if you find this ever

genuinely fuck you, fuck you forever
i tried giving you the benefit of the doubt multiple times yet you experience no remorse for hurting the person i love then dehumanize me for your own happiness because you think you’re more superior and smarter than anyone else.

i dont think i deserve a happy ending, sometimes i still think there are people plotting something behind my back and its only a matter of time before something horrible happens to me again and ill lose everyone.

i wish i could go back to 2016 i absolutely loved the aesthetics i was such a nerd :P i miss making lps videos n also having that “kawaii potato” personality n being obsessed with things like kawaii food art and pusheen >_<

on one hand i do like myself, and i like my body and my friends

on the other hand i will never be as good as i want to be

anyways coke