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bored tonight; i keep forgetting the new mspaint defaults to transparency

yesterday a walmart employee recognized me, the one who said he liked my eyeglasses, i remembered him too, because he was very handsome; the coffee people remembered i only ever order black coffee and had it ordered for me; the phone salesman called me Miss which made me laugh, Miss; Miss, he says

notes from church, was very boring; just spent my time reading isaiah and jeremiah (very good)

i don:t know how i feel about inazuma eleven victory road; it gives me a 'shounen thrill' and it keeps me feeling very charmed, and i like that, but i don:t know if it:s fun, and it often swipes away the pretense of it being a game to show you an anime instead, but it:s heartwarming; silverfish....

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is there anything more american than studying ancient american? i like the idea but there:s not much to read in nahuatl, i think; really ought to just get better at spanish/japanese; i finished azarinth healer 2 last night, it has a very good chuunin exam arc that i liked

reading the last samurai has made me want to learn an ancient language, language in general, just because of how helen dewitt writes about learning languages and playing with them; i saw a thread on /lit/ this morning about the same thing and one bold poster suggesting classic nahuatl: i:d like that

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you baseball club BASTARDS; i switched to jp voices, the jp voices are very good; this makes me think of saki boy edition; i don:t know if i:ll keep playing this but it:s very charming, when you get the discord app in game and your friend sends you an anime reaction sticker it made me laugh

i started playing the new inazuma eleven game since i saw it for download this morning, and seeing how excited people were for it, and the english voice acting keeps making me laugh because everyone sounds like a thirty year old streamer with ten viewers weekly average; it has charm to it

i think that is the hollow in the chest felt after ever finishing or accomplishing anything; the heroic journey ends and in complacency you become a villain for the next hero to overcome; and Oh what shall I Do Oh What shall i DO oh what shall I DO WHAT SHALL I DO, etcetera; it is better to never ..

i made the mistake of taking the free windows update and now mspaint has changed; need to relearn it; i spent a very long time this morning cleaning up a lot of urine and doing a lot of laundry; i saw the most beautiful artwork on twitterx this afternoon; i felt very sad at night; found a nice sauce

she writes, and the subject matter, reminds me very much of how keffie once posted about language and music in a way that made either seem as components of a magic formed by systemization and the mechanical 'togetherness' of either form; language as a building block; music as a building block; neat