its shatners fault for playing in so many movies (at least two) about him having an affair with a younger woman but love infidelity fics soooo much......

help the escort spock wip where jim cheats on his wife for spock and gets such a rush out of this secret....

MY JIM CHEATING/BREAKING UP BRAINROT ISNT KIRK DRIFT!!! ITS IN FACT GONE ALL THE WAY AROUND BACK INTO NOT KIRK DRIFT!!!! You get it.

"Jim is the emotionally mature one and has to help Spock work through his issues 🥺 He wouldn't make a lot of relationship mistakes or need a lot of help with opening up" If you say so...

"Jim is either a sweet golden retriever that just wants love or a traumatized in a way that makes him super open and craving traditional romantic attachments 🥺" If you say so..

(rambles cont.) Mirror Kirk definitely also desperately wants to turn him into a pain slut. It's the easiest sensation for them both to process, and Mirror Kirk likes testing his loyalty this way. A more efficient way to deal with AOS Kirk's Spock insecurities IS to just leash him.

+ Lineart ver.

this would be such a good pickup line.... otw now so we can make reference photos o7

this is just making me want to go back to my ghostbat wip i started over that piece of art you did of bruce riding khoa while holding his heart... has lots of your favorites (necro, gore & wound fucking, gaslighting, etc etc) since we're hand in hand in being freaks....

wahh... this is so sweet, i always fear im being too annoying or stupid HDOFHF but it genuinely makes me feel so much better knowing other people also got an enjoyment from my string of conscious liveblogs! i pinky promise im going to at least spam my way entirely through s2 before the year ends!

not to body shame him and/or his body double but afflecks acting wasnt the only thing that was pretty flat.....

and thank you! im just having a normal immunocompromised moment in my body cant handle any head cold without escalating it but i promise im okay! hopefully it and some increased anxiety eases up soon & ill get better at posting again since i have missed talking to all of you so dearly <33

GDJFHF coming three weeks late with a 'i have been feeling quite under the weather due to yet another fight with pneumonia but i believe i shall make a swift enough recovery to write in a more timely manner soon!' just to never receive another letter 😭😭

also wondering if ben affleck had a penis double for that one shower shot. wondering also if he can act with any strong emotions too since this is the first thing i seen him in but mostly just pondeirng the penis thing

do you think hes naturally ass hairless or is he breaking out the wax every two weeks....

honestly trying to just get enough to afford an eye exam to see if it'll help with my chronic migraines since i been getting worse and worse symptoms lol. i doubt it will but i haven't had one in 3 years so maybe itll help? maybe. if i dont pass out in a kitchen before that.

if you get 30 hours a week you get a full 100 dollar health insurance and you cant request any time off for any holiday

bonus points to "showing up on time is showing late, arrive at least twenty minutes early to your scheduled shift" and you get unpaid medical leave for 6 weeks but only if you have the doctor note to show it was needed/paperwork in case of adoption/birth