Just a little drabble I wrote in like 15 minutes

It looked very beautiful outside this morning. I want this to be the last thing I see before I kill myself.

#photography

I just want a physical manifestation of all the pain I'm going through

Am I doing it for attention? I suppose you can consider a cry for help to be a cry for pity as well

#photography

#photography

I'm not wanted. And no matter how much I tell myself otherwise, I'm not okay with it.

I want to feel wanted. I want to feel loved. But instead I feel utterly, completely, profoundly alone.

And it's all my fault.