Lord Finai
@lordfinai.bsky.social
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Sex positive, healthy friendship pushing, erotica writing, space emperor VTuber
Sex positive, healthy friendship pushing, erotica writing, space emperor VTuber
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Lord Finai
@lordfinai.bsky.social
· Feb 15
I suppose for anyone in the future, if I ever say something to make you uncomfortable, please tell me, I have Autism, I don't know I'm doing it. If you tell me I'll do what I can to fix whatever problem I'm causing. Just be open with me, if you hide how you feel I won't know.
Just passed all my classes, I’m a college graduate now
December 17, 2025 at 5:19 PM
Just passed all my classes, I’m a college graduate now
Sometimes I feel like I don't deserve love, that my being in love was a mistake and I'm tricking my partner by being with her. That she deserves more than I can provide and I'm selfishly holding her back from living a better life.
December 14, 2025 at 6:01 AM
Sometimes I feel like I don't deserve love, that my being in love was a mistake and I'm tricking my partner by being with her. That she deserves more than I can provide and I'm selfishly holding her back from living a better life.
There's just those times where you feel supper depressed and just hate everything about life, having that right now, it's probably because I was on such a high earlier and now I'm at a low after giving some things some thought
December 8, 2025 at 8:05 AM
There's just those times where you feel supper depressed and just hate everything about life, having that right now, it's probably because I was on such a high earlier and now I'm at a low after giving some things some thought
To this day I still watch stuff like Return of the Jedi, not all the way through mind you, just like, there are certain parts of the original Star Wars movies I watch just for how the music mixes with the story so well.
December 8, 2025 at 6:46 AM
To this day I still watch stuff like Return of the Jedi, not all the way through mind you, just like, there are certain parts of the original Star Wars movies I watch just for how the music mixes with the story so well.
Imagine valuing your friendships as one of the most important things in your life only to learn that some of the people who you considered as your friends were talking about you behind your back. Hard to forgive is a massive fucking understatement.
October 5, 2025 at 5:38 PM
Imagine valuing your friendships as one of the most important things in your life only to learn that some of the people who you considered as your friends were talking about you behind your back. Hard to forgive is a massive fucking understatement.
Been playing the remaster of command and conquer, was playing it on hard but GDI 5, I got 2 of the GDI 5 levels done on hard, then it broke me. Learning Nod spawns tanks in the fourth mission of GDI 5 solidified my switch to normal difficulty. Had to engineer rush to complete that one.
October 5, 2025 at 1:39 PM
Been playing the remaster of command and conquer, was playing it on hard but GDI 5, I got 2 of the GDI 5 levels done on hard, then it broke me. Learning Nod spawns tanks in the fourth mission of GDI 5 solidified my switch to normal difficulty. Had to engineer rush to complete that one.
I just spent 10 fucking minutes in a drive through in front of some ASSHOLE that had his high beams on the entire fucking time!!!
September 27, 2025 at 1:16 AM
I just spent 10 fucking minutes in a drive through in front of some ASSHOLE that had his high beams on the entire fucking time!!!
A goofy little lore fact, while one of my aspects as a deity is victory, that aspect applies in general. Aspects of purgatorial divinity aren’t overwhelming, even if the victory only applied to myself it would just make victory more likely. What it means in actuality is that SOMEONE will win.
#Lore
#Lore
September 25, 2025 at 5:32 PM
A goofy little lore fact, while one of my aspects as a deity is victory, that aspect applies in general. Aspects of purgatorial divinity aren’t overwhelming, even if the victory only applied to myself it would just make victory more likely. What it means in actuality is that SOMEONE will win.
#Lore
#Lore
It’s selfish to give up, to stop fighting, every moment I make the lives of the people around me better is a reason to keep going, to keep fighting to make them happy. I will be better.
September 22, 2025 at 10:31 PM
It’s selfish to give up, to stop fighting, every moment I make the lives of the people around me better is a reason to keep going, to keep fighting to make them happy. I will be better.
I was just thinking about how my disorder manifests, it’s not that it’s impossible for me to figure out someone else’s emotions it’s just very difficult and my assumptions are usually wrong (I’ve been told). But, if someone is open about their emotions I take them seriously, cont.
September 22, 2025 at 8:55 PM
I was just thinking about how my disorder manifests, it’s not that it’s impossible for me to figure out someone else’s emotions it’s just very difficult and my assumptions are usually wrong (I’ve been told). But, if someone is open about their emotions I take them seriously, cont.
Got kicked from a discord for posting this on the 21st a couple years back. If you reading this, and you are the only person who’s ever done that, go fuck yourself you miserable cunt, what a fucking looser.
September 21, 2025 at 11:09 PM
Got kicked from a discord for posting this on the 21st a couple years back. If you reading this, and you are the only person who’s ever done that, go fuck yourself you miserable cunt, what a fucking looser.
I've spent too long of my life focused on all the bad aspects, all the negatives, I feel like I need to be better, I need to focus on what makes me and others happy rather than what makes me and other's upset, not to say I'm not going to stay socially conscious though, just focus on the other.
September 18, 2025 at 5:46 PM
I've spent too long of my life focused on all the bad aspects, all the negatives, I feel like I need to be better, I need to focus on what makes me and others happy rather than what makes me and other's upset, not to say I'm not going to stay socially conscious though, just focus on the other.
I feel like my recent life experiences, and my personal analysis of them, has led me to develop a strong philosophy about interpersonal conflict. That being, if you disagree with a person you need to either work it out with them or keep it to yourself, ideally the first.
September 8, 2025 at 10:13 PM
I feel like my recent life experiences, and my personal analysis of them, has led me to develop a strong philosophy about interpersonal conflict. That being, if you disagree with a person you need to either work it out with them or keep it to yourself, ideally the first.
The audiobook for Assassin's Creed 2 (13 hours) is only 5 hours shorter than it took me to 100% complete the game (18 hours) I have no idea how much extra stuff must be in that book for it to be so long since a lot of that 100% was me picking up feathers and looting chests.
September 8, 2025 at 4:57 PM
The audiobook for Assassin's Creed 2 (13 hours) is only 5 hours shorter than it took me to 100% complete the game (18 hours) I have no idea how much extra stuff must be in that book for it to be so long since a lot of that 100% was me picking up feathers and looting chests.
I'm just going to post this to be a buffer from the last posts and what comes after, since no mater what I post after it will be a bit jarring of a tone shift
August 26, 2025 at 4:51 AM
I'm just going to post this to be a buffer from the last posts and what comes after, since no mater what I post after it will be a bit jarring of a tone shift
I have twice come close to killing myself, once in my last year of middle school when I had a particularly bad depressive episode, and once earlier this year when events that had happened the November before had once again caused me to become so paranoid I thought almost everyone was lying to me.
August 26, 2025 at 4:23 AM
I have twice come close to killing myself, once in my last year of middle school when I had a particularly bad depressive episode, and once earlier this year when events that had happened the November before had once again caused me to become so paranoid I thought almost everyone was lying to me.
I think we should really reevaluate our view of the French Revolution, a lot of our sources are from the upper middle class. When you consider they were in a position to begin exploiting the working class after the nobility had been deposed, the “reign of terror” starts to make a lot of sense.
August 6, 2025 at 11:01 AM
I think we should really reevaluate our view of the French Revolution, a lot of our sources are from the upper middle class. When you consider they were in a position to begin exploiting the working class after the nobility had been deposed, the “reign of terror” starts to make a lot of sense.
Just to remind everyone, the French Revolution was so successful at getting rid of all the useless people who held high positions from nepotism alone that they conquered half of Europe after. If anyone is looking for a solution to the mass censorship.
July 30, 2025 at 11:54 PM
Just to remind everyone, the French Revolution was so successful at getting rid of all the useless people who held high positions from nepotism alone that they conquered half of Europe after. If anyone is looking for a solution to the mass censorship.
Science deniers be like: *racism noises*
July 30, 2025 at 9:44 PM
Science deniers be like: *racism noises*
Since the C word is a slur now can we make the word Banker a slur too? #Visa #Mastercard
July 30, 2025 at 7:29 PM
Since the C word is a slur now can we make the word Banker a slur too? #Visa #Mastercard
An incredibly toxic person I know just posted a while back worrying that they wouldn't make a good parent and that their kids wouldn't like them.
YES!!!
You can't even be honest with your partner, you would be a terrible parent, I not that I can talk, but unlike them I try not to ignore my flaws.
YES!!!
You can't even be honest with your partner, you would be a terrible parent, I not that I can talk, but unlike them I try not to ignore my flaws.
July 29, 2025 at 4:18 AM
An incredibly toxic person I know just posted a while back worrying that they wouldn't make a good parent and that their kids wouldn't like them.
YES!!!
You can't even be honest with your partner, you would be a terrible parent, I not that I can talk, but unlike them I try not to ignore my flaws.
YES!!!
You can't even be honest with your partner, you would be a terrible parent, I not that I can talk, but unlike them I try not to ignore my flaws.
Probably not a normal thing to post but at this point I'm on the way to becoming a lewdtuber anyway to fuck it. I've noticed I've started to loose my libido in the last year. Not totally but I find myself less interested in the sex than I used to be then again I have since had sex so maybe that's it
July 26, 2025 at 8:58 PM
Probably not a normal thing to post but at this point I'm on the way to becoming a lewdtuber anyway to fuck it. I've noticed I've started to loose my libido in the last year. Not totally but I find myself less interested in the sex than I used to be then again I have since had sex so maybe that's it
Getting into World of Darkness just got the core rule book for Hunter 5, reading through it now. Seems like it’ll be a fun time to play with my friends. #WorldofDarkness #H5 #Hunter5 #HuntertheReckoning
July 23, 2025 at 1:14 PM
Getting into World of Darkness just got the core rule book for Hunter 5, reading through it now. Seems like it’ll be a fun time to play with my friends. #WorldofDarkness #H5 #Hunter5 #HuntertheReckoning
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I'm starting to finally feel happy about my life again, I'm still deeply paranoid from what happened, but I think I'm finally starting to move on. I'm finding a balance between the paranoia of my teenage years, and my more recent self confidence.
July 14, 2025 at 9:32 AM
I'm starting to finally feel happy about my life again, I'm still deeply paranoid from what happened, but I think I'm finally starting to move on. I'm finding a balance between the paranoia of my teenage years, and my more recent self confidence.