instead of shattering to bits when i dropped it, my phone took this, actually good, picture of me

if my vision blurs that means that last rep actually did something, right? 😵‍💫

a mint tea on the balcony type evening

caught in the headlights

saw a woman driving a Challenger alongside me and she had just the most beautiful profile I've seen. her lips came to a sharp point and her eyes 🫨

kosher hams

futility become crushingly heavy when you stop wanting

If something wildly romantic happened to me I’d probably have a panic attack or pass out, so good thing we don’t have to worry about that tmrw

but it's too late for me. i'm already so damn maladjusted. any hopes or goals are so out of reach. the struggle continues

secret mustache

aaargh,,,
left 2024 in a far worse state than i entered:
-gained 30ish lbs and worse shape
-barely scraping by despite having two jobs
-love life prospects are non-existent and I'm starting to think I'm incapable of having someone in my life

gave the homeless guy in front of Ralph's 5 bucks (i try to give when i can) and when i got to my car on the other side of the lot i noticed three rolled up $20s under my car tire, hope it's a sign for this year

the days all blend together and the nights bring crushing realizations