eh i'm back for now
October 16, 2025 at 9:53 PM
eh i'm back for now
Being the bad guy in couple's therapy sucks. If I wanted to tell myself on repeat for an hour and a half that I'm a giant piece of shit I could have done that at home.
July 10, 2025 at 10:47 PM
Being the bad guy in couple's therapy sucks. If I wanted to tell myself on repeat for an hour and a half that I'm a giant piece of shit I could have done that at home.
Boutta step on a flight over a girl. I'm so cooked.
June 24, 2025 at 10:49 AM
Boutta step on a flight over a girl. I'm so cooked.
Reposted by Hostile takeover
Lavos, the alien monster intent on destroying all life, has emerged from beneath the planet's surface to endorse Andrew Cuomo in the New York City mayoral race. "Cuomo has the experience and character necessary to lead," said Lavos, while fire rained from the sky
June 23, 2025 at 1:38 PM
Lavos, the alien monster intent on destroying all life, has emerged from beneath the planet's surface to endorse Andrew Cuomo in the New York City mayoral race. "Cuomo has the experience and character necessary to lead," said Lavos, while fire rained from the sky
I feel like I'm just a top now.
June 22, 2025 at 10:33 AM
I feel like I'm just a top now.
I've never had a piece of information make me both feel worse AND way better at the same time. I guess knowing is half the battle
June 22, 2025 at 9:53 AM
I've never had a piece of information make me both feel worse AND way better at the same time. I guess knowing is half the battle
My imagination was worse but still gonna take some pretty bad psychic damage from this one. Oof.
June 21, 2025 at 11:54 PM
My imagination was worse but still gonna take some pretty bad psychic damage from this one. Oof.
At my ex's parents place helping them cook dinner for midsommarafton. Kinda weird but they nice.
June 21, 2025 at 5:16 PM
At my ex's parents place helping them cook dinner for midsommarafton. Kinda weird but they nice.
Them sending a heart had way to powerful of a physical effect on me.
I just almost cried when she messaged me she misses me. I'm cooked.
I just almost cried when she messaged me she misses me. I'm cooked.
June 21, 2025 at 3:34 PM
Them sending a heart had way to powerful of a physical effect on me.
I just almost cried when she messaged me she misses me. I'm cooked.
I just almost cried when she messaged me she misses me. I'm cooked.
Fucking ow why does it always have to hurt
June 20, 2025 at 4:42 PM
Fucking ow why does it always have to hurt
Some morning crying and self hatred, as a treat.
June 20, 2025 at 6:45 AM
Some morning crying and self hatred, as a treat.
Yooo too exhausted to feel the suffering.
June 19, 2025 at 9:02 AM
Yooo too exhausted to feel the suffering.
I'm gonna die she's so fucking beautiful i wanna die
June 18, 2025 at 6:43 PM
I'm gonna die she's so fucking beautiful i wanna die
How did I not remember my favorite FP breakup song, first love/ late spring by mitski.
June 18, 2025 at 5:18 PM
How did I not remember my favorite FP breakup song, first love/ late spring by mitski.
I know it's cope but it's making me feel better enough to not making my soul scream in pain 24/7 until my flight. After the flight I can deal with the reality that I'll probably end up in pain again but at least I'll be able to work through my pain instead of rotting in it.
June 18, 2025 at 3:12 PM
I know it's cope but it's making me feel better enough to not making my soul scream in pain 24/7 until my flight. After the flight I can deal with the reality that I'll probably end up in pain again but at least I'll be able to work through my pain instead of rotting in it.
Finally made a decent lunch again
June 17, 2025 at 1:19 PM
Finally made a decent lunch again
That's it. I'm picking up smoking as a coping mechanism. I'm tired of weed and alcohol.
June 17, 2025 at 11:18 AM
That's it. I'm picking up smoking as a coping mechanism. I'm tired of weed and alcohol.
It's so much hurt and it's ALL the time =/ searing pain in my heart.
June 17, 2025 at 10:51 AM
It's so much hurt and it's ALL the time =/ searing pain in my heart.
"idk I thought Cleveland was in Maine or something" my former paramour who has lived in the US their entire lives
June 17, 2025 at 5:57 AM
"idk I thought Cleveland was in Maine or something" my former paramour who has lived in the US their entire lives
I'm going next week. I don't care if I have to busk to make ends meet, go to food banks, and fuck strangers under the guise of cooking them food so i can eat. I can't live with this searing pain in my chest anymore.
June 16, 2025 at 9:58 AM
I'm going next week. I don't care if I have to busk to make ends meet, go to food banks, and fuck strangers under the guise of cooking them food so i can eat. I can't live with this searing pain in my chest anymore.
Every time I wake up at all I feel a shot of adrenaline from thr pain in my heart and it prevents me from falling asleep =/
June 16, 2025 at 4:10 AM
Every time I wake up at all I feel a shot of adrenaline from thr pain in my heart and it prevents me from falling asleep =/
My heart is on fire.
June 15, 2025 at 10:19 PM
My heart is on fire.
Terrifying realization that your fp neither wants or needs you anymore. Happened awhile ago but still fuckin hurting. I feel pathetic.
June 15, 2025 at 9:31 PM
Terrifying realization that your fp neither wants or needs you anymore. Happened awhile ago but still fuckin hurting. I feel pathetic.
Welp ended things w partner. Time to enter my hoe arc to somehow extricate my sexuality away from my fp.
June 15, 2025 at 12:17 PM
Welp ended things w partner. Time to enter my hoe arc to somehow extricate my sexuality away from my fp.
Therepeutic crying instead of just pure sorrow is good
June 15, 2025 at 3:11 AM
Therepeutic crying instead of just pure sorrow is good