Inio Asano's TP on Moshimo, Tokyo

Masakazu Ishiguro's Tengoku Daimakyou

The Chan-Wook Park's movie? I love that one. And I love Akutagawa's short stories above all.

Upon succeeding I got rewarded with an even harder to solve challenge. I should strive to suffer this sense of despair that comes from being completely lost in your way to a rather clearer objective. And... also be comfortable asking for directions!

I replied the same post over an over instead of properly replying in a thread. It’s so fun and meta. 😭

What I’d like the most: to taste a little tiny bit of self-steem; to pat pat myself proudly.

Most of the times when facing the last posible deadline, when facing nothing but dead itself, I seem to be able to evade it once more. I deliver in the poorest fashion and I feel bad, as bad as one can feel. All the joy I’m able to taste is the one you get when you avoid certain danger.

Real life is made for the people that did and made, not for the ones that are preparing or are prepared.

Sooner than later deadlines seem to reach me. And oh boy they found me in the most naked and unprepared possible ways.

Upon the challenges I really want to face all I exhibit is a deep lack of confidence. I freeze and go in circles around what I think I need to have to be up to the task. Yet I never feel like it’s enough.