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Saya
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August 12, 2025 at 2:35 AM
damn my mental state has deteriorated a bunch huh lmao
May 14, 2025 at 7:21 PM
April 6, 2025 at 6:38 AM
March 17, 2025 at 1:58 AM
even the one that will find it cringe i made this on the 14th of february but I SWEAR ITS COINCIDENTAL
IM NOT ONE TO CARE ABOUT THIS DAY REALLY
i never even dated two of you
and the celebration is ass because, even outside of being so tied up in consumption,
once i fall in love with someone, i never truly fall out of love
there's an acceptance that a certain kind of relationship shape is over, that certain things will now just be memories, but i'll still forever carry them in my heart

here's to all five of you
February 14, 2025 at 7:56 PM
once i fall in love with someone, i never truly fall out of love
there's an acceptance that a certain kind of relationship shape is over, that certain things will now just be memories, but i'll still forever carry them in my heart

here's to all five of you
February 14, 2025 at 7:56 PM
deranged post inbound
i think the reason i wouldn't be able to get myself to quit meat just yet is because i have a certain need or want for violence that i can only get from that for now
and once i have someone i can bite regularly irl maybe i'll actually go vegan :3
February 10, 2025 at 8:14 PM
oomf a bit #retarded sometimes #ngl
February 10, 2025 at 3:20 AM
i think a lot of my problems are solvable by just having frequent and regular physical intimacy lol
February 4, 2025 at 6:05 PM
i'm just painfully uninteresting
February 4, 2025 at 4:33 PM
hmmmmmoding right now
February 3, 2025 at 1:21 AM
🖤🔵⭐ is such a yapper, but it's so obvious when it gets turned on because it's suddenly so silent 🤭
February 1, 2025 at 12:47 AM
i called 🖤 "cutie" but she heard it as "kitny" and she got violently angry for a second 😭😭😭😭😭
January 31, 2025 at 1:59 AM
it would be neat to have spoilers for text posts
January 30, 2025 at 11:03 PM
tw body image weight type stuff things im rot13ing it
its nothing serious, and its not even mopey, but still just in case
January 30, 2025 at 10:53 PM
im getting relationship anarchism pilled
January 24, 2025 at 1:41 AM
god what a shit day
January 21, 2025 at 7:51 PM
im still a big ball of anxiety in some ways
January 21, 2025 at 3:35 PM
note to self: fun-fact-posting can turn into tmiposting
January 21, 2025 at 3:25 PM
my category in a "would/wouldn't" categorization is "too big" apparently
January 21, 2025 at 3:07 AM
there's something beautiful to close, tentative and fluid relationships
January 20, 2025 at 3:19 AM
this time around, my relationship with 🖤 is being so much better for me. it's not even feelings fading, my desires are not going to evaporate that fast and easy. but the re-framing in my mind has been surprisingly effective? im pleasantly surprised, and im very glad
January 18, 2025 at 7:33 PM
fuck it im going saya mode on main, atp who doesnt know about this acc dkjghdkjfg
January 17, 2025 at 2:57 PM
feeling anxious. getting the thought i might be rushing things a bit too much with both of them. wondering if im committing to something i will not end up delivering on, and if im going back to being close too fast to be able to handle it well
maybe so much social stuff is starting to drain me a bit
January 16, 2025 at 1:49 PM
January 16, 2025 at 1:21 AM