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weekly writing: https://demon5equal10birth5day3equal8.substack.com/
weekly writing: https://demon5equal10birth5day3equal8.substack.com/
bored tonight; i keep forgetting the new mspaint defaults to transparency
November 17, 2025 at 12:35 AM
bored tonight; i keep forgetting the new mspaint defaults to transparency
scrubbing floors this morning i kept thinking about peanuts (the comic strip) and getting really sad over it; i:m still fixated on the idea of learning nahuatl as my attempt at learning a distinctly american classical language, but i feel i ought to actually invest in a workbook for that
November 16, 2025 at 6:59 PM
scrubbing floors this morning i kept thinking about peanuts (the comic strip) and getting really sad over it; i:m still fixated on the idea of learning nahuatl as my attempt at learning a distinctly american classical language, but i feel i ought to actually invest in a workbook for that
notes from church, was very boring; just spent my time reading isaiah and jeremiah (very good)
November 15, 2025 at 5:11 PM
notes from church, was very boring; just spent my time reading isaiah and jeremiah (very good)
inazuma eleven victory road is less a videogame and more so a trick by the devil to make you watch a full episode of anime while holding a game controller like a complete idiot the entire time; i think i:ll go to church this morning
November 15, 2025 at 12:54 PM
inazuma eleven victory road is less a videogame and more so a trick by the devil to make you watch a full episode of anime while holding a game controller like a complete idiot the entire time; i think i:ll go to church this morning
i don:t know how i feel about inazuma eleven victory road; it gives me a 'shounen thrill' and it keeps me feeling very charmed, and i like that, but i don:t know if it:s fun, and it often swipes away the pretense of it being a game to show you an anime instead, but it:s heartwarming; silverfish....
November 14, 2025 at 11:20 PM
i don:t know how i feel about inazuma eleven victory road; it gives me a 'shounen thrill' and it keeps me feeling very charmed, and i like that, but i don:t know if it:s fun, and it often swipes away the pretense of it being a game to show you an anime instead, but it:s heartwarming; silverfish....
cleaning today had me sifting through stacks of old envelopes that were completely infested with silverfish and lizard eggs; i would hold a stack of envelopes, bap them on the ground, and fat silverfish would fall out and scurry and old white lizard eggs would fall like beans; i found two skeletons
November 14, 2025 at 11:08 PM
cleaning today had me sifting through stacks of old envelopes that were completely infested with silverfish and lizard eggs; i would hold a stack of envelopes, bap them on the ground, and fat silverfish would fall out and scurry and old white lizard eggs would fall like beans; i found two skeletons
the programming for this week is done, you can read it here demon5equal10birth5day3equal8.substack.com/p/orsday-pro...
November 13, 2025 at 4:08 PM
the programming for this week is done, you can read it here demon5equal10birth5day3equal8.substack.com/p/orsday-pro...
you baseball club BASTARDS; i switched to jp voices, the jp voices are very good; this makes me think of saki boy edition; i don:t know if i:ll keep playing this but it:s very charming, when you get the discord app in game and your friend sends you an anime reaction sticker it made me laugh
November 13, 2025 at 12:05 AM
you baseball club BASTARDS; i switched to jp voices, the jp voices are very good; this makes me think of saki boy edition; i don:t know if i:ll keep playing this but it:s very charming, when you get the discord app in game and your friend sends you an anime reaction sticker it made me laugh
i started playing the new inazuma eleven game since i saw it for download this morning, and seeing how excited people were for it, and the english voice acting keeps making me laugh because everyone sounds like a thirty year old streamer with ten viewers weekly average; it has charm to it
November 12, 2025 at 7:47 PM
i started playing the new inazuma eleven game since i saw it for download this morning, and seeing how excited people were for it, and the english voice acting keeps making me laugh because everyone sounds like a thirty year old streamer with ten viewers weekly average; it has charm to it
i:m in love with helen dewitt! i hadn:t read in two days because i was too cold; i:m very cold today; i made a goat cheese quesadilla because my wraps fell apart; i made carrot potato curry; i:ve been very lazy lately; i:ve hated a lot lately; i:ve been desperate for others lately; i:ve had an idea
November 12, 2025 at 12:47 PM
i:m in love with helen dewitt! i hadn:t read in two days because i was too cold; i:m very cold today; i made a goat cheese quesadilla because my wraps fell apart; i made carrot potato curry; i:ve been very lazy lately; i:ve hated a lot lately; i:ve been desperate for others lately; i:ve had an idea
i prayed especially often lately about needing motivation to write and the dead thing vibrates and small tragedies happen and i am too upset to think of much except writing; there:s this excerpt (pic) from The Last Samurai about the hero accomplishing their quest leads to the dissolution of the Hero
November 9, 2025 at 8:09 PM
i prayed especially often lately about needing motivation to write and the dead thing vibrates and small tragedies happen and i am too upset to think of much except writing; there:s this excerpt (pic) from The Last Samurai about the hero accomplishing their quest leads to the dissolution of the Hero
i was so in love with reading last night that i was surprised an hour passed, reading on this mothers obsession with a pianist describing an interview where the pianist wished to know the true form of percussion and explaining the notes a piano makes as only ever a dying or dead thing; i love dewitt
November 7, 2025 at 5:53 PM
i was so in love with reading last night that i was surprised an hour passed, reading on this mothers obsession with a pianist describing an interview where the pianist wished to know the true form of percussion and explaining the notes a piano makes as only ever a dying or dead thing; i love dewitt
really have been loving the last samurai and feel myself falling in love with how helen dewitt writes; i tried making an effort of studying her prose yesterday with my writing, noticing how little she uses 'and' highlighted by choice to use bold outstanding '&'s instead; azarinth healer is fun too
November 6, 2025 at 12:06 PM
really have been loving the last samurai and feel myself falling in love with how helen dewitt writes; i tried making an effort of studying her prose yesterday with my writing, noticing how little she uses 'and' highlighted by choice to use bold outstanding '&'s instead; azarinth healer is fun too
here:s the programming for this weeks sabbath demon5equal10birth5day3equal8.substack.com/p/orsday-pro...
November 5, 2025 at 1:02 PM
here:s the programming for this weeks sabbath demon5equal10birth5day3equal8.substack.com/p/orsday-pro...
finished a vollmann short story this morning to justify starting helen dewitt's last samurai while at the hospital this morning -- really enjoyed what i read and it reminded me what i love about books, and made me wish i stayed in college for sake of networking with researchers about this & that
November 3, 2025 at 5:46 PM
finished a vollmann short story this morning to justify starting helen dewitt's last samurai while at the hospital this morning -- really enjoyed what i read and it reminded me what i love about books, and made me wish i stayed in college for sake of networking with researchers about this & that
i:m home; i was feeling very burnt out on audiobooks lately but today realized i just needed to return to the litrpg, and have been really enjoying azarinth healer, it:s made me look forward to monotonous labor again; i:m really happy with haunted house, that + warpship lamina i:m proud of
November 2, 2025 at 9:08 PM
i:m home; i was feeling very burnt out on audiobooks lately but today realized i just needed to return to the litrpg, and have been really enjoying azarinth healer, it:s made me look forward to monotonous labor again; i:m really happy with haunted house, that + warpship lamina i:m proud of
notes from church; went this morning -- was tempted by a church sister with food; felt a little odd about it, i was led by temptation to betray etiquette and write numbers for the church; the seed that falls to the thorns suffocates, etc; very cold
November 1, 2025 at 3:54 PM
notes from church; went this morning -- was tempted by a church sister with food; felt a little odd about it, i was led by temptation to betray etiquette and write numbers for the church; the seed that falls to the thorns suffocates, etc; very cold
the october subscriber post is done, and here: demon5equal10birth5day3equal8.substack.com/p/october-su...
thank you everyone who supported me; it means a lot to me, always
thank you everyone who supported me; it means a lot to me, always
November 1, 2025 at 12:53 AM
the october subscriber post is done, and here: demon5equal10birth5day3equal8.substack.com/p/october-su...
thank you everyone who supported me; it means a lot to me, always
thank you everyone who supported me; it means a lot to me, always
i forced myself to illustrate something for the story, and posted it on my other socials; now: just to finish up the monthly post tomorrow and i can say goodbye to october
October 31, 2025 at 2:04 AM
i forced myself to illustrate something for the story, and posted it on my other socials; now: just to finish up the monthly post tomorrow and i can say goodbye to october
hoping to have the writing for haunted house 2025 finished tonight, then some illustration for it done tomorrow, and posted then, coinciding with the 8th day sabbath; had no input on the draft because it:s basically too embarrassingly erotic for me to ask anyone to read; i:d feel weird about it
October 27, 2025 at 7:25 PM
hoping to have the writing for haunted house 2025 finished tonight, then some illustration for it done tomorrow, and posted then, coinciding with the 8th day sabbath; had no input on the draft because it:s basically too embarrassingly erotic for me to ask anyone to read; i:d feel weird about it
posting, two days in a row, because a rare occurrence: saw on /rsbookclub this article archive.ph/DV8z2 about angelicism01 and had a big "hey i knew angelicism, i remember that person" moment; was sad i wasn:t featured but i:m a footnote at the very height of whatever relevance; still just writing
October 23, 2025 at 6:08 PM
posting, two days in a row, because a rare occurrence: saw on /rsbookclub this article archive.ph/DV8z2 about angelicism01 and had a big "hey i knew angelicism, i remember that person" moment; was sad i wasn:t featured but i:m a footnote at the very height of whatever relevance; still just writing
i:ve been having a lot of fun with writing this years haunted house, it:s close to being finished; it:s maybe the most self-indulgent thing i:ve written, and is basically erotica -- in time for halloween
October 22, 2025 at 11:55 PM
i:ve been having a lot of fun with writing this years haunted house, it:s close to being finished; it:s maybe the most self-indulgent thing i:ve written, and is basically erotica -- in time for halloween
demon5equal10birth5day3equal8.substack.com/p/orsday-pro...
here:s the programming for this week; busy with haunted house rewrite, so it:s very short this week
here:s the programming for this week; busy with haunted house rewrite, so it:s very short this week
October 20, 2025 at 5:57 PM
demon5equal10birth5day3equal8.substack.com/p/orsday-pro...
here:s the programming for this week; busy with haunted house rewrite, so it:s very short this week
here:s the programming for this week; busy with haunted house rewrite, so it:s very short this week
itagaki died; that moved me enough to want to post--just a strange person to see die; i:ve been watching oniisama e, and writing haunted house (3rd revision); i:ve been reading a lot
October 16, 2025 at 1:06 PM
itagaki died; that moved me enough to want to post--just a strange person to see die; i:ve been watching oniisama e, and writing haunted house (3rd revision); i:ve been reading a lot