i dont think i deserve a happy ending, sometimes i still think there are people plotting something behind my back and its only a matter of time before something horrible happens to me again and ill lose everyone.

i wish i could go back to 2016 i absolutely loved the aesthetics i was such a nerd :P i miss making lps videos n also having that “kawaii potato” personality n being obsessed with things like kawaii food art and pusheen >_<

on one hand i do like myself, and i like my body and my friends

on the other hand i will never be as good as i want to be

anyways coke