After you showed me, I can 100% agree

Sometimes I feel the need to express my feelings and also remember the positives in life to keep me moving. It really does help a lot.

Thank you for the compliment 😭

I appreciate it, I think Im just trying to yell into the void from frustration really. Im doing my best to find a better more viable path forward. I just want to be able to have a life with the people I love and I will never stop chasing that dream and goal.

Sadly its physically tearing down my body for no money, and gives me no free time to see my girlfriend :c which is why I continue to search.

I have applied to a total of 190 Jobs so far, all Entry Level.

Of those, 133 (70%) of jobs Ghosted me.
47 (24.73%) Turned me down without an interview.
8 (4.21%) Turned me down after an interview.
1 (0.52%) Hired

I won't even be interviewed by these jobs. Even after typing in depth cover letters explaining all my deep experience and skills with swimming....But a job that wants me, a fish, to walk on land, will hire me immediately and then be annoyed with me for not being very good at it.

I am so beyond excited about this.

Cis people don’t have any automatic ordained right to insist that they set the parameters of our existence, and the level to which we can participate in public life.

We are quite simply a legitimate category of human experience - we are *never* going away. So might be time to start accepting that.