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Alysis
@kisaaooni.bsky.social
This is my journal account. To vent my feelings & not put it on Twitter.
Weed should have been only legal medically, so many people abuse it. I dislike drinking, smoking. I am mentally broken cuz life isn't for me. I just don't feel like myself anymore. People took control of my life & I had to pretend im ok for my safety. I need to feel safe for once in my life. Please
December 1, 2025 at 7:14 AM
Birth control was heavily recommended to me as beneficial, but nurses looked at me & gave me a lot of warnings. My struggles & cries gets shrugged off as its all in my head, even when I get suicidal and depress. I'm enduring until I can move to my own place in 2027 to get it removed & get help.
November 26, 2025 at 3:25 PM
(2/2) Over my brother not wanting to fund/give my father money. I rather be close to my siblings & care about them over how we grew up with abusive parental figures. Money was an issue with my father. Always in debt, loan sharks, etc. I barely see him as a parental figure, sorry for the vent ya'll..
August 16, 2025 at 8:39 PM
Same male roommate is her ex husband, who she divorced & under certain circumstances is still living together. Male roommate says horrible things about her. I don't like drama so I say nothing. I just feel like living here is an inconvenience for them & I am desperately needing to move next year.
July 31, 2025 at 2:37 PM
When I say friends are like a 2nd family to me, its because mines is such a mess & I struggle to know what a family should be like. I wish I was at home but I need to support this broken family for a lil bit longer...i dont know what to do and my grandparents are getting older & not in good shape...
February 27, 2025 at 4:41 AM
Brother wont talk or see grandma because of Dad.. sister struggling in her own way but has simply accepted our family is broken. I left years ago due to not want to be stuck struggling in Hawaii.. its hard to visit when family is so broken..
February 26, 2025 at 9:29 AM
I have been a push over for years, because my family had conditioned my brain to be so by using physical abuse & starvation as fear to make me a unstable emotional person I am today. Now I hide, almost avoid socializing on social media, because trauma is a wall I struggle 2 get past. I want to heal.
January 16, 2025 at 10:22 PM
I've been working hard, keeping myself busy so I don't think... but my mental health is a mess.. what would I give to reverse the damaged my brain has endured so I can just do basic socializing again. Its not that I don't want to, my brain won't let me before I start crying & confide in my bf...
December 29, 2024 at 1:01 PM