shachar bnei lilit
@lavenderboys.bsky.social
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we're just using this to replace vent that's all we're gonna be posting like. was user ficto
pls don't follow unless you were one of my vent mutuals
we're just using this to replace vent that's all we're gonna be posting like. was user ficto
pls don't follow unless you were one of my vent mutuals
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👾[emoji] • spouse system[alter]
🧗♀️ • metamour system
🖌️ • metamour system
^ all live with me
🍳 • object partner
💌 • ficto partner
🪐 • ficto partner of 2 alters
🛸 • psychosis external entity, boyfriend
🕊️ • fictional other
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👾[emoji] • spouse system[alter]
🧗♀️ • metamour system
🖌️ • metamour system
^ all live with me
🍳 • object partner
💌 • ficto partner
🪐 • ficto partner of 2 alters
🛸 • psychosis external entity, boyfriend
🕊️ • fictional other
Reposted by shachar bnei lilit
TOMORROW!!! turn out, donate if you can, spread the word! last year we raised over $120,000 dollars, I would be ecstatic if we get anywhere near that number again this year. TUBE IT!! FRIDAY @ 3PM EST
twitch.tv/wayneradiotv
twitch.tv/wayneradiotv
Starting April 11th, Radio TV Solutions will be hosting another all-weekend long fundraising streaming event for the people of Palestine.
April 11th @ 3pm EST
April 12th @ 11am EST
April 13th @ 11am EST
the event will be hosted at stream.rtvsfundraiser.live
More details below!
April 11th @ 3pm EST
April 12th @ 11am EST
April 13th @ 11am EST
the event will be hosted at stream.rtvsfundraiser.live
More details below!
April 10, 2025 at 8:42 PM
TOMORROW!!! turn out, donate if you can, spread the word! last year we raised over $120,000 dollars, I would be ecstatic if we get anywhere near that number again this year. TUBE IT!! FRIDAY @ 3PM EST
twitch.tv/wayneradiotv
twitch.tv/wayneradiotv
i am so sorry bsky muts who aren't on egge the rise of that app coincided horribly coincidentally with our anxiety around people we don't know (incl online people who aren't our muts) becoming so severe we're trying to nip in the bud irl external agoraphobia rn so we've been. mostly +
April 11, 2025 at 10:21 AM
i am so sorry bsky muts who aren't on egge the rise of that app coincided horribly coincidentally with our anxiety around people we don't know (incl online people who aren't our muts) becoming so severe we're trying to nip in the bud irl external agoraphobia rn so we've been. mostly +
......... oh no. been crashing so hard for days for no reason we can discern and were wondering if it's the changing seasons (a possibility with mecfs tho it hasn't happened to us before, but new symptoms can show up) but I just remembered. we have been playing hours of necrodancer +
April 3, 2025 at 11:00 PM
......... oh no. been crashing so hard for days for no reason we can discern and were wondering if it's the changing seasons (a possibility with mecfs tho it hasn't happened to us before, but new symptoms can show up) but I just remembered. we have been playing hours of necrodancer +
there's a special kind of depression that starts in me when I wake up specifically as the sun is going down and no other time I wake up. like everything is hopeless and meaningless and useless ahead of me. ... universal language transmission new project I guess
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March 31, 2025 at 2:46 AM
there's a special kind of depression that starts in me when I wake up specifically as the sun is going down and no other time I wake up. like everything is hopeless and meaningless and useless ahead of me. ... universal language transmission new project I guess
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being objectum is the best thing evr bc then u get experiences like ur object bf saying he wanted to be with you cause the world is terrifying and ur soul feels like a safe place to hide and recover
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March 30, 2025 at 9:57 AM
being objectum is the best thing evr bc then u get experiences like ur object bf saying he wanted to be with you cause the world is terrifying and ur soul feels like a safe place to hide and recover
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one day when I know 10 languages (including multiple conlangs) I'm just gonna combine them all into a frankenstein conlang for my own personal cryptic enjoyment that nobody could understand without also knowing all 10 of those languages i think that would be funny
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March 28, 2025 at 6:25 PM
one day when I know 10 languages (including multiple conlangs) I'm just gonna combine them all into a frankenstein conlang for my own personal cryptic enjoyment that nobody could understand without also knowing all 10 of those languages i think that would be funny
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it is so cruel that my pots got worse because my blood pressure. got better. :( we finally seem to have normal (instead of low) blood pressure nowadays bc of better eating and that means... the drop in bp +
March 28, 2025 at 10:02 AM
it is so cruel that my pots got worse because my blood pressure. got better. :( we finally seem to have normal (instead of low) blood pressure nowadays bc of better eating and that means... the drop in bp +
so mad and fuming and steaming. we like reading comics/manga in other languages cause it's good practice and we already read all of boyfriends in french and we wanna reread it but don't wanna do it in french again so we were like oh is it translated into indonesian maybe? +
March 25, 2025 at 6:23 PM
so mad and fuming and steaming. we like reading comics/manga in other languages cause it's good practice and we already read all of boyfriends in french and we wanna reread it but don't wanna do it in french again so we were like oh is it translated into indonesian maybe? +
we idly browsed our steam family library not expecting anything interesting and found out that 👾 has crypt of the necrodancer which we've never played or seen gameplay of beyond I think a trailer a long time ago anyways we have played so much of it today 💙
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March 24, 2025 at 10:33 AM
we idly browsed our steam family library not expecting anything interesting and found out that 👾 has crypt of the necrodancer which we've never played or seen gameplay of beyond I think a trailer a long time ago anyways we have played so much of it today 💙
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slightly less scared of the public again (a cycle) so I'll probably just repost public egge posts on bsky so we don't abandon our muts who aren't on egge 💙
March 24, 2025 at 10:27 AM
slightly less scared of the public again (a cycle) so I'll probably just repost public egge posts on bsky so we don't abandon our muts who aren't on egge 💙
trying to improve so I'm redoing this vent. (temp stepping in cause 💊 can't type all this).
why set someone up for possible harassment, when they don't even want new followers, cause they... believe people's experiences? how is that dangerous enough to need more than a block and move on? +
why set someone up for possible harassment, when they don't even want new followers, cause they... believe people's experiences? how is that dangerous enough to need more than a block and move on? +
March 13, 2025 at 6:04 PM
trying to improve so I'm redoing this vent. (temp stepping in cause 💊 can't type all this).
why set someone up for possible harassment, when they don't even want new followers, cause they... believe people's experiences? how is that dangerous enough to need more than a block and move on? +
why set someone up for possible harassment, when they don't even want new followers, cause they... believe people's experiences? how is that dangerous enough to need more than a block and move on? +
not quite yet opening our bsky up for new followers again but we finished our strawpage with our DNI for egge and in the future for here. mostly the same but I ask pls reread the DNI cause the pr0sh1p part is a bit different now (no we did not suddenly become pr0sh1p don't worry)
shchr.straw.page
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shchr's strawpage
shchr's strawpage
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March 10, 2025 at 11:45 AM
not quite yet opening our bsky up for new followers again but we finished our strawpage with our DNI for egge and in the future for here. mostly the same but I ask pls reread the DNI cause the pr0sh1p part is a bit different now (no we did not suddenly become pr0sh1p don't worry)
shchr.straw.page
shchr.straw.page
polycule and 2 friends go to bowling alley > pokemon card gachapon on the way out > I haven't done an alley gacha in ages I need to > first of 2 cards I get is a japanese great tusk > I'm in a small town in california ????????
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March 9, 2025 at 11:23 AM
polycule and 2 friends go to bowling alley > pokemon card gachapon on the way out > I haven't done an alley gacha in ages I need to > first of 2 cards I get is a japanese great tusk > I'm in a small town in california ????????
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how do u ask for a test for genetic chimerism when there's no medical issue going on. "hey I'd just really like to know if part of my body is my twin's since I've had a complex over it since I was a kid and my first alter was my twin" 😭
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March 6, 2025 at 3:53 PM
how do u ask for a test for genetic chimerism when there's no medical issue going on. "hey I'd just really like to know if part of my body is my twin's since I've had a complex over it since I was a kid and my first alter was my twin" 😭
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do average medical staff just not know how to support someone's weight with their arm like they very much should or are people just assuming I must not need That kind of help when I ask for an arm for support just cause I'm... young.
like bro I'm in a wheelchair. yeah some need that for +
like bro I'm in a wheelchair. yeah some need that for +
March 5, 2025 at 11:36 PM
do average medical staff just not know how to support someone's weight with their arm like they very much should or are people just assuming I must not need That kind of help when I ask for an arm for support just cause I'm... young.
like bro I'm in a wheelchair. yeah some need that for +
like bro I'm in a wheelchair. yeah some need that for +
ohhh new safe food unlocked. instant oatmeal. I had no idea how easy and wonderful this is to eat. life is fantastic.
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March 5, 2025 at 7:25 PM
ohhh new safe food unlocked. instant oatmeal. I had no idea how easy and wonderful this is to eat. life is fantastic.
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alright y'all lemme tell you, when we first got curious about the dune books cause of the first movie (scifi fantasy worldbuilding and politics are everything to us despite the. casting choice in the movie.) we could not have ever prepared for This to be what god emperor refers to.
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March 5, 2025 at 4:53 AM
alright y'all lemme tell you, when we first got curious about the dune books cause of the first movie (scifi fantasy worldbuilding and politics are everything to us despite the. casting choice in the movie.) we could not have ever prepared for This to be what god emperor refers to.
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we're almost done making our strawpage I think that's when we'll start using egge properly (instead of just adding people) so we can have a DNI again
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March 4, 2025 at 3:01 PM
we're almost done making our strawpage I think that's when we'll start using egge properly (instead of just adding people) so we can have a DNI again
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our air plants (PLURAL THEY SENT US 2 INSTEAD OF THE 1 WE ORDERED) arrived today and I've got them soaked for a starter watering after their transit and set up in nice lil ceramic ramekins after drying them upside down ofc), and tomorrow we're gonna give them the trimmings they need +
March 4, 2025 at 2:59 PM
our air plants (PLURAL THEY SENT US 2 INSTEAD OF THE 1 WE ORDERED) arrived today and I've got them soaked for a starter watering after their transit and set up in nice lil ceramic ramekins after drying them upside down ofc), and tomorrow we're gonna give them the trimmings they need +
it can't even be that it's bugs in general bc we are completely fine and love being near and holding so many different kinds of bugs. it's just. these???
not even body type either bc we love cellar spiders and other silly big gangly spiders and crane flies and all those. why harvestmen???
not even body type either bc we love cellar spiders and other silly big gangly spiders and crane flies and all those. why harvestmen???
local glitch in reality not scared of adult female black widows (proven irl multiple times) but is scared of completely harmless house centipedes and harvestmen MAKE IT MAKE SENSE
March 3, 2025 at 6:57 AM
it can't even be that it's bugs in general bc we are completely fine and love being near and holding so many different kinds of bugs. it's just. these???
not even body type either bc we love cellar spiders and other silly big gangly spiders and crane flies and all those. why harvestmen???
not even body type either bc we love cellar spiders and other silly big gangly spiders and crane flies and all those. why harvestmen???
okay look we're the autist that does actually struggle very heavily with theory of mind and part of that is even when we know we used to feel/think a certain way, if we don't anymore, we have a very hard time understanding why anyone currently would feel/think that way.
the relevant example being +
the relevant example being +
March 3, 2025 at 6:54 AM
okay look we're the autist that does actually struggle very heavily with theory of mind and part of that is even when we know we used to feel/think a certain way, if we don't anymore, we have a very hard time understanding why anyone currently would feel/think that way.
the relevant example being +
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y'all we did it. it took so many layers of spiritual practices, comfy media distractions, and subconscious exploration stuff but we DID manage to spend 4 and a half hours outside at a park Near Nature, and didn't feel like we were fundamentally rejected from The System (nature) and must leave :)
March 3, 2025 at 1:51 AM
y'all we did it. it took so many layers of spiritual practices, comfy media distractions, and subconscious exploration stuff but we DID manage to spend 4 and a half hours outside at a park Near Nature, and didn't feel like we were fundamentally rejected from The System (nature) and must leave :)
finally it's letting me make an account. what's y'all's egge usernames. (we'll be using both, not leaving bsky)
March 2, 2025 at 12:59 PM
finally it's letting me make an account. what's y'all's egge usernames. (we'll be using both, not leaving bsky)
does anyone know how to pick up a smaller spider (like average house spiders) without scaring it too much? I know how to with big spiders like tarantulas but the smaller ones freak at any contact at all. but I can't always trust my coordination to use items to pick it up so I only have my hands
February 28, 2025 at 11:19 PM
does anyone know how to pick up a smaller spider (like average house spiders) without scaring it too much? I know how to with big spiders like tarantulas but the smaller ones freak at any contact at all. but I can't always trust my coordination to use items to pick it up so I only have my hands
y'all I'm sobbing crying, went upstairs for a cereal bowl all alone cause nobody awake (had a crutch), was saying hi to the gshep puppy, and right above her on a safety line was. a mouse spider!!!! (the scotophaeus blackwalli kind) we didn't know they lived up here and I'm so happy, they're one of +
February 28, 2025 at 11:41 AM
y'all I'm sobbing crying, went upstairs for a cereal bowl all alone cause nobody awake (had a crutch), was saying hi to the gshep puppy, and right above her on a safety line was. a mouse spider!!!! (the scotophaeus blackwalli kind) we didn't know they lived up here and I'm so happy, they're one of +