all the best buddy, i have trust and faith in you 🥰

really need to start incorporating meditation into my daily routine regardless of how i feel to build my mental strength and stamina. haven’t always been the best at beating the intrusive thoughts to shut down

a good reminder that you could always find a solution to every problem and you don’t have to ruminate on the things that weigh you down.

the meditation today felt very liberating as i felt that the fog in my brain has lifted ever so slightly for me to see a light at the end of the tunnel

thank you so much buddy, nice to know that i’m not going thru this alone 💪

what i mean is im thinking a bunch of things that, in my head, looks like a bunch of ropes knotted up in a ginormous entangled mess. i cannot pinpoint what they are and where they originated from and it’s making me feel like i do not have control of my own thoughts and it’s frustrating

today i relapsed

this conditioned how i view relationships. i feel like i only deserve to be loved if i can fill a gap in my partner’s life (not talking about topping hehehehe). but as i reflect more on this, shouldn’t it be the case that my partner accepts who i am as a person—that way i can grow at my own pace?

people pleasing tendencies. as i continue my journey in life, i tend to realise that i start hyper analysing people in the room to sieve out how i can add value to their lives in order for me to feel like i have a place in society. hmm wonder why’s that

nobody told me that fixing this rotten brain of mine could be this hard omg

Oh brain rot made a reappearance. I apologise

THAT TOOK SO MUCH OF MY BRAIN POWER I WAS STUCK ON MY PHONE FOR 15 MINUTES JUST WRITING THIS THREAD CUZ MY BRAIN WAS NOT WORKING W ME

whenever possible, i want to read more and reflect more to stimulate my brain in a beneficial way again. thankfully i could use this platform as my personal diary, a log of promises i made to myself and a log of my improvements (if any)

I used to be quite good at writing and being creative with my vocabulary. However, these days, just getting my mind to think about words is real challenge enough.

this also actually just made me realise how unattractively i structure my sentences. they lack personality, they don’t sound fancy or interesting. they don’t sound like they’re written by someone who spends their time writing novels and poems. the way i speak is just boring, period.

if you cannot tell by now, this tweet was really just me trying not to speak brain rot and it took a lot out of me.

oh i’m actually quite curious, when you talk about a separate server, does that mean the social circles on different servers will not overlap?