Carolyn Lilith
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🔞It/She Overly ambitious fanfic writer and hopefully future artist. In too many fandoms to count.
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I’ve finally posted the first chapter of my very overly ambitious Batman fic. There won’t be regular updates at the moment but hopefully once I get more into the swing of things there will be.
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I think my least favourite thing about my dysphoria isn’t even anything to do with my body, as much as I hate pretty much all of it, the worst part at this point is by far how disgusted I subconsciously am at the more masc parts of myself.
October 5, 2025 at 11:00 PM
I think my least favourite thing about my dysphoria isn’t even anything to do with my body, as much as I hate pretty much all of it, the worst part at this point is by far how disgusted I subconsciously am at the more masc parts of myself.
October 1, 2025 at 7:06 PM
Forget what I said, I guess I’m back to playing it, at least for a while. Out of sheer, idk, morbid curiosity? I reinstalled the game and did a single 10 pull and guess which bitch showed up at 0 pity… I think this is a sign from god or some shit…
August 16, 2025 at 5:56 PM
Forget what I said, I guess I’m back to playing it, at least for a while. Out of sheer, idk, morbid curiosity? I reinstalled the game and did a single 10 pull and guess which bitch showed up at 0 pity… I think this is a sign from god or some shit…
So, turns out I was wrong, the Hyperfixation isn’t gone and that sucks because I can’t fucking go back to it, I’ve tried but I just can’t get myself invested in such a garbage storyline and it’s honestly tearing my brain apart. Why did I have to make these stupid games my main coping mechanism…
I got fed up of hsr’s terrible looking dialogue scenes and the constant character deaths and gave it up but now I feel like there’s a gap in my brain where the hyperfixation was and it’s VERY annoying.
August 16, 2025 at 12:08 AM
So, turns out I was wrong, the Hyperfixation isn’t gone and that sucks because I can’t fucking go back to it, I’ve tried but I just can’t get myself invested in such a garbage storyline and it’s honestly tearing my brain apart. Why did I have to make these stupid games my main coping mechanism…
I tried my goddamn hardest to not do it but I ended up going back to Genshin. Idk what happened but I had the urge to play it after months of not touching it with a ten meter jump pole and I just couldn’t help it and then I caught up on all the new trailers for nod krai and yeah, I’m hooked again.
August 6, 2025 at 11:45 PM
I tried my goddamn hardest to not do it but I ended up going back to Genshin. Idk what happened but I had the urge to play it after months of not touching it with a ten meter jump pole and I just couldn’t help it and then I caught up on all the new trailers for nod krai and yeah, I’m hooked again.
FUCK YES!!! I HAVE NEVER BEEN THIS EXCITED FOR SOMETHING IN MY LIFE!!!!!!!!!!
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July 6, 2025 at 8:25 AM
FUCK YES!!! I HAVE NEVER BEEN THIS EXCITED FOR SOMETHING IN MY LIFE!!!!!!!!!!
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I’m 3 years late but I finally played Elden Ring. Can’t say I loved it but for a game that in a lot of ways isn’t really my kind of thing, I liked it a lot, solid 7/10. Will do the DLC at some point but I need a break for now, it consumed my life for a couple weeks and I’m behind on other things.
July 4, 2025 at 6:20 PM
I’m 3 years late but I finally played Elden Ring. Can’t say I loved it but for a game that in a lot of ways isn’t really my kind of thing, I liked it a lot, solid 7/10. Will do the DLC at some point but I need a break for now, it consumed my life for a couple weeks and I’m behind on other things.
The LEGO One Piece sets got revealed today and oh boy… my bank account is crying
June 5, 2025 at 9:06 PM
The LEGO One Piece sets got revealed today and oh boy… my bank account is crying
I’ve finally posted the first chapter of my very overly ambitious Batman fic. There won’t be regular updates at the moment but hopefully once I get more into the swing of things there will be.
archiveofourown.org/works/662239...
archiveofourown.org/works/662239...
archiveofourown.org
June 5, 2025 at 8:14 PM
I’ve finally posted the first chapter of my very overly ambitious Batman fic. There won’t be regular updates at the moment but hopefully once I get more into the swing of things there will be.
archiveofourown.org/works/662239...
archiveofourown.org/works/662239...
I built a pretty big LEGO batcave, not the greatest thing in the world but I’m pretty proud of it. This serves no purpose, MOC building isn’t a hobby of mine, I was just bored and things happened.
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June 2, 2025 at 6:33 PM
I built a pretty big LEGO batcave, not the greatest thing in the world but I’m pretty proud of it. This serves no purpose, MOC building isn’t a hobby of mine, I was just bored and things happened.
1/3
1/3
I’m not a great actor by any means but I sometimes voice for people on YouTube every now and then. I usually voice guys but someone actually asked me to voice a woman recently and while I’m not complaining, I agreed to it, it does feel kinda weird considering I haven’t voice trained AT ALL.
May 29, 2025 at 9:46 PM
I’m not a great actor by any means but I sometimes voice for people on YouTube every now and then. I usually voice guys but someone actually asked me to voice a woman recently and while I’m not complaining, I agreed to it, it does feel kinda weird considering I haven’t voice trained AT ALL.
The closer I get to posting the first chapter of this Batman story, the more I realise just how ridiculous it is that this whole AU started off as me just playing with LEGO as a kid, unaware of what I was about to subject my brain to-
May 24, 2025 at 8:38 PM
The closer I get to posting the first chapter of this Batman story, the more I realise just how ridiculous it is that this whole AU started off as me just playing with LEGO as a kid, unaware of what I was about to subject my brain to-
I think I need to stop acting like my memory is perfect and just start making notes for this story because writing a detective story from multiple povs is fucking with me. I almost didn’t notice that I wrote Batman interrogating a guy about a murder that he isn’t supposed to know about yet.
May 23, 2025 at 6:05 PM
I think I need to stop acting like my memory is perfect and just start making notes for this story because writing a detective story from multiple povs is fucking with me. I almost didn’t notice that I wrote Batman interrogating a guy about a murder that he isn’t supposed to know about yet.
Wuthering Waves making almost every character so well written and thematically relevant is amazing because it makes it one of the most engaging stories I’ve ever seen in a game HOWEVER it’s also a massive pain in the ass because it makes skipping characters really hard!!!
May 22, 2025 at 6:27 PM
Wuthering Waves making almost every character so well written and thematically relevant is amazing because it makes it one of the most engaging stories I’ve ever seen in a game HOWEVER it’s also a massive pain in the ass because it makes skipping characters really hard!!!
I think I’ve become completely delusional because I’m getting to the point that I’m genuinely upset that I (very, VERY likely) won’t be able to get my future boyfriend/husband pregnant…
May 22, 2025 at 12:06 AM
I think I’ve become completely delusional because I’m getting to the point that I’m genuinely upset that I (very, VERY likely) won’t be able to get my future boyfriend/husband pregnant…
Trying to do anything with LEGO becomes so annoying when I’m trying to not wreck my nails. I build at like half the speed that I usually do, but then again I’d probably cry if I did chip one so better safe than sorry.
May 21, 2025 at 10:17 PM
Trying to do anything with LEGO becomes so annoying when I’m trying to not wreck my nails. I build at like half the speed that I usually do, but then again I’d probably cry if I did chip one so better safe than sorry.
I got fed up of hsr’s terrible looking dialogue scenes and the constant character deaths and gave it up but now I feel like there’s a gap in my brain where the hyperfixation was and it’s VERY annoying.
May 21, 2025 at 1:16 PM
I got fed up of hsr’s terrible looking dialogue scenes and the constant character deaths and gave it up but now I feel like there’s a gap in my brain where the hyperfixation was and it’s VERY annoying.
Over 7k words into a Batman fic and the word “Batman” has only now been said for the first time…
Yeah… writing this is gonna take forever…
Yeah… writing this is gonna take forever…
May 20, 2025 at 2:38 PM
Over 7k words into a Batman fic and the word “Batman” has only now been said for the first time…
Yeah… writing this is gonna take forever…
Yeah… writing this is gonna take forever…
Only now finding out that n*tflix made a trash remake of Kakegurui, wish I hadn’t found out to be honest. Really hoping it doesn’t get too much attention because the manga is so fucking good and I don’t want people to get a bad impression of it.
May 18, 2025 at 5:16 PM
Only now finding out that n*tflix made a trash remake of Kakegurui, wish I hadn’t found out to be honest. Really hoping it doesn’t get too much attention because the manga is so fucking good and I don’t want people to get a bad impression of it.
Went for a walk in the woods. Was nice. Should do it more often.
May 14, 2025 at 2:11 PM
Went for a walk in the woods. Was nice. Should do it more often.
Whatever deity decided to give me the “still having violent meltdowns despite being a grown ass adult” brand of autism can go fuck themselves.
May 13, 2025 at 4:28 PM
Whatever deity decided to give me the “still having violent meltdowns despite being a grown ass adult” brand of autism can go fuck themselves.
All the rumours about the Batman part 2 are getting so annoying, can it just get cancelled already so people will shut up about it
May 10, 2025 at 9:03 PM
All the rumours about the Batman part 2 are getting so annoying, can it just get cancelled already so people will shut up about it
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Art by absolute beginners is so cool. How it's made with total raw feeling and raw observation. Idk!!! Sometimes I get afraid of learning new things because people say they like the messy human edge my art has, and I know what they mean because that's the shit I love too😭
May 9, 2025 at 3:50 PM
Art by absolute beginners is so cool. How it's made with total raw feeling and raw observation. Idk!!! Sometimes I get afraid of learning new things because people say they like the messy human edge my art has, and I know what they mean because that's the shit I love too😭
I might not be able to draw for shit but I CAN make really cool custom lego figures so I think I’m allowed to say I have an atom of artistic ability
May 7, 2025 at 9:05 PM
I might not be able to draw for shit but I CAN make really cool custom lego figures so I think I’m allowed to say I have an atom of artistic ability
Trying not to make every female character I write trans is proving more difficult then predicted
May 7, 2025 at 8:07 PM
Trying not to make every female character I write trans is proving more difficult then predicted