languishing flower
@lajjavati.bsky.social
I am healthy, I am whole, but I have poor impulse control.
i want to cry fr - after everything i went through today - i come home and there's no chicken in the house
it's not like they're gearing up for mutton on sunday or some special chicken dish or anything i can look forward to as well - i really want to cry
fuck fish to hell and back
it's not like they're gearing up for mutton on sunday or some special chicken dish or anything i can look forward to as well - i really want to cry
fuck fish to hell and back
January 9, 2026 at 9:04 AM
i want to cry fr - after everything i went through today - i come home and there's no chicken in the house
it's not like they're gearing up for mutton on sunday or some special chicken dish or anything i can look forward to as well - i really want to cry
fuck fish to hell and back
it's not like they're gearing up for mutton on sunday or some special chicken dish or anything i can look forward to as well - i really want to cry
fuck fish to hell and back
bruh i also want custom 1-on-1 advice from the priest they've got in but nooooooo i think this whole thing's centred around emmy
January 2, 2026 at 5:39 AM
bruh i also want custom 1-on-1 advice from the priest they've got in but nooooooo i think this whole thing's centred around emmy
emmy found our parents' diary today which they'd written in while they'd been dating around 20 years ago - it's sweet, angsty, cringey but above all things im glad that they found each other and made their relationship work for so long.
from the entries, we saw that my dad's a hopeless romantic who
from the entries, we saw that my dad's a hopeless romantic who
December 22, 2025 at 10:50 AM
emmy found our parents' diary today which they'd written in while they'd been dating around 20 years ago - it's sweet, angsty, cringey but above all things im glad that they found each other and made their relationship work for so long.
from the entries, we saw that my dad's a hopeless romantic who
from the entries, we saw that my dad's a hopeless romantic who
fuck pride party i found fredric jameson's postmodernism
December 19, 2025 at 5:44 AM
fuck pride party i found fredric jameson's postmodernism
things i want to remember about sunday night:
- the nine shooting stars i saw without a doubt, winkers and streakers alike
- the way i slowly saw orion's belt, and then orion and betelgeuse in it, and sirius which is a part of canis major, and jupiter attended by castor and pollux
- spliff+brownie
- the nine shooting stars i saw without a doubt, winkers and streakers alike
- the way i slowly saw orion's belt, and then orion and betelgeuse in it, and sirius which is a part of canis major, and jupiter attended by castor and pollux
- spliff+brownie
December 16, 2025 at 8:45 AM
things i want to remember about sunday night:
- the nine shooting stars i saw without a doubt, winkers and streakers alike
- the way i slowly saw orion's belt, and then orion and betelgeuse in it, and sirius which is a part of canis major, and jupiter attended by castor and pollux
- spliff+brownie
- the nine shooting stars i saw without a doubt, winkers and streakers alike
- the way i slowly saw orion's belt, and then orion and betelgeuse in it, and sirius which is a part of canis major, and jupiter attended by castor and pollux
- spliff+brownie
the geminid meteor shower is supposed to peak tonight, so i'll be parking myself on the roof after midnight with a brownie and a spliff. wish me luck in seeing a hundred shooting stars tonight!
December 14, 2025 at 3:27 PM
the geminid meteor shower is supposed to peak tonight, so i'll be parking myself on the roof after midnight with a brownie and a spliff. wish me luck in seeing a hundred shooting stars tonight!
ooof so much has happened:
1. ended a 2-yr long relationship last month
2. passed my grade 5 violin exam
3. presented a paper on mata hari
4. cooked up a viable topic for a research project and sdg agreed to mentor me (in heaven)
5. almost got into a rebound situation (don't fuck your friends)
1. ended a 2-yr long relationship last month
2. passed my grade 5 violin exam
3. presented a paper on mata hari
4. cooked up a viable topic for a research project and sdg agreed to mentor me (in heaven)
5. almost got into a rebound situation (don't fuck your friends)
December 14, 2025 at 3:24 PM
ooof so much has happened:
1. ended a 2-yr long relationship last month
2. passed my grade 5 violin exam
3. presented a paper on mata hari
4. cooked up a viable topic for a research project and sdg agreed to mentor me (in heaven)
5. almost got into a rebound situation (don't fuck your friends)
1. ended a 2-yr long relationship last month
2. passed my grade 5 violin exam
3. presented a paper on mata hari
4. cooked up a viable topic for a research project and sdg agreed to mentor me (in heaven)
5. almost got into a rebound situation (don't fuck your friends)
need a drink (or several) to accompany the kind of songs im listening to
November 6, 2025 at 3:38 PM
need a drink (or several) to accompany the kind of songs im listening to
ate seaside crabs, drank beer, ate a slice of cake while listening to ambient techno
October 6, 2025 at 4:19 PM
ate seaside crabs, drank beer, ate a slice of cake while listening to ambient techno
what i'm craving to eat in this gloomy weather is bhetki maacher paturi
September 24, 2025 at 6:40 AM
what i'm craving to eat in this gloomy weather is bhetki maacher paturi
money i want money i want to earn so that i can move the fuck out and live freely
September 19, 2025 at 5:10 PM
money i want money i want to earn so that i can move the fuck out and live freely
this roll is unreasonably huge 😭😭😭
September 16, 2025 at 4:36 PM
this roll is unreasonably huge 😭😭😭
LMFAO IT'S SHEILA KI JAWANI NOW
it's that type of evening when the neighbouring para club blasts naagin dance on their speakers
September 16, 2025 at 4:08 PM
LMFAO IT'S SHEILA KI JAWANI NOW
ah, today's shaping up to be terrible - i still want to cry. why am i like this why am i like this i hate myself
September 16, 2025 at 3:06 PM
ah, today's shaping up to be terrible - i still want to cry. why am i like this why am i like this i hate myself
it's that type of evening when the neighbouring para club blasts naagin dance on their speakers
September 16, 2025 at 1:26 PM
it's that type of evening when the neighbouring para club blasts naagin dance on their speakers
crying in the metro again. i really do hate myself sometimes
September 16, 2025 at 8:57 AM
crying in the metro again. i really do hate myself sometimes
william s. burroughs making the most insane statements like how pimps always have a big dick and how gay people give him "the horrors" before going off and almost having sex with a gay man
September 16, 2025 at 5:33 AM
william s. burroughs making the most insane statements like how pimps always have a big dick and how gay people give him "the horrors" before going off and almost having sex with a gay man
here at my first research conference and my only companion is google gemini on my phone! and friends and family texting from whatsapp - but gods i wish someone was here QvQ
September 10, 2025 at 4:12 AM
here at my first research conference and my only companion is google gemini on my phone! and friends and family texting from whatsapp - but gods i wish someone was here QvQ
frantically sprinting for the tarot deck to ask if my good friends hate me is just typical form at this point, sigh
September 7, 2025 at 2:43 PM
frantically sprinting for the tarot deck to ask if my good friends hate me is just typical form at this point, sigh
wishlist: drinking a white russian
August 4, 2025 at 1:16 PM
wishlist: drinking a white russian
got white girl wasted last night xD
August 3, 2025 at 2:58 AM
got white girl wasted last night xD
girl i'd happily be a day drinker smh missing out on a tom collins rn
August 2, 2025 at 8:37 AM
girl i'd happily be a day drinker smh missing out on a tom collins rn
maman gave me a box of marshmallows today - happy
July 24, 2025 at 5:59 PM
maman gave me a box of marshmallows today - happy
i too want the sexy oversized silk shirts - pls consider me clothing gods (my mom)
June 19, 2025 at 5:24 PM
i too want the sexy oversized silk shirts - pls consider me clothing gods (my mom)
i started reading jessa crispin's 'the creative tarot' today. love how the cards come with stories that reflect various artists and their journeys + each card explanation page comes with recs of creatives and their works. interdisciplinary approach, very lit-arts, me likely very much!
June 16, 2025 at 5:46 PM
i started reading jessa crispin's 'the creative tarot' today. love how the cards come with stories that reflect various artists and their journeys + each card explanation page comes with recs of creatives and their works. interdisciplinary approach, very lit-arts, me likely very much!