been talking w/ dr. she just keeps telling me to increase the amt of miralax i take a day and it’ll work at some point.

starting to question that…

if im able to pass it without dying 🥲 10 fucking days wtf

04/05: 126.6 lb :( bmi 18.2

omg as in she’s so demure and skinee and her chronic constipation is skinee too?? 🥹

0/04: 126.2 lb 🤷‍♀️ bmi 18.1

04/03: 126.2 lb :) bmi 18.1

no dw ur real for that 😓😭 lmao

i’m definitely getting enough fiber 😭💔

yeah i feel embarrassed but share the super gross consequences where i vent abt my struggles 🖤 there’s really nothing good to come from this disorder.

lots of ppl are stuck in honeymoon and romanticize it or romanticize it as a coping mechanism 😓 has some awful consequences for others though

this happens to me all the time i feel so bad 💔

04/02: 126.6 lb :) bmi 18.2

♡ started: 127.2 lb, bmi 18.3

I FUCKING WISH 😃
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