Strong. I hate dissapointing people. I don't want to anymore.

I study basic chores yet I always find a way to fuck up. I can't drive which is the only reason anyone needs me. I spent all my life gaming yet I suck at that too. And worst of all I suck at relationships too. I hate existing so much. The urge to just survive this week and then ending it is so

why cant they just fucking tell me they hate me and tell me to fuck off already, why must they force me to go through this shit, i know i am a piece of shit but do i seriously deserve this like what the fuck.

the song literally talks about fucking that person i literally cannot lmfao, i swear i am gonna fucking do something to myself i just cant fucking deal anymore i literally just wanted to be happy and everything is fucking shit, fuck fuck fuck, this seriously broke me, i dont wanna see them anymore

Phone, then they'll take a shower, go to bed (preferably without telling me) then they'll read, turn around and sleep. This will go for three days then they'll tell me they can't wait for me to get out because I am annoying them and I'll take it like a good girl because I just love them so much.

Months left, wonder if the time line will match. Guess this is all an elaborate scheme for me to pay for my past, which valid. I am suffering very hard thank you. Hehe hard.

And you wanna throw it away and push it to the side, but then that one time comes and damn is it convenient. I feel that way (except I'd be happier if they sat on me let's be real)((lmao literally about to end it, but still hella funny 😎) unable to sleep, unable to feel happy, I just exist. Sadly.

Convenient, I'll always be there. I'm like a chair you barely use, most of the time you don't know it's even there but damn does it come in handy when you need it. But you don't love it for that, you don't talk to it for that, it's just convenient sometimes. But most of the time it's in the way

About me is my car. I've asked them what they like about me and they don't know. They haven't called me pretty in forever. I'm so easy to please too, I swear if they called me a princess or pretty and cute every few days I'd be so happy. I've told them, they just don't want to. Because I'm