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we're just using this to replace vent that's all we're gonna be posting like. was user ficto

pls don't follow unless you were one of my vent mutuals
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lavenderboys.bsky.social
bro one day this is gonna fall hit the floor and burst scatter into the air and it's gonna give the whole downstairs polycule mecfs 2 electric boogaloo
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a ceiling fan and the edge of one blade has a very thick solid line of dust (I think it's dust) that's starting to droop like it's gonna fall.
February 25, 2025 at 8:32 AM
lavenderboys.bsky.social
(sorry for screen filter) stormlight archive book 5 you CANT KEEP DOING THIS TO ME
"Szeth," Kaladin cut in. "We'll find a way." Szeth stared at Kaladin, then finally took his outstretched hand. Kaladin had anticipated a firm handshake, but Szeth went for the full hug, like a child needing reassurance from a parent. Which was strange, considering how much older Szeth was than him - only now, Kaladin could see the eleven-year-old boy in the assassin. A boy who was never allowed to grow up, and who had somehow maintained a fragile child's view of morality.
February 20, 2025 at 9:59 PM
lavenderboys.bsky.social
mine and 👾's charts what's our synastry looking like 😊
(a bar chart of test scores on an online PNI/Pathological Narcissism Inventory. scores are on a scale from 0-5. light green is low compared to the norm, olive green is average, and red is high.) Test Scores (section title) Narcissistic grandiosity Exploitativeness: (red bar) 4.2 Self-sacrificing Self-enhancement: (red bar) 4.7 Grandiose Fantasy: (red bar) 5.0 (section title) Narcissistic vulnerability Contingent Self-esteem: (red bar) 4.9 Hiding the Self: (olive bar) 3.1 Devaluing: (red bar) 4.6 Entitlement Rage: (red bar) 4.5 (key showing what the colors mean) norms by authors (n=2,801) (a bar chart of test scores on an online PNI/Pathological Narcissism Inventory. scores are on a scale from 0-5. light green is low compared to the norm, olive green is average, and red is high.) Form Test Scores (section title) Narcissistic grandiosity Exploitativeness: (olive bar) 2.0 Self-sacrificing Self-enhancement: (red bar) 4.7 Grandiose Fantasy: (red bar) 4.6 (section title) Narcissistic vulnerability Contingent Self-esteem: (red bar) 4.9 Hiding the Self: (red bar) 4.9 Devaluing: (red bar) 4.0 Entitlement Rage: (red bar) 3.1 (key showing what the colors mean) norms by authors (n=2,801) Calculations
February 2, 2025 at 4:12 PM
lavenderboys.bsky.social
when it pick and chose only the NPD parts to describe 😂 only a couple are inaccurate unless I'm in a bad episode (had to put shahar instead of shachar cause chara limit 😔)
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(pink graphics, the squid is frowning petulantly and saying "Don't stare at me" and "Don't talk to me".) Chilly Squid / Shahar Squid-o • Kind only to animals • Odd humor • Self-sufficient • Cuts ties easily • Keeps feelings hidden • Soulless reactions • Emotionally guarded • Logic first • Highly professional
January 21, 2025 at 11:43 PM
lavenderboys.bsky.social
good distraction :)
One Like = One Answer 1. Nickname? 2. Age? 3. Height? 4. Sexuality? 5. Favourite sound? 6. Favourite smell? 7. Any siblings? 8. Do you drink? 9. Crush? 10. Any phobias? 11. Cats or dogs? 12. Any scars? 13. Books you would recommend? 14. TV shows you would recommend? 15. Piercings/tattoos? 16. Which concerts have you been to? 17. What would you name your kids? 18. If you could instantly learn any language, which one would it be? 19. Moon or stars? 20. Favorite song right now? 21. Best friend(s)? 22. Favourite sport? 23. What do you like about yourself? 24. What do you dislike about yourself? 25. Someone you miss? 26. Places you'd like to visit? 27. What was one of the best parties you've been to? 28. Do you want kids? 29. Hobbies? 30. Favourite subject? 31. Least favourite subject? 32. Favourite flower? 33. What are you currently looking forward to? 34. Dream vacation? 35. Where do you see yourself 5 years from now? 10 years from now? 36. Why did you join Bluesky? (Twitter is scribbled out)
January 15, 2025 at 5:39 PM
lavenderboys.bsky.social
it looks almost normal for me so at least it's not everyone!
January 13, 2025 at 8:37 PM
lavenderboys.bsky.social
woag.........
a cartoony picture of a green turtle. below it says: "Your Result: turtle. you got a turtle! you are certainly a silly guy! you love the small moments in life, preferring to move slowly and often in solitude. <3
December 20, 2024 at 2:50 PM
lavenderboys.bsky.social
soul color + highest kin

...don't look at me
text that says "ochre" on an ochre background the character prep from the comic "boyfriends". it's all in french (sorry) and he's saying "je serai le parfait petit mari au foyer de vos rêves..." (translation: i would be the perfect househusband of your dreams...) as he's looking all lovey, and 3 little chibis of him in a maid outfit cleaning, running while holding a stack of pancakes, and sitting down looking cute saying "bienvenue à la maison, maître..." (translation: welcome home, master...)
December 12, 2024 at 9:07 PM
lavenderboys.bsky.social
not even a little bit surprised at how drastic the differences between our levels are
Intelligence Type Test Results: [circular chart with different colors for different types of intelligence. numbers are approximate since the chart is visual. starting from the top and going clockwise:] Linguistic (Word Smart): 4.5/5; Logical (Number Smart): 1.8/5; Interpersonal (People Smart): 3.4/5; Intrapersonal (Myself Smart): 4.5/5; Musical (Music Smart): 2/5; Visual (Visually Smart): 0.8/5; Natural (Nature Smart): 4/5; Kinesthetic (Body Smart): 0.2/5
December 10, 2024 at 11:31 PM
lavenderboys.bsky.social
fellas what's it mean when you're cycling through all these stages within every 2 seconds
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a "physics bending" square picture. at each corner is text with an arrow pointing to the text of the next corner. clockwise from the top left: "im a peace of shit" > "I was cut from the cloth of god" > "nothing is real" > "what am I gonna eat"
December 5, 2024 at 6:54 AM
lavenderboys.bsky.social
sniffling a lil
Ochre (with the color, an earthy orange) Earthbound landscapes. Sun-baked canyons. Tribal rhythms. Your soul is ochre: a rich blend of earthiness, ancient wisdom, and a deep connection to nature's roots. You move through life with the grounded strength and vibrant spirit of the earth itself, resonant with the echoes of ancient times. (continued in the next screenshot) (continued from first screenshot, ignoring repeat text at the top) Your spirit is nurturing and profound, drawing on the timeless wisdom and enduring power of the natural world. In your presence, there's a sense of connection to the earth and its history, like the warm, nurturing embrace of the land or the mystical allure of ancient traditions. You embody the timeless essence of nature, offering guidance and insight drawn from the deep well of collective memory. Your approach to life is grounded and authentic, encouraging others to embrace their origins and to find harmony with the natural world.
December 2, 2024 at 8:30 PM
lavenderboys.bsky.social
... y'all.

first screenshot when control first entered the southern reach cafeteria, second screenshot right after control watched the videos from the first expedition.
Here, in the cafeteria, the carpet turned dark green, against which a stylized arrow pattern stood out in a light green, all of the arrows pointing toward the courtyard. Stumbled, tripped, leaned on one knee, realized he was in the cafeteria area and its familiar green carpet with the arrow pattern pointing in from the courtyard. Caught by the [text cuts off in the screenshot]
November 28, 2024 at 6:00 PM
lavenderboys.bsky.social
we're rereading southern reach to get all refreshed before reading the new 4th book that just came out and. this is our FOURTH time reading authority and we only just caught this. 1st screenshot authority, 2nd screenshot annihilation
He left his office, headed down the corridor. Of the smattering of personnel in the hall beyond some were actually in lab coats for once. For his benefit? "Bored?" a pale faint man who looked vaguely familiar murmured to the black woman walking beside him as they passed. "Eager to get on with it," came the reply. "You prefer this place, you really do, don't you?" Should he be paying [text in the screenshot cuts off] Perhaps I'd been wrong about curiosity. The surveyor didn't seem curious about anything. "Bored?" I asked. "Eager to get on with it," she said, to the group, as if I'd asked the question for all of us.
November 28, 2024 at 2:32 AM
lavenderboys.bsky.social
olivia 😊
the amiibo card for Olivia, a white cat with red accents. her birthday is February 3
November 18, 2024 at 5:38 PM