i need a fucking hug bro

i AM cooked. in the best way possible, of course

hes not in pain. his cancer is making his prostate push on his bladder which makes him feel like has to pee and makes him prone to UTIs. its just really stressful and feeds my depression

Its just shit feeling like guys only talk to me to sleep with me instead of a genuine relationship that starts from friendship.

Makes me feel really tossed aside.

Its their loss but it does get to me some days.

insurance doesn't cover enough of either procedure.. especially after spending like 5k on my move and zeke's medical stuff.

ive just started to feel bad cancelling on ppl cause shit hurts and i dont want them to deal with it either