Had an amazing few days. But I'm kinda waiting for when it all goes wrong again

This was so delicious! It contained half my protein goals and I am stuffed but so good!

This choccy cereal bowl was amazing this morning 😍

Ingredients:
Chocolate protein powder
Soy milk
Choco pillows (?)
Strawberries
Blueberries
Hemp seed

First meal of the day. I even added nutella!

#edbsky #edrecovery

Another win for the ED... Not doing so well. Kind of a whole lot of steps back. I lowered my kcal limit again.

#edtwt #edbsky

(remember I am trying to recover on my own while I wait for help. It's difficult)

I went for a solo picnic today. And had dinner on my balcony and suddenly, I felt happy, even content 😳

I haven't felt this way in a long time.

#edrecovery #edbsky

Struggling a lot with overexercising today. I genuinely love exercise but I overshoot and I get so burnt out. Will not go on a walk, will not go on a walk 😵‍💫

#edrecovery #edrecoverybsky #edbsky

Hey, my name is Maes. I am 27 and in recovery from atypical AN. I have been struggling for 7 years but no one ever cared cause I was a healthy weight.

I am not getting help yet. But really trying to remember that I don't want to get worse in the meantime. Xx

#edrecovery #edrecoverybsky