I've realize that my reward system shifted slightly toward my goals. Since they are exactly short term I'm being deprived from instant gratification. It's hard to push forward and it's easier to procrastinate

Throughout the years manga seems like the only thing that consistently rescue topics of my interest--

I'm kind of sad for the friends I do not have anymore with whom I could still get in touch. But far more sad for the friends that I've lost with whom I could not get in touch never more.

GF crying watching One Piece while I'm reading a Komi-san chapter where they play Among Us. l0l

In the last 24hs I realized once again, as if I have already forgotten, that you can’t always be good to all parties. Global maximums sometimes may imply betrayed friendships.

Ashamed I go back to my previous anxious thoughts. I bit myself and went throught what I needed to complete the task in hand eventhough I only got a scarce amount of time to complete it. In the end I was as happy as I could be... I couldn't even get myself to sleep.

“When did I develop such a strong distrust in my ability to learn?” is a question I’ve been asking my self for a long time.

If messages could be seen as terms of a sequence, would this be the first element? Or the nth element where n-1 is my last Twitter post?