❄️ Larrie ☁️
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Larrie || 28 || ed/recovery || venting and manifesting a better life
My client cancelled and I had no coverage so I stayed home today and honestly did not get enough done but got the bare minimum and now I’m drunk playing infinity Nikki so I guess it’s a win
October 29, 2025 at 12:24 AM
My client cancelled and I had no coverage so I stayed home today and honestly did not get enough done but got the bare minimum and now I’m drunk playing infinity Nikki so I guess it’s a win
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Hello I'm Nny, i lost my food stamps & I'm pretty fucking scared rn. I'm on SSI & live in HUD housing so I basically have nothing to fill the gap. Anything helps, I'll be thankful just for shares & likes if that's all you can give. Thank you!
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October 24, 2025 at 5:34 PM
Hello I'm Nny, i lost my food stamps & I'm pretty fucking scared rn. I'm on SSI & live in HUD housing so I basically have nothing to fill the gap. Anything helps, I'll be thankful just for shares & likes if that's all you can give. Thank you!
Cash@pp : $duvaldeviant
PayPal.me/904Deviant
Cash@pp : $duvaldeviant
PayPal.me/904Deviant
Licensing board just made a bunch of changes which is going to remove some of my already low hours in that category and now I have to make up even more
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October 26, 2025 at 7:03 PM
Licensing board just made a bunch of changes which is going to remove some of my already low hours in that category and now I have to make up even more
I have half of a video left for school and then I have some work tasks to complete and then I’m taking the rest of the night off to mentally prepare for work tomorrow by playing pokemon and reading my book
October 26, 2025 at 6:21 PM
I have half of a video left for school and then I have some work tasks to complete and then I’m taking the rest of the night off to mentally prepare for work tomorrow by playing pokemon and reading my book
Hi I want to try and use this account
October 26, 2025 at 5:55 PM
Hi I want to try and use this account
Broke and smoked weed the past two days for my “weekend” and woke up with a stomach ache due to binging back to no smoking
July 9, 2025 at 12:56 PM
Broke and smoked weed the past two days for my “weekend” and woke up with a stomach ache due to binging back to no smoking
I am almost positive my boss is just gonna try and pull me tomorrow to talk with me and honestly I’m just pulling the dead dad card I’m so fucking done explaining myself nicely for everyone’s comfort
July 7, 2025 at 6:10 PM
I am almost positive my boss is just gonna try and pull me tomorrow to talk with me and honestly I’m just pulling the dead dad card I’m so fucking done explaining myself nicely for everyone’s comfort
Called into work and feel so much shame and embarrassment even though I literally had my stomach biopsied last week because I’ve been doing so bad health wise
July 7, 2025 at 5:14 PM
Called into work and feel so much shame and embarrassment even though I literally had my stomach biopsied last week because I’ve been doing so bad health wise
I drank way too much last night but we are still up and ready by 8 AM to do more work
July 6, 2025 at 12:10 PM
I drank way too much last night but we are still up and ready by 8 AM to do more work
I don’t want to be sober when I wake up tomorrow wtf
July 6, 2025 at 3:48 AM
I don’t want to be sober when I wake up tomorrow wtf
I’m going to die just like my dad someday I can’t escape this
July 6, 2025 at 2:07 AM
I’m going to die just like my dad someday I can’t escape this
The parallel of me drinking to cope with my father and my mother drinking my whole life to cope with her father is too much I fear
July 5, 2025 at 11:02 PM
The parallel of me drinking to cope with my father and my mother drinking my whole life to cope with her father is too much I fear
I’ve quit smoking weed and it’s been a great thing for me but now when I’m alone and I have to stop working I have to drink otherwise I won’t stop working
July 5, 2025 at 11:01 PM
I’ve quit smoking weed and it’s been a great thing for me but now when I’m alone and I have to stop working I have to drink otherwise I won’t stop working
Most days it just feels like my dad put a curse on me and everything I have been building is gonna be 100x harder to keep and continue building and also I break a toe every 2-4 weeks
June 29, 2025 at 2:07 PM
Most days it just feels like my dad put a curse on me and everything I have been building is gonna be 100x harder to keep and continue building and also I break a toe every 2-4 weeks
I am absolutely drowning in everything
June 28, 2025 at 5:55 PM
I am absolutely drowning in everything
I have a 6 hour shift at work and then I need to work on school once I am home and I’m going to kill both
June 23, 2025 at 11:05 AM
I have a 6 hour shift at work and then I need to work on school once I am home and I’m going to kill both
Good morning everyone time for a busy Monday
June 23, 2025 at 11:04 AM
Good morning everyone time for a busy Monday
I haven’t worked as much as I should have today and I hate myself for it but I know I need the rest
June 22, 2025 at 7:53 PM
I haven’t worked as much as I should have today and I hate myself for it but I know I need the rest
Hi I’m sorry for being so inactive life has been absolutely destroying me
June 22, 2025 at 5:27 PM
Hi I’m sorry for being so inactive life has been absolutely destroying me
Hi I’m sorry for my absence this month has been really hard for me with all these transitions and dead dad grief
March 30, 2025 at 4:10 PM
Hi I’m sorry for my absence this month has been really hard for me with all these transitions and dead dad grief
I thought I had to fear ending up like my mom and being a drunk but turns out I just have to fear killing myself like most of my family including my own father
March 16, 2025 at 2:04 AM
I thought I had to fear ending up like my mom and being a drunk but turns out I just have to fear killing myself like most of my family including my own father
Everyone has kept praising me for how I’ve been handling my dad’s death but I genuinely don’t feel like my life has been real since October. I think someday I’ll just wake up and this will all be a horrible nightmare I’ve conjured up because this is hell
March 16, 2025 at 2:03 AM
Everyone has kept praising me for how I’ve been handling my dad’s death but I genuinely don’t feel like my life has been real since October. I think someday I’ll just wake up and this will all be a horrible nightmare I’ve conjured up because this is hell
I just can’t stop thinking about how isolated I am and the fact that it will probably stay this way for the foreseeable future because my dads death has shut me down to everyone and I don’t see a way out of it
March 16, 2025 at 2:01 AM
I just can’t stop thinking about how isolated I am and the fact that it will probably stay this way for the foreseeable future because my dads death has shut me down to everyone and I don’t see a way out of it
I think I’ve overdone it on large changes/events this week and now I can’t handle life again
March 16, 2025 at 1:59 AM
I think I’ve overdone it on large changes/events this week and now I can’t handle life again
I hope everyone else has had a good week and the full moon today is kind
March 13, 2025 at 4:30 PM
I hope everyone else has had a good week and the full moon today is kind