maddie rose 🌹
@maddie.rosemade.art
musician and dev
🍓 she/her
🌹 roses
🍓 she/her
🌹 roses
i woke up one day only to find a bunch of catgirls took over my head
October 7, 2025 at 10:57 AM
i woke up one day only to find a bunch of catgirls took over my head
thank you to the amazing @selphie.rosemade.art for digging up this old avatar for a pfp
October 4, 2025 at 6:52 PM
thank you to the amazing @selphie.rosemade.art for digging up this old avatar for a pfp
Dead Island 2 aka "mythra swears a lot.wav"
August 15, 2025 at 7:00 AM
Dead Island 2 aka "mythra swears a lot.wav"
wish i liked things normally like a normal person would. i feel out of place in just about every space when it comes t omy interests
April 20, 2025 at 2:25 PM
wish i liked things normally like a normal person would. i feel out of place in just about every space when it comes t omy interests
nothing is ever truly permanent. everything is situational and conditional. what is it like to have people who are "just there" for you, and for that to outlast some arbitrary circumstantial arrangement or coincidence?
if i am not constantly trying to wedge myself into people's lives i am forgotten
if i am not constantly trying to wedge myself into people's lives i am forgotten
April 20, 2025 at 11:36 AM
nothing is ever truly permanent. everything is situational and conditional. what is it like to have people who are "just there" for you, and for that to outlast some arbitrary circumstantial arrangement or coincidence?
if i am not constantly trying to wedge myself into people's lives i am forgotten
if i am not constantly trying to wedge myself into people's lives i am forgotten
none of us know how to run main, so we're deactivating it for now
April 20, 2025 at 11:07 AM
none of us know how to run main, so we're deactivating it for now
looking around the internet, and it seems that people tend to post either: enthusiastically, with anger, sarcastically, memes
i could do all of those but they would just be a façade over what i am really feeling: sadness, loneliness, fear.
i don't have much of an outlet for that anywhere
i could do all of those but they would just be a façade over what i am really feeling: sadness, loneliness, fear.
i don't have much of an outlet for that anywhere
April 20, 2025 at 4:44 AM
looking around the internet, and it seems that people tend to post either: enthusiastically, with anger, sarcastically, memes
i could do all of those but they would just be a façade over what i am really feeling: sadness, loneliness, fear.
i don't have much of an outlet for that anywhere
i could do all of those but they would just be a façade over what i am really feeling: sadness, loneliness, fear.
i don't have much of an outlet for that anywhere
i need someone to tell me i am capable of taking on what i've signed up for, as my past has surely proven, that i can get through this executive dysfunction and burnout, that i can turn this urgency into motivation, that i can get through this. i sure hope i can because i have no other options now
April 19, 2025 at 5:25 PM
i need someone to tell me i am capable of taking on what i've signed up for, as my past has surely proven, that i can get through this executive dysfunction and burnout, that i can turn this urgency into motivation, that i can get through this. i sure hope i can because i have no other options now
feeling very much like a "nobody" rn. it's entirely self inflicted and i am just "going through it". i hate being all self deprecating on social media but i have really nothing else to contribute, and through whatever i have been posting lately i think it shows
April 19, 2025 at 4:35 PM
feeling very much like a "nobody" rn. it's entirely self inflicted and i am just "going through it". i hate being all self deprecating on social media but i have really nothing else to contribute, and through whatever i have been posting lately i think it shows
despite being out on cohost and on fediverse, we're too scared to come out plural on bsky main. too many eyes
April 18, 2025 at 5:16 AM
despite being out on cohost and on fediverse, we're too scared to come out plural on bsky main. too many eyes
something a while ago, before i came out trans, years before we even knew abt plurality, once said to a singlet friend "everyone has an inner-Badeline, right?" (referring to Celeste Madeline's "part of me"), and they replied "Hmm, no, actually."
and it made me pause and think for a moment…
and it made me pause and think for a moment…
April 14, 2025 at 1:14 PM
something a while ago, before i came out trans, years before we even knew abt plurality, once said to a singlet friend "everyone has an inner-Badeline, right?" (referring to Celeste Madeline's "part of me"), and they replied "Hmm, no, actually."
and it made me pause and think for a moment…
and it made me pause and think for a moment…
just finished the X DE epilogue and i have a lot of Thoughts. question is, who will listen to them? who *can* actually listen to them yet? lol
April 9, 2025 at 4:34 AM
just finished the X DE epilogue and i have a lot of Thoughts. question is, who will listen to them? who *can* actually listen to them yet? lol
having to use SVN because it's still kind of standard in a lot of the game industry (and it makes sense, it is more suited than Git, unfortunately. yeah i know Git LFS and hg and whatever, but this post is not about searching for new solutions for our client) and i am so lost half the time lol
April 8, 2025 at 2:57 AM
having to use SVN because it's still kind of standard in a lot of the game industry (and it makes sense, it is more suited than Git, unfortunately. yeah i know Git LFS and hg and whatever, but this post is not about searching for new solutions for our client) and i am so lost half the time lol
i have restored our fedi instance so i can crosspost abt spoilers w spoiler warning
April 8, 2025 at 2:27 AM
i have restored our fedi instance so i can crosspost abt spoilers w spoiler warning
i may have legitimately put 100 hours into the game, but i swear from this point on its going to be a lot of idle rubber-band on control stick frontiernav farming for final boss prep as playing the amount of time we have been is not very sustainable
April 6, 2025 at 10:38 PM
i may have legitimately put 100 hours into the game, but i swear from this point on its going to be a lot of idle rubber-band on control stick frontiernav farming for final boss prep as playing the amount of time we have been is not very sustainable
really wish i had somewhere to post more spoilery stuff. even the silly shit i want to post is already kinda spoilery. (we have a pretty strict definition of what spoilery is apparently too strict for most ppl but we aren't going to lower it)
April 6, 2025 at 10:23 PM
really wish i had somewhere to post more spoilery stuff. even the silly shit i want to post is already kinda spoilery. (we have a pretty strict definition of what spoilery is apparently too strict for most ppl but we aren't going to lower it)
streaming all my XBCX gameplay onto unlisted YT streams has been my way around "want to preserve my gameplay but have no disk space" lol
April 6, 2025 at 9:39 PM
streaming all my XBCX gameplay onto unlisted YT streams has been my way around "want to preserve my gameplay but have no disk space" lol
i deactivated main temporarily, but there's a tweet going around about game key cards, which are separate from full game cards, but ppl interpreting it as game key cards being exclusively the only method of game distribution. why would nintendo talk about faster cart transfer speeds then?
April 2, 2025 at 3:55 PM
i deactivated main temporarily, but there's a tweet going around about game key cards, which are separate from full game cards, but ppl interpreting it as game key cards being exclusively the only method of game distribution. why would nintendo talk about faster cart transfer speeds then?
people don't do the bare minimum due diligence on social media, but what's new?
April 2, 2025 at 3:53 PM
people don't do the bare minimum due diligence on social media, but what's new?
xenoblade x is actually the best game
April 2, 2025 at 9:53 AM
xenoblade x is actually the best game
i think this is largely why our talk has been mostly meta, or introspective. there just isn't much else for us to talk about beyond some ambitious hypotheticals. and i know that can be frustrating to watch. i dont blame ppl for tuning out from all that. its a huge emotional investment to follow
March 26, 2025 at 5:47 PM
i think this is largely why our talk has been mostly meta, or introspective. there just isn't much else for us to talk about beyond some ambitious hypotheticals. and i know that can be frustrating to watch. i dont blame ppl for tuning out from all that. its a huge emotional investment to follow
otoh thanks to the nature of modern social media, we are so flooded with information by the minute that most ppl will forget or not even see that mega rant! we are all just trying to get through our own thing. next time we try again with perhaps more positive energy and a happier story
March 26, 2025 at 5:35 PM
otoh thanks to the nature of modern social media, we are so flooded with information by the minute that most ppl will forget or not even see that mega rant! we are all just trying to get through our own thing. next time we try again with perhaps more positive energy and a happier story