Carolyn Lilith
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Carolyn Lilith
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🔞It/She Overly ambitious fanfic writer and hopefully future artist. In too many fandoms to count.
Whenever the more masc parts of me take center stage, or hell even think about taking it, my brain freaks the fuck out and I usually think or do stupid shit as a result.
October 5, 2025 at 11:00 PM
I don’t consciously have a problem with them but some deep down part of my brain feels sick at the thought of me doing or being anything even remotely, tenuously masculine and it’s annoying as fuck. Because while I would generally say I’m very feminine, at least in theory, maybe not in practice,
October 5, 2025 at 11:00 PM
It’s not that big a deal, I’ve got the time for it if I manage my time well and I’m not shocked that I went back, it stopped me from offing myself 3 years ago, I’m way too emotionally attached to it. I’m just worried that they’ll fuck it up again like they did Natlan but fingers crossed.
August 6, 2025 at 11:45 PM
Super cute outfit as always!
June 20, 2025 at 8:54 PM
That top is super cute!
June 16, 2025 at 6:11 PM
I think they look really good!
June 9, 2025 at 2:42 PM
3/3
June 2, 2025 at 6:33 PM
2/3
June 2, 2025 at 6:33 PM
If we’re just talking about writing then The Apothecary Diaries 100% deserves it though. I couldn’t get into it Frieren, maybe it changes but the whole melancholy tone plus me not vibing with the MC PLUS the generic western-style fantasy setting made that show a no-go for me.
May 25, 2025 at 4:57 PM
To clarify, it is not my favourite show of the past year, not by a mile. Writing is the most important thing in a piece of media BUT when taking all factors about a series into account, SL is an 11/10 in pretty much everything else and that artistry deserves to be awarded.
May 25, 2025 at 4:18 PM
And all this is coming from someone who was really excited for season 2. Season 1 is one of my favourite pieces of Star Wars media. However the big difference is of course that things actually happen in season 1 beyond people standing around and yapping.
May 25, 2025 at 4:02 PM
Seriously though, I judge media based off the emotions it makes me feel and I am a very emotional individual, I cry at basically anything that’s even slightly sad and yet the only emotion I felt during the first THIRD of the season was disgust at a scene that shouldn’t even be in the fucking series.
May 25, 2025 at 3:47 PM
Also having a violent attempted rape in a fucking Star Wars show is fucking stupid, whoever thought that was a good idea doesn’t deserve to work in the industry ever again.
May 25, 2025 at 3:17 PM
Yeah I probably will, I think stumbling upon your art might’ve added Joker to the long list of people I ship Bruce with lol (me from a few years ago would be so disappointed in me)

Considering I finally started writing it not long before I started the show, it’ll totes end up having some influence.
May 24, 2025 at 9:46 PM