IDK how obvious it is that this is a trama post. It also isn’t just honesty with me, if you shit talk someone behind their back, I’m not going to trust you. Honesty and integrity matter to me.

I don’t think I’ll ever be the same with how I view my friendships but they’ve helped ground me.

I just thought that the original interpretation seems pretty relevant right now.

"Battleships" LOL, I bet he wants a fleet of propeller planes for the air force too

This technically makes it far less impressive, unlike my major aspect of time which, being a major aspect, is an active effect instead of a passive effect, so to say. Tome’s aspect of love/sex and space is the same,she can consciously change space, but people getting freaky around her just happens.

No one deserves to suffer just because I want to try to be a normal person. I know I’m not, that I’ll never be, but as long as I don’t hurt anyone, I just want to pretend. Sometimes I even forget it’s all just pretend. Sometimes I wonder if it would be better if I didn’t, if I was just alone.

I’ve been particularly careful this last year, I don’t believe in blaming my disorder, it was my fault. It’s my responsibility to be mindful of the problems it causes and work to negate them, it’s my responsibility to fix my own defects, if I can’t do that, then I don’t deserve friends or love.

I may not be able to feel emotions the same or understand how exactly others feel, but that’s no excuse to ignore those things if I do know. One of my greatest fears is hurting those around me by ignoring their thoughts and feelings.

#philosophy #friendship #interpersonalrelationships