if you're a friend who read this thread and thought "but kitty i asked you to play with me onstream and you didnt" watching your stream is genuinely enough for me sometimes

i had a crashout on stream when i was playing a game that was having technical problems and had nobody to talk to(that vod is gone i deleted it right after the stream was over) to distract myself

that silent hill 2 stream was me forcing myself to do it because i wanted to use that Power cosplay toggle for something, i was pushing myself to keep playing several times in that stream, idk if it was noticeable i just cannot focus on single player games lately