⋆𐙚₊˚⊹♡ lamb ♡⊹˚₊𐙚⋆
@lambcals.bsky.social
♡ lamb ♡ she/her ♡ 21 ♡ i only fb 18+! ♡ dni anti-recovery & fatphobes ♡ an-r ♡ 5’10 ♡ lw 111.4 lb ♡ cw 126.2 lb ♡ bmi 18.1 ♡
Pinned
April 6, 2025 at 3:47 PM
April 6, 2025 at 12:47 PM
ngl i feel rly bad when somehow normalsky comes on my edsky feed complaining abt edsky 🥲 i hope they don’t see us as much as we see them.
i also hate feeling like im corrupting a space, i just need somewhere to talk without judgement 😕
#edsky #edbsky #caterpillarsky
i also hate feeling like im corrupting a space, i just need somewhere to talk without judgement 😕
#edsky #edbsky #caterpillarsky
April 6, 2025 at 12:34 AM
ngl i feel rly bad when somehow normalsky comes on my edsky feed complaining abt edsky 🥲 i hope they don’t see us as much as we see them.
i also hate feeling like im corrupting a space, i just need somewhere to talk without judgement 😕
#edsky #edbsky #caterpillarsky
i also hate feeling like im corrupting a space, i just need somewhere to talk without judgement 😕
#edsky #edbsky #caterpillarsky
today i ate a snack that’s nearly the same amt of calories as my dinner so i decided skip dinner b/c i do not need the calories.
im gonna be drinking with friends and i didn’t rly think of that when i had the after lunch snack instead of dinner 😇 wish me luck moots 😵💫
#edsky #edbsky #caterpillarsky
im gonna be drinking with friends and i didn’t rly think of that when i had the after lunch snack instead of dinner 😇 wish me luck moots 😵💫
#edsky #edbsky #caterpillarsky
April 6, 2025 at 12:25 AM
today i ate a snack that’s nearly the same amt of calories as my dinner so i decided skip dinner b/c i do not need the calories.
im gonna be drinking with friends and i didn’t rly think of that when i had the after lunch snack instead of dinner 😇 wish me luck moots 😵💫
#edsky #edbsky #caterpillarsky
im gonna be drinking with friends and i didn’t rly think of that when i had the after lunch snack instead of dinner 😇 wish me luck moots 😵💫
#edsky #edbsky #caterpillarsky
04/05: 126.6 lb :( bmi 18.2
April 5, 2025 at 11:53 AM
moving into day 8 since last bowel movement. im gonna be so much lighter afterrrr 😣
#edsky #edbsky #caterpillarsky
#edsky #edbsky #caterpillarsky
0/04: 126.2 lb 🤷♀️ bmi 18.1
April 4, 2025 at 12:19 PM
moving into day 8 since last bowel movement. im gonna be so much lighter afterrrr 😣
#edsky #edbsky #caterpillarsky
#edsky #edbsky #caterpillarsky
good morning 😁
i’ve not had a bowel movement in a week again despite taking laxatives 2 nights in a row (at doctors orders!)
not sure where the weight is going but im gonna be so skinny when i finally have a functional digestive system 🥹
#edsky #edbsky #caterpillarsky
i’ve not had a bowel movement in a week again despite taking laxatives 2 nights in a row (at doctors orders!)
not sure where the weight is going but im gonna be so skinny when i finally have a functional digestive system 🥹
#edsky #edbsky #caterpillarsky
04/03: 126.2 lb :) bmi 18.1
April 3, 2025 at 12:00 PM
good morning 😁
i’ve not had a bowel movement in a week again despite taking laxatives 2 nights in a row (at doctors orders!)
not sure where the weight is going but im gonna be so skinny when i finally have a functional digestive system 🥹
#edsky #edbsky #caterpillarsky
i’ve not had a bowel movement in a week again despite taking laxatives 2 nights in a row (at doctors orders!)
not sure where the weight is going but im gonna be so skinny when i finally have a functional digestive system 🥹
#edsky #edbsky #caterpillarsky
why can’t i have the “pretty anorexia” where u just become skinny and have brain fog and are always hungry and get faint when u stand up again
this last relapse it’s been nearly fainting on the toilet, urgent care, chronic constipation, and FUCKING HEMORRHOIDS 😭
#edsky #edbsky #caterpillarsky
this last relapse it’s been nearly fainting on the toilet, urgent care, chronic constipation, and FUCKING HEMORRHOIDS 😭
#edsky #edbsky #caterpillarsky
April 2, 2025 at 1:26 PM
why can’t i have the “pretty anorexia” where u just become skinny and have brain fog and are always hungry and get faint when u stand up again
this last relapse it’s been nearly fainting on the toilet, urgent care, chronic constipation, and FUCKING HEMORRHOIDS 😭
#edsky #edbsky #caterpillarsky
this last relapse it’s been nearly fainting on the toilet, urgent care, chronic constipation, and FUCKING HEMORRHOIDS 😭
#edsky #edbsky #caterpillarsky
my doctor thinks i have constipation-induced hemorrhoids. move over sal, i truly am tonight’s big loser 😓💔
#edsky #edbsky #caterpillarsky
#edsky #edbsky #caterpillarsky
April 2, 2025 at 1:20 PM
my doctor thinks i have constipation-induced hemorrhoids. move over sal, i truly am tonight’s big loser 😓💔
#edsky #edbsky #caterpillarsky
#edsky #edbsky #caterpillarsky
#1 reason my anorexia makes me a terrible roommate:
IM SO FUCKING COLD im under 2 blankets wearing 2 layers and a robe and i still need the thermostat at 78 and im STILL freezing 🥲
#edsky #edbsky #caterpillarsky
IM SO FUCKING COLD im under 2 blankets wearing 2 layers and a robe and i still need the thermostat at 78 and im STILL freezing 🥲
#edsky #edbsky #caterpillarsky
April 2, 2025 at 12:29 PM
#1 reason my anorexia makes me a terrible roommate:
IM SO FUCKING COLD im under 2 blankets wearing 2 layers and a robe and i still need the thermostat at 78 and im STILL freezing 🥲
#edsky #edbsky #caterpillarsky
IM SO FUCKING COLD im under 2 blankets wearing 2 layers and a robe and i still need the thermostat at 78 and im STILL freezing 🥲
#edsky #edbsky #caterpillarsky
♡ april weight loss thread ♡
April 2, 2025 at 11:38 AM
♡ april weight loss thread ♡
“im shitting blood” is the wildest april fools joke that i am SO going to make next year if the aforementioned shitting blood doesn’t either stop it from being a joke or stop me from making it that far 💫
um... April fools? also I'm an MA, was it bright red or dark black?
April 2, 2025 at 5:00 AM
“im shitting blood” is the wildest april fools joke that i am SO going to make next year if the aforementioned shitting blood doesn’t either stop it from being a joke or stop me from making it that far 💫
so i haven’t had a bowel movement since 5 days ago, before then going a full week, taking laxatives 4 days in a row ultimately needing to go to urgent care 🤪
good news is i just had one, bad news is that it’s literally just blood. is that a concern? 😇
#edsky #edbsky #caterpillarsky
good news is i just had one, bad news is that it’s literally just blood. is that a concern? 😇
#edsky #edbsky #caterpillarsky
April 2, 2025 at 4:00 AM
so i haven’t had a bowel movement since 5 days ago, before then going a full week, taking laxatives 4 days in a row ultimately needing to go to urgent care 🤪
good news is i just had one, bad news is that it’s literally just blood. is that a concern? 😇
#edsky #edbsky #caterpillarsky
good news is i just had one, bad news is that it’s literally just blood. is that a concern? 😇
#edsky #edbsky #caterpillarsky
Reposted by ⋆𐙚₊˚⊹♡ lamb ♡⊹˚₊𐙚⋆
hii everyone!!! my name is maddy, not new to ed spaces
⋆˙⟡ EDNOS, CPTSD, GAD, BPD
⋆˙⟡5’10
⋆˙⟡hw 220lbs
cw 150 lbs
lw 138 lbs
gw 120 lbs
⋆˙⟡ i’m 26, MDNI pls!!!
⋆˙⟡hit me up if ya wanna b moots!
⋆˙⟡ EDNOS, CPTSD, GAD, BPD
⋆˙⟡5’10
⋆˙⟡hw 220lbs
cw 150 lbs
lw 138 lbs
gw 120 lbs
⋆˙⟡ i’m 26, MDNI pls!!!
⋆˙⟡hit me up if ya wanna b moots!
April 2, 2025 at 12:18 AM
hii everyone!!! my name is maddy, not new to ed spaces
⋆˙⟡ EDNOS, CPTSD, GAD, BPD
⋆˙⟡5’10
⋆˙⟡hw 220lbs
cw 150 lbs
lw 138 lbs
gw 120 lbs
⋆˙⟡ i’m 26, MDNI pls!!!
⋆˙⟡hit me up if ya wanna b moots!
⋆˙⟡ EDNOS, CPTSD, GAD, BPD
⋆˙⟡5’10
⋆˙⟡hw 220lbs
cw 150 lbs
lw 138 lbs
gw 120 lbs
⋆˙⟡ i’m 26, MDNI pls!!!
⋆˙⟡hit me up if ya wanna b moots!
one of my professors gave out stickers that just said “ed” in white text on purple background and i picked 2 up, what should i do with them 🤭
#edsky #edbsky #caterpillarsky
#edsky #edbsky #caterpillarsky
April 1, 2025 at 7:59 PM
one of my professors gave out stickers that just said “ed” in white text on purple background and i picked 2 up, what should i do with them 🤭
#edsky #edbsky #caterpillarsky
#edsky #edbsky #caterpillarsky
i like having a thigh gap but im just praying for the day when my thighs don’t fucking jiggle anymore 😣 makes me CRAZY!!!
March 29, 2025 at 5:34 PM
i like having a thigh gap but im just praying for the day when my thighs don’t fucking jiggle anymore 😣 makes me CRAZY!!!
what if i semi recovered into a wonderful borderline-orthorexic era where i didn’t have to take laxatives up the ass that make me nearly faint and have to rush to urgent care, but i could be skinny, fit, have control over my body, and have energy. thoughts??? 😇🖤🐑
#edsky #edbsky #caterpillarsky
#edsky #edbsky #caterpillarsky
March 28, 2025 at 4:00 PM
what if i semi recovered into a wonderful borderline-orthorexic era where i didn’t have to take laxatives up the ass that make me nearly faint and have to rush to urgent care, but i could be skinny, fit, have control over my body, and have energy. thoughts??? 😇🖤🐑
#edsky #edbsky #caterpillarsky
#edsky #edbsky #caterpillarsky
March 27, 2025 at 12:54 PM
it would be way too tmi to say why but. WE LIVE IN NIGHTMARE WORLD worst timeline like i’m actually going through hell 😭 i just want to be back to the times before this happened
March 27, 2025 at 12:31 PM
it would be way too tmi to say why but. WE LIVE IN NIGHTMARE WORLD worst timeline like i’m actually going through hell 😭 i just want to be back to the times before this happened
i felt bad abt eating half my daily calories (400) this morning for breakfast, but i just went through 2 hrs of defense contractor propaganda required for graduation and i’ve been waiting to get a drug test for an hour.
i’d have bitten someone’s head off if not 😭
#edsky #edbsky #caterpillarsky
i’d have bitten someone’s head off if not 😭
#edsky #edbsky #caterpillarsky
March 25, 2025 at 4:58 PM
i felt bad abt eating half my daily calories (400) this morning for breakfast, but i just went through 2 hrs of defense contractor propaganda required for graduation and i’ve been waiting to get a drug test for an hour.
i’d have bitten someone’s head off if not 😭
#edsky #edbsky #caterpillarsky
i’d have bitten someone’s head off if not 😭
#edsky #edbsky #caterpillarsky
im going to go CRAZY i’ve been strict 800 calories but started bloating and haven’t had a bowel movement in too long and i took senna last night and it did NOTHING 👹
not posting weight update until i have a bowel movement im going to kms
#edsky #edbsky #caterpillarsky
not posting weight update until i have a bowel movement im going to kms
#edsky #edbsky #caterpillarsky
March 25, 2025 at 4:35 PM
im going to go CRAZY i’ve been strict 800 calories but started bloating and haven’t had a bowel movement in too long and i took senna last night and it did NOTHING 👹
not posting weight update until i have a bowel movement im going to kms
#edsky #edbsky #caterpillarsky
not posting weight update until i have a bowel movement im going to kms
#edsky #edbsky #caterpillarsky
i’ve been disordered for too long to not have had a cucumber era tbh maybe i need to get on it 🤔
#edsky #edbsky #caterpillarsky
#edsky #edbsky #caterpillarsky
March 24, 2025 at 7:07 PM
i’ve been disordered for too long to not have had a cucumber era tbh maybe i need to get on it 🤔
#edsky #edbsky #caterpillarsky
#edsky #edbsky #caterpillarsky
honeymoons don’t hit the same after having enough relapse/recovery cycles. i wish i could go back to the ignorance “oh i just happen to be getting skinny by not eating and restricting calories i guess i’ll casually continue 😇” phase when food wasn’t life 😵💫
#edsky #edbsky #caterpillarsky
#edsky #edbsky #caterpillarsky
March 24, 2025 at 12:06 PM
honeymoons don’t hit the same after having enough relapse/recovery cycles. i wish i could go back to the ignorance “oh i just happen to be getting skinny by not eating and restricting calories i guess i’ll casually continue 😇” phase when food wasn’t life 😵💫
#edsky #edbsky #caterpillarsky
#edsky #edbsky #caterpillarsky
strategies to get suspicious friends to believe you’d never be disordered that don’t involve eating over calorie limit and ideally not eating with them at all r welcome 😇 please 🥲
#edbsky #edsky #caterpillarsky
#edbsky #edsky #caterpillarsky
March 24, 2025 at 12:17 AM
strategies to get suspicious friends to believe you’d never be disordered that don’t involve eating over calorie limit and ideally not eating with them at all r welcome 😇 please 🥲
#edbsky #edsky #caterpillarsky
#edbsky #edsky #caterpillarsky
i wish i could be the kind of person to appreciate when people around me seem to be subtly trying to get me to eat because they care about me.
it actually just pmo so bad though. i can’t hide my eating from my roommate and i’ve lost weight and a few people are obviously suspicious and im paranoid
it actually just pmo so bad though. i can’t hide my eating from my roommate and i’ve lost weight and a few people are obviously suspicious and im paranoid
March 24, 2025 at 12:15 AM
i wish i could be the kind of person to appreciate when people around me seem to be subtly trying to get me to eat because they care about me.
it actually just pmo so bad though. i can’t hide my eating from my roommate and i’ve lost weight and a few people are obviously suspicious and im paranoid
it actually just pmo so bad though. i can’t hide my eating from my roommate and i’ve lost weight and a few people are obviously suspicious and im paranoid