, 2026 at 3:44 PM
The sound of rain beating against the window. A downpour fierce enough to churn up the earth washes the sky clean. I hear there's a word in Japan for "the smell of rain." What a lovely phrase. I, too, love the many scents this rain brings forth.
It's morning again. Mr.Grim. 🇨🇦
January 14, 2026 at 12:05 PM
It's morning again. Mr.Grim. 🇨🇦
I just remembered that duck snowman maker my friend bought a long time ago.
January 13, 2026 at 11:05 PM
I just remembered that duck snowman maker my friend bought a long time ago.
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One of many tiny snowmen lined up on top of a wall in Prague by the monastery, all about as big as a hand!! ☃️☃️☃️☃️☃️☃️☃️☃️☃️☃️
#MacroMonday 📷 #Snow #Praha #Prague #EastCoastKin #Czech #photography #PhotographersUnited #PhotographersofBluesky #tiny #small
#MacroMonday 📷 #Snow #Praha #Prague #EastCoastKin #Czech #photography #PhotographersUnited #PhotographersofBluesky #tiny #small
January 12, 2026 at 7:29 PM
One of many tiny snowmen lined up on top of a wall in Prague by the monastery, all about as big as a hand!! ☃️☃️☃️☃️☃️☃️☃️☃️☃️☃️
#MacroMonday 📷 #Snow #Praha #Prague #EastCoastKin #Czech #photography #PhotographersUnited #PhotographersofBluesky #tiny #small
#MacroMonday 📷 #Snow #Praha #Prague #EastCoastKin #Czech #photography #PhotographersUnited #PhotographersofBluesky #tiny #small
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Melting ice
#RockinTuesday
#EastCoastKin
#PhotographersOfBluesky
#RockandIceComposition
#Nature
#Winter
#Ice
#TidesOutTuesday
#WinterComposition
#RockinTuesday
#EastCoastKin
#PhotographersOfBluesky
#RockandIceComposition
#Nature
#Winter
#Ice
#TidesOutTuesday
#WinterComposition
January 12, 2026 at 11:10 PM
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Cingles de pedra d'Arbeca. L'arbre que guarda el llindar del camí.
#Fotografia #Monochrome #ClassicMono #RockinTuesday #EastCoastKin #Garrigues #Arbeca
#Fotografia #Monochrome #ClassicMono #RockinTuesday #EastCoastKin #Garrigues #Arbeca
January 13, 2026 at 12:40 PM
Cingles de pedra d'Arbeca. L'arbre que guarda el llindar del camí.
#Fotografia #Monochrome #ClassicMono #RockinTuesday #EastCoastKin #Garrigues #Arbeca
#Fotografia #Monochrome #ClassicMono #RockinTuesday #EastCoastKin #Garrigues #Arbeca