anyways seeing Kesha perform and play so many of her old songs and reminisce about hating rcktwn and have her voice back and be free. screaming and crying with one of my best friends and watching a bunch of gen alphas make a tiktok where one of them did the worm to Timber. you can't bring me down

a few months after I graduated, my best friend who was a grade behind me, like he was, started dating him and begged me to keep being their best friend and acting like everything was normal, and when I said it was hard for me, they said "everything is really hard for me too ;____;"

I quit talking to him and then he begged me to have a conversation with him every time I saw him at school and sent me texts that he thought I wouldn't see confessing all his fucked up feelings about me. he tried to have a conversation with me on graduation and pulled in my arm and everything