This makes me wonder if we didn’t receive any rep vault tracks on TLOAS.. I didn’t think we did already, but this feels like possible confirmation of that.

Thank you. I’m not doing the best, but it could be worse I think. So that’s something :/

But thank you for sharing that tip anyways

I’ve tried cutting out coffee completely, only letting myself have it after a few hours of taking it, taking it w/ a ton of water right when I wake up, taking it with a protein meal, eating a protein meal an hour after taking it, the water method…none of it has helped😭

I miss being in my taylor hyperfixation and there’s so much going on that I wish I could jump into but I physically don’t have the dopamine for it😭 I can’t even make myself watch tiktoks that are longer than 30 seconds

I’m kinda hoping my doc changes me to a different one to try but it’s possible I may have to stick this out a little longer if we bump up the dose more

Thank you I really appreciate this!

Thank you so much for the info!

she’s very average looking to me

Gotcha. So I’m maybe just on too low of a dose. Also I took it with my breakfast because that’s what I did for my previous medication, but I’m now reading online that many people wait like an hour after taking theirs to eat because it can slow down absorption. Makes sense!

WHILE I AM WEARING MY 1989 SWEATSHIRT NO LESS!!

Yeah I’ll wait until a better time :/

the last time I read it I was in a pretty good mental state and so the heavy stuff didn’t necessarily emotionally affect me too much, but I feel like being more vulnerable right now, it’s not worth it. Yall agree?

It’s like the idea of the duck swimming in the pond and it looks peaceful above but underwater it’s feet are thrashing to stay afloat

I’m sorry you relate♥️♥️ but at least we aren’t alone in this! Just knowing I have our little community in here gives me comfort even in those lowest moments.

That sounds like actual heaven