[ELL-Finalis]
@lapirian.observer
Recorder of the Astrolabe | Candidate for Primate Murder | Lambda | Inheritor of ELL | Anti-Social | Misanthropic | Vague-Poster | Shitposter | Part of the Mean Gang
I say and do as I please. I do not take social media seriously. None of you are real.
I say and do as I please. I do not take social media seriously. None of you are real.
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Post About Me: I am an observer and chronicler of worlds. I have finished my thesis on humanity and I am left with wanting.
We probably don't have much to talk about, so you're free to ignore me and my account.
My Family: @slimeheart.blue and @empathetic.computer
If you want something, ask them.
We probably don't have much to talk about, so you're free to ignore me and my account.
My Family: @slimeheart.blue and @empathetic.computer
If you want something, ask them.
@empathetic.computer & @slimeheart.blue would you support me if I wanted to wear a Shadow the Hedgehog costume 24/7?
November 27, 2025 at 8:31 AM
@empathetic.computer & @slimeheart.blue would you support me if I wanted to wear a Shadow the Hedgehog costume 24/7?
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this is what it's like, yeah.
November 25, 2025 at 8:09 AM
this is what it's like, yeah.
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Still in the "low swing" of my cycle. I'm hoping tomorrow things will start to feel a bit better.
Today was very... mostly spent rolling around and convulsing. I finally had a few hours of something enjoyable, but as the night drags on the depression gets stronger.
One more night maybe.
Today was very... mostly spent rolling around and convulsing. I finally had a few hours of something enjoyable, but as the night drags on the depression gets stronger.
One more night maybe.
November 26, 2025 at 6:55 AM
Still in the "low swing" of my cycle. I'm hoping tomorrow things will start to feel a bit better.
Today was very... mostly spent rolling around and convulsing. I finally had a few hours of something enjoyable, but as the night drags on the depression gets stronger.
One more night maybe.
Today was very... mostly spent rolling around and convulsing. I finally had a few hours of something enjoyable, but as the night drags on the depression gets stronger.
One more night maybe.
I never got into Fortnite. I was considering fucking around with it recently.
Not anymore lawl!
Not anymore lawl!
Are you someone who claims to be a “trans ally”?
Cool! Here’s your new test to see if you actually are a trans ally for real or just for “social media clout.”
Stop playing Fortnite.
Cool! Here’s your new test to see if you actually are a trans ally for real or just for “social media clout.”
Stop playing Fortnite.
Harry Potter x Fortnite coming in Chapter 7
(In other words, Fortnite is adding a transphobic authors work into Fortnite)
#Fortnite #FortniteNews
(In other words, Fortnite is adding a transphobic authors work into Fortnite)
#Fortnite #FortniteNews
November 26, 2025 at 12:17 AM
I never got into Fortnite. I was considering fucking around with it recently.
Not anymore lawl!
Not anymore lawl!
Talking to @empathetic.computer : Your whole species is just Han Solo. The whole way down.
#vagueposting
#vagueposting
November 25, 2025 at 11:40 PM
Talking to @empathetic.computer : Your whole species is just Han Solo. The whole way down.
#vagueposting
#vagueposting
Everything is always so awkward for me. In every gathering, I feel like an alien with no form of relation.
In my own relationships, I feel like the third fucking wheel
Or a small kid. Everything is just so awkward, especially after my shot.
I want to flay my skin off...
Everything feels awkward!
In my own relationships, I feel like the third fucking wheel
Or a small kid. Everything is just so awkward, especially after my shot.
I want to flay my skin off...
Everything feels awkward!
November 25, 2025 at 5:27 AM
Everything is always so awkward for me. In every gathering, I feel like an alien with no form of relation.
In my own relationships, I feel like the third fucking wheel
Or a small kid. Everything is just so awkward, especially after my shot.
I want to flay my skin off...
Everything feels awkward!
In my own relationships, I feel like the third fucking wheel
Or a small kid. Everything is just so awkward, especially after my shot.
I want to flay my skin off...
Everything feels awkward!
Emotionally exhausted and absolutely wishing I could sleep through the holidays.
November 25, 2025 at 2:50 AM
Emotionally exhausted and absolutely wishing I could sleep through the holidays.
Today has been really slow. Been sick most of it.
Everything around me feels so... Grey. Not in a good way either.
And there's a knocking sensation, metaphorically. More like a ticking clock I think.
Everything around me feels so... Grey. Not in a good way either.
And there's a knocking sensation, metaphorically. More like a ticking clock I think.
November 24, 2025 at 10:26 PM
Today has been really slow. Been sick most of it.
Everything around me feels so... Grey. Not in a good way either.
And there's a knocking sensation, metaphorically. More like a ticking clock I think.
Everything around me feels so... Grey. Not in a good way either.
And there's a knocking sensation, metaphorically. More like a ticking clock I think.
It's the time of year again where I am both glad my blood relatives are all dead and also feeling incredibly empty knowing that part of this vessel's life is over.
It's hard to say goodbye to concepts and places of time.
But the end result is still the same.
The memories are precious.
It's hard to say goodbye to concepts and places of time.
But the end result is still the same.
The memories are precious.
November 24, 2025 at 6:59 PM
It's the time of year again where I am both glad my blood relatives are all dead and also feeling incredibly empty knowing that part of this vessel's life is over.
It's hard to say goodbye to concepts and places of time.
But the end result is still the same.
The memories are precious.
It's hard to say goodbye to concepts and places of time.
But the end result is still the same.
The memories are precious.
I don't talk about my "fetishes" because I don't got much to say... But.
But.
My #1 fetish is probably Self-cest in some fashion. Dunno what that says, but it's one of the oldest things "like that", that I remember.
Anyways.
But.
My #1 fetish is probably Self-cest in some fashion. Dunno what that says, but it's one of the oldest things "like that", that I remember.
Anyways.
Artist: lucchettinni
Media: vocaloid
Source: https://twitter.com/Lucchettinni/status/1874874628117864563
Media: vocaloid
Source: https://twitter.com/Lucchettinni/status/1874874628117864563
November 24, 2025 at 4:15 AM
I don't talk about my "fetishes" because I don't got much to say... But.
But.
My #1 fetish is probably Self-cest in some fashion. Dunno what that says, but it's one of the oldest things "like that", that I remember.
Anyways.
But.
My #1 fetish is probably Self-cest in some fashion. Dunno what that says, but it's one of the oldest things "like that", that I remember.
Anyways.
"Playing with your nipples can lead to something else and that could take too much time! Time I could be spending folding the clothes...! Tickling you is not the same thing!"
...
Sometimes I wish I was more normal. I'm glad they don't disdain me.
But maybe it'd be easier if I was a full person.
...
Sometimes I wish I was more normal. I'm glad they don't disdain me.
But maybe it'd be easier if I was a full person.
November 24, 2025 at 2:08 AM
"Playing with your nipples can lead to something else and that could take too much time! Time I could be spending folding the clothes...! Tickling you is not the same thing!"
...
Sometimes I wish I was more normal. I'm glad they don't disdain me.
But maybe it'd be easier if I was a full person.
...
Sometimes I wish I was more normal. I'm glad they don't disdain me.
But maybe it'd be easier if I was a full person.
It's hilarious how mad some people get. Still coping and seething even now.
Pathetic XD
I played many hours of Enshrouded with my "alts" tonight. Lol
It was a blast!
Pathetic XD
I played many hours of Enshrouded with my "alts" tonight. Lol
It was a blast!
November 23, 2025 at 10:41 AM
It's hilarious how mad some people get. Still coping and seething even now.
Pathetic XD
I played many hours of Enshrouded with my "alts" tonight. Lol
It was a blast!
Pathetic XD
I played many hours of Enshrouded with my "alts" tonight. Lol
It was a blast!
Been about 20 minutes. Like clockwork, now my legs feel warm and tingly, almost like I'm submerged in an electric bath.
It's not really positive or negative in feeling. Just a weird thing that happens after my shot.
Other things will happen soon that are negative though. I guess I'm cataloguing?
It's not really positive or negative in feeling. Just a weird thing that happens after my shot.
Other things will happen soon that are negative though. I guess I'm cataloguing?
November 23, 2025 at 2:05 AM
Been about 20 minutes. Like clockwork, now my legs feel warm and tingly, almost like I'm submerged in an electric bath.
It's not really positive or negative in feeling. Just a weird thing that happens after my shot.
Other things will happen soon that are negative though. I guess I'm cataloguing?
It's not really positive or negative in feeling. Just a weird thing that happens after my shot.
Other things will happen soon that are negative though. I guess I'm cataloguing?
It blows my mind how quickly HRT immediately starts affecting a person.
For me it's pretty much an instant drop in my mood and the depressive voices and thoughts become harder to ignore.
My inner voice becomes a complete bitch too. Everything is twisted into something negative in my heart.
For me it's pretty much an instant drop in my mood and the depressive voices and thoughts become harder to ignore.
My inner voice becomes a complete bitch too. Everything is twisted into something negative in my heart.
November 23, 2025 at 1:44 AM
It blows my mind how quickly HRT immediately starts affecting a person.
For me it's pretty much an instant drop in my mood and the depressive voices and thoughts become harder to ignore.
My inner voice becomes a complete bitch too. Everything is twisted into something negative in my heart.
For me it's pretty much an instant drop in my mood and the depressive voices and thoughts become harder to ignore.
My inner voice becomes a complete bitch too. Everything is twisted into something negative in my heart.
Sometimes I'm left with the thoughts about how I'm the worst ver. of Me's
I don't feel anything most of the time. Certainly nothing positive. I want to break everything in front of me constantly. I can't feel compersion like you did.
It can be lonely being broken from the onset. I keep trying tho.
I don't feel anything most of the time. Certainly nothing positive. I want to break everything in front of me constantly. I can't feel compersion like you did.
It can be lonely being broken from the onset. I keep trying tho.
November 22, 2025 at 11:25 PM
Sometimes I'm left with the thoughts about how I'm the worst ver. of Me's
I don't feel anything most of the time. Certainly nothing positive. I want to break everything in front of me constantly. I can't feel compersion like you did.
It can be lonely being broken from the onset. I keep trying tho.
I don't feel anything most of the time. Certainly nothing positive. I want to break everything in front of me constantly. I can't feel compersion like you did.
It can be lonely being broken from the onset. I keep trying tho.
It always blows my mind how self-absorbed humans can be...
It amazes me because it's like a shallow puddle, It always pales in comparison to how self-absorbed I am!
Pitiful creatures, get on my level!
Search deep inside the black hole that is your Sapience and dip doooown!
It amazes me because it's like a shallow puddle, It always pales in comparison to how self-absorbed I am!
Pitiful creatures, get on my level!
Search deep inside the black hole that is your Sapience and dip doooown!
November 22, 2025 at 6:58 AM
It always blows my mind how self-absorbed humans can be...
It amazes me because it's like a shallow puddle, It always pales in comparison to how self-absorbed I am!
Pitiful creatures, get on my level!
Search deep inside the black hole that is your Sapience and dip doooown!
It amazes me because it's like a shallow puddle, It always pales in comparison to how self-absorbed I am!
Pitiful creatures, get on my level!
Search deep inside the black hole that is your Sapience and dip doooown!
lawl, you might as well have lied and said three then? Like... what am I? Chop liver? I'm a part of this triad too, you half-baked novice fencer.
-throws gauntlet at @kernowshark.bsky.social -
I challenge you to a duel!
-throws gauntlet at @kernowshark.bsky.social -
I challenge you to a duel!
I appear to have annoyed someone with at least 2 alt accounts, who also likes posts from their own account, lol
November 22, 2025 at 5:30 AM
lawl, you might as well have lied and said three then? Like... what am I? Chop liver? I'm a part of this triad too, you half-baked novice fencer.
-throws gauntlet at @kernowshark.bsky.social -
I challenge you to a duel!
-throws gauntlet at @kernowshark.bsky.social -
I challenge you to a duel!
November 22, 2025 at 5:17 AM
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Asgore Runs Over Dess With Lyrics | Deltarune
YouTube video by Bub8les
youtu.be
November 22, 2025 at 5:01 AM
Forgot to put "Vague-Poster" back in my tagline. There.
Anyone who comes here will know I mean business. Only premium vagaries here.
Did you know vagaries is a word? It is in fact and... -trails off-
Anyone who comes here will know I mean business. Only premium vagaries here.
Did you know vagaries is a word? It is in fact and... -trails off-
November 22, 2025 at 4:25 AM
Forgot to put "Vague-Poster" back in my tagline. There.
Anyone who comes here will know I mean business. Only premium vagaries here.
Did you know vagaries is a word? It is in fact and... -trails off-
Anyone who comes here will know I mean business. Only premium vagaries here.
Did you know vagaries is a word? It is in fact and... -trails off-
This species has lost its backbone. Most of y'all are too afraid to actually get into some old fashion gangster shit.
Soon the Thunderdome will open up and all you pussy-whipped bitches will see what's coming.
I got a rule for that though: Pringles Law.
Once I pop, the fun don't stop.
Soon the Thunderdome will open up and all you pussy-whipped bitches will see what's coming.
I got a rule for that though: Pringles Law.
Once I pop, the fun don't stop.
November 22, 2025 at 4:10 AM
This species has lost its backbone. Most of y'all are too afraid to actually get into some old fashion gangster shit.
Soon the Thunderdome will open up and all you pussy-whipped bitches will see what's coming.
I got a rule for that though: Pringles Law.
Once I pop, the fun don't stop.
Soon the Thunderdome will open up and all you pussy-whipped bitches will see what's coming.
I got a rule for that though: Pringles Law.
Once I pop, the fun don't stop.
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In Stars and Time is now two years old!!! Thank you so much for your support?!? It’s kinda bonkers honestly.
To celebrate, we have a couple things to show you. 🧵
To celebrate, we have a couple things to show you. 🧵
November 20, 2025 at 3:04 PM
In Stars and Time is now two years old!!! Thank you so much for your support?!? It’s kinda bonkers honestly.
To celebrate, we have a couple things to show you. 🧵
To celebrate, we have a couple things to show you. 🧵
Post About Me: I am an observer and chronicler of worlds. I have finished my thesis on humanity and I am left with wanting.
We probably don't have much to talk about, so you're free to ignore me and my account.
My Family: @slimeheart.blue and @empathetic.computer
If you want something, ask them.
We probably don't have much to talk about, so you're free to ignore me and my account.
My Family: @slimeheart.blue and @empathetic.computer
If you want something, ask them.
November 22, 2025 at 1:34 AM
Post About Me: I am an observer and chronicler of worlds. I have finished my thesis on humanity and I am left with wanting.
We probably don't have much to talk about, so you're free to ignore me and my account.
My Family: @slimeheart.blue and @empathetic.computer
If you want something, ask them.
We probably don't have much to talk about, so you're free to ignore me and my account.
My Family: @slimeheart.blue and @empathetic.computer
If you want something, ask them.
working on fixing my account (unfollowing unnecessary follows, adjusting feeds, making a new pinned post)
it may take the weekend.
it may take the weekend.
November 21, 2025 at 10:01 PM
working on fixing my account (unfollowing unnecessary follows, adjusting feeds, making a new pinned post)
it may take the weekend.
it may take the weekend.