At this point I really don't even know anymore. I'll always not be enough, always lacking, unable to be loved. I quite literally suck at every moment of my life. Nothing I do is of any value to anyone. I am a definition of a waste of skin. And no matter what I do I can't change it lol.
July 11, 2025 at 6:51 AM
At this point I really don't even know anymore. I'll always not be enough, always lacking, unable to be loved. I quite literally suck at every moment of my life. Nothing I do is of any value to anyone. I am a definition of a waste of skin. And no matter what I do I can't change it lol.
I swear I'm gonna end it lol 😀
June 30, 2025 at 7:07 PM
I swear I'm gonna end it lol 😀
How come you can write sentences that are by far the most romantic I've read, yet you're unable to say a basic nice thing to me?
June 30, 2025 at 3:24 AM
How come you can write sentences that are by far the most romantic I've read, yet you're unable to say a basic nice thing to me?
We are watching the secret lives of mormon wives and I feel so guilty because I feel as selfish as the guys in there. I hate it so much. I guess I am just overreacting and should just suck it up.
May 31, 2025 at 10:03 PM
We are watching the secret lives of mormon wives and I feel so guilty because I feel as selfish as the guys in there. I hate it so much. I guess I am just overreacting and should just suck it up.
i put a razor on my desk. in case of emergency type of thing. unfortunately i am too much of a pussy to actually hurt myself lol, so it will be a reminder ig
May 29, 2025 at 7:15 PM
i put a razor on my desk. in case of emergency type of thing. unfortunately i am too much of a pussy to actually hurt myself lol, so it will be a reminder ig
i put a razor on my desk. in case of emergency type of thing. unfortunately i am too much of a pussy to actually hurt myself lol, so it will be a reminder ig
May 29, 2025 at 7:15 PM
i put a razor on my desk. in case of emergency type of thing. unfortunately i am too much of a pussy to actually hurt myself lol, so it will be a reminder ig
they flash online, could say, hey im alive but oh well...
May 29, 2025 at 6:47 PM
they flash online, could say, hey im alive but oh well...
i hate how twisted my mind is, i am just imagining a scenario where my partner is currently cheating on me, I sent them a message with just a quick "thinking about you" they open it, say oh it's my stupid gf and just go back to it. sure helps my mental.
May 29, 2025 at 6:46 PM
i hate how twisted my mind is, i am just imagining a scenario where my partner is currently cheating on me, I sent them a message with just a quick "thinking about you" they open it, say oh it's my stupid gf and just go back to it. sure helps my mental.
I'm actually mad for the first time. I am so angry, envious and sad.
May 29, 2025 at 3:40 PM
I'm actually mad for the first time. I am so angry, envious and sad.
I don't even remember the last time we did anything romantic. I'd kill for a picnic date but too BAD,THEY FUCKING HATE ME
May 29, 2025 at 3:39 PM
I don't even remember the last time we did anything romantic. I'd kill for a picnic date but too BAD,THEY FUCKING HATE ME
Love that they are on a romantic picnic date with their friend while I am here making myself all pretty even though they won't even look at me lmao
May 29, 2025 at 3:39 PM
Love that they are on a romantic picnic date with their friend while I am here making myself all pretty even though they won't even look at me lmao
6th time I am absolutely bawling my eyes out, full on hysterical mode today
May 29, 2025 at 3:38 PM
6th time I am absolutely bawling my eyes out, full on hysterical mode today
Why do they post stories and pictures with their friends but not me? I swear if I didn't know they are dating me I though they are dating their friend. (They wish)
May 29, 2025 at 3:37 PM
Why do they post stories and pictures with their friends but not me? I swear if I didn't know they are dating me I though they are dating their friend. (They wish)
They relate to a song that talks about loving someone who is taken. But tell me no it's not that anymore. Why do you lie to me. Why do you love anyone but me. Fuck. I hate it so much. I hate everything
May 29, 2025 at 11:04 AM
They relate to a song that talks about loving someone who is taken. But tell me no it's not that anymore. Why do you lie to me. Why do you love anyone but me. Fuck. I hate it so much. I hate everything
We haven't seen eachother for over a week, we're supposed to seen eachother this weekend and I know how it will go, I have some snacks ready for them, they'll give me a smile, we won't hug we won't kiss, I'll ask how is everything going, they'll scream at me for talking, we'll spend the day on our
May 29, 2025 at 11:00 AM
We haven't seen eachother for over a week, we're supposed to seen eachother this weekend and I know how it will go, I have some snacks ready for them, they'll give me a smile, we won't hug we won't kiss, I'll ask how is everything going, they'll scream at me for talking, we'll spend the day on our
It hurts seeing them be hurt over other people, I don't want them to hurts, but I also know if I left, they wouldn't be so sad. They prefer anyone but me. And that hurts. I'm not even a friend for them, i wish I know what I am to them. It took me a year to break up with my ex, so they have a few
May 29, 2025 at 10:33 AM
It hurts seeing them be hurt over other people, I don't want them to hurts, but I also know if I left, they wouldn't be so sad. They prefer anyone but me. And that hurts. I'm not even a friend for them, i wish I know what I am to them. It took me a year to break up with my ex, so they have a few
I miss them so much I cry over seeing a pic of theirs. I wonder if they even ever have a passing thought about me. I truly don't think so, I'm an after thought, something that will always be there that you don't have to think about. I'm convenient to have around, I think the only attractive thing
May 29, 2025 at 10:27 AM
I miss them so much I cry over seeing a pic of theirs. I wonder if they even ever have a passing thought about me. I truly don't think so, I'm an after thought, something that will always be there that you don't have to think about. I'm convenient to have around, I think the only attractive thing
My partner is the best person I know, they are the prettiest, most skilled nicest people there are, they just have one flaw. They don't love me. And damn that hurts... Worst thing is I know that for a fact. I have been in the same position as them in my past relationship. I wanna end it so bad
May 29, 2025 at 10:06 AM
My partner is the best person I know, they are the prettiest, most skilled nicest people there are, they just have one flaw. They don't love me. And damn that hurts... Worst thing is I know that for a fact. I have been in the same position as them in my past relationship. I wanna end it so bad
So, my partner is really sweet, we really did fix it. I made them mad today cuz I tried helping but I'm stupid yet we got over it, then they were all cute telling me I eat so bad without them and that I'm silly (it sounds bad here but it was cute xd) then told me I am free to sleepover even if they
April 10, 2025 at 9:47 AM
So, my partner is really sweet, we really did fix it. I made them mad today cuz I tried helping but I'm stupid yet we got over it, then they were all cute telling me I eat so bad without them and that I'm silly (it sounds bad here but it was cute xd) then told me I am free to sleepover even if they
Due to people FINDING MY ACCOUNT THROUGH A FRIEND XD lemme make an update. I didn't kill myself. And I'm actually better. My partner loves me, we talked it through, I'm very happy. Still super insecure, still scared they secretly hate me but not suicidal anymore again. Which is good.
April 9, 2025 at 8:22 PM
Due to people FINDING MY ACCOUNT THROUGH A FRIEND XD lemme make an update. I didn't kill myself. And I'm actually better. My partner loves me, we talked it through, I'm very happy. Still super insecure, still scared they secretly hate me but not suicidal anymore again. Which is good.
I kind of wish all 4 of my wheels rejected staying on my car making me hit a tree at 140 km/h please :333333333333
March 30, 2025 at 6:05 AM
I kind of wish all 4 of my wheels rejected staying on my car making me hit a tree at 140 km/h please :333333333333
Asking for real cuddles and getting rejected sure is pathetic, but I never learn and asked for virtual affection or any sort so I sleep better. Am I also gonna get rejected chat?
March 30, 2025 at 6:05 AM
Asking for real cuddles and getting rejected sure is pathetic, but I never learn and asked for virtual affection or any sort so I sleep better. Am I also gonna get rejected chat?
ive never understood people doing self harm, until now...
March 29, 2025 at 6:24 PM
ive never understood people doing self harm, until now...
my partner said they'd give me a headpat if they could rn and I started crying :)
March 25, 2025 at 9:51 AM
my partner said they'd give me a headpat if they could rn and I started crying :)
literally cried because I saw a person who has the same hair color scheme like them...
March 17, 2025 at 5:51 PM
literally cried because I saw a person who has the same hair color scheme like them...