I don't need any relationship health advice, especially not from someone who's divorced and couldn't even figure it out the first time or make one work.

So yeah, I actually do have a pretty damn good grasp of what I want, what my needs are, and what a healthy relationship is.

That paired with all the gynecologic issues that were undiagnosed at the time and it was extremely difficult. He might think it was hard, but it was a thousand times harder for me and he'll never understand that. I wanted him more than he'll ever know. Still do. But I need more than just physical.

You'll never know what it's like to be in a relationship with and love someone wholly who won't love you back. It was difficult to navigate wanting more and initiating and constantly yearning for them even when they're right next to you but are afraid they don't want you as badly as you want them.

I wanted his heart, mind, body, & soul. I wanted his fears, his doubts, his secrets & regrets. I wanted his dreams & aspirations. The messy. The scary. The good, bad & ugly. To me he was more than just a physical need, he was my everything. He was the sun in my universe & was hot as hell too.

Healthy means more than just physical, it's mental and emotional too. I guess when you never mentally matured past the age of 14, your relationships have no substance so all you have is physical and surface level because you can't or won't communicate and fill the gaps with a pet or material things.

Idk how it's my fault he was so unhappy when all I did was try to make him happy with everything working against us. Even he was working against us every time he refused to be honest or vulnerable with me. Healthy relationships take two people trying to make it work, but I was the only one who was.

If The Game Awards wanted a token mainstream actor to nominate, Death Stranding had them all. Norman Reedus was right there. Elle Fanning? Luca Marinelli? Tommie Earl Jenkins?

Anyway I'm in camp Death Stranding 2 for everything it's nominated for.

Yup. Notice how the guy won't say it out loud but makes Dean say it? They can't even say rape or pedophilia because they know it's wrong, they just think contrarian behavior is intelligence or want to actually rape children.