Black goop
@kilojoulehater.bsky.social
19 transfem 🌟ving because I'm so silly haha (my body hurts) mdni
fuckin awesome macros in this protein shake tho
August 19, 2025 at 3:40 PM
fuckin awesome macros in this protein shake tho
been consistently below 800cals for 2 weeks and I wanna blow my brains out I get hungry and go get a 150 cal protein shake and my ass will be sulking about it like a child like I didn't choose this for myself funnily enough I have no like urges to binge I'm just mad but accept it.
August 19, 2025 at 3:39 PM
been consistently below 800cals for 2 weeks and I wanna blow my brains out I get hungry and go get a 150 cal protein shake and my ass will be sulking about it like a child like I didn't choose this for myself funnily enough I have no like urges to binge I'm just mad but accept it.
put shots of vodka in my pink lemonade and I have regrets it tastes so nasty
July 8, 2025 at 6:47 AM
put shots of vodka in my pink lemonade and I have regrets it tastes so nasty
this shit starting to taste like
June 22, 2025 at 2:50 AM
this shit starting to taste like
hey Google how to induce permanent nausea
June 20, 2025 at 1:20 PM
hey Google how to induce permanent nausea
I feel so sick rn good for my cal intake tho so yippee I should be sick forever
June 20, 2025 at 1:20 PM
I feel so sick rn good for my cal intake tho so yippee I should be sick forever
my right eye hurts unless I keep it closed what do does this mean it feels like I'm not blinking when I open it like the same pain
June 20, 2025 at 1:19 PM
my right eye hurts unless I keep it closed what do does this mean it feels like I'm not blinking when I open it like the same pain
tomorrow I'm gonna be meal prepping chicken and broccoli so I can stop eating just protein bars YIPPEE
June 19, 2025 at 3:01 PM
tomorrow I'm gonna be meal prepping chicken and broccoli so I can stop eating just protein bars YIPPEE
today I ate 5 protein bars for 950 cals and drank ginger tea with sugar Free dulce de leche idk cals but something less then 20 we got up real close to 1000 but didn't get to it so I win
June 19, 2025 at 3:00 PM
today I ate 5 protein bars for 950 cals and drank ginger tea with sugar Free dulce de leche idk cals but something less then 20 we got up real close to 1000 but didn't get to it so I win
Im gonna do my best to stick to 1000 cals or less a day so I'm hopefully looking perfect for a concert in December (I'm going to hate how I look no matter what)
June 18, 2025 at 5:31 PM
Im gonna do my best to stick to 1000 cals or less a day so I'm hopefully looking perfect for a concert in December (I'm going to hate how I look no matter what)
I'm at my cal limit already but I'm a glutton 120 cals over I go tbf I could feel the binge coming so I'm trying to not force it and have a worse outcome (copium)
June 18, 2025 at 10:26 AM
I'm at my cal limit already but I'm a glutton 120 cals over I go tbf I could feel the binge coming so I'm trying to not force it and have a worse outcome (copium)
i got woken up to my occupational therapist at my door and I just realized my hoodie is like zipped way to low MY BOOBS were OUT and she never told me like it's a bit low but there was 1000% a nip slip I'm so embarrassed
June 18, 2025 at 10:21 AM
i got woken up to my occupational therapist at my door and I just realized my hoodie is like zipped way to low MY BOOBS were OUT and she never told me like it's a bit low but there was 1000% a nip slip I'm so embarrassed
also I got on prog today yippee
June 17, 2025 at 6:32 PM
also I got on prog today yippee
I'll probably get the news good or bad on Friday I did a bunch of tests for her and explained wtf I'm going through after being screamed at by my friends that I'm like being insane I hope I don't have it but that also leaves the question of wtf is wrong with me then
my psychologist is testing me for DID my worst fears came true she said there's some crazy red flags but if it's true I'm not even like the romanticizable system I'm like a broken one and it's like really fucking hard to like have any semblance of control but I really felt the redflags recently
June 17, 2025 at 6:15 PM
I'll probably get the news good or bad on Friday I did a bunch of tests for her and explained wtf I'm going through after being screamed at by my friends that I'm like being insane I hope I don't have it but that also leaves the question of wtf is wrong with me then
my psychologist is testing me for DID my worst fears came true she said there's some crazy red flags but if it's true I'm not even like the romanticizable system I'm like a broken one and it's like really fucking hard to like have any semblance of control but I really felt the redflags recently
June 17, 2025 at 6:08 PM
my psychologist is testing me for DID my worst fears came true she said there's some crazy red flags but if it's true I'm not even like the romanticizable system I'm like a broken one and it's like really fucking hard to like have any semblance of control but I really felt the redflags recently
this aged like a fine cabernet
Tw: SH
I never sh my legs now because I have no self control and last time I did I fully let loose and now I got a inch wide scar on my thigh but I wanna start again because my arms are so crowded the scar tissue is stacking in some spots its a scar on a scar on a scar on a scar and it looks gross
I never sh my legs now because I have no self control and last time I did I fully let loose and now I got a inch wide scar on my thigh but I wanna start again because my arms are so crowded the scar tissue is stacking in some spots its a scar on a scar on a scar on a scar and it looks gross
June 17, 2025 at 6:05 PM
this aged like a fine cabernet
been fasting for 5 days and I don't even care I can't tell if I beat ana or not I don't feel good but I don't care to eat at all I feel like I could just never eat again
April 29, 2025 at 3:44 PM
been fasting for 5 days and I don't even care I can't tell if I beat ana or not I don't feel good but I don't care to eat at all I feel like I could just never eat again
10 calorie meal is pog
March 26, 2025 at 12:22 PM
10 calorie meal is pog
With my eyes closed
With my glasses off 😅😅
body checking in a dim lit room so i can continue living in delusion
March 4, 2025 at 5:46 AM
With my eyes closed
It would be so funny if I got my hands on ozempic it's a possibility
March 4, 2025 at 5:26 AM
It would be so funny if I got my hands on ozempic it's a possibility
Tw: SH
I never sh my legs now because I have no self control and last time I did I fully let loose and now I got a inch wide scar on my thigh but I wanna start again because my arms are so crowded the scar tissue is stacking in some spots its a scar on a scar on a scar on a scar and it looks gross
I never sh my legs now because I have no self control and last time I did I fully let loose and now I got a inch wide scar on my thigh but I wanna start again because my arms are so crowded the scar tissue is stacking in some spots its a scar on a scar on a scar on a scar and it looks gross
March 2, 2025 at 12:31 PM
Tw: SH
I never sh my legs now because I have no self control and last time I did I fully let loose and now I got a inch wide scar on my thigh but I wanna start again because my arms are so crowded the scar tissue is stacking in some spots its a scar on a scar on a scar on a scar and it looks gross
I never sh my legs now because I have no self control and last time I did I fully let loose and now I got a inch wide scar on my thigh but I wanna start again because my arms are so crowded the scar tissue is stacking in some spots its a scar on a scar on a scar on a scar and it looks gross
Trying a healthier diet and I feel so bad my tummy hurts why am I being punished (it's because I'm definitely consuming too much artificial sweeteners)
March 2, 2025 at 12:10 PM
Trying a healthier diet and I feel so bad my tummy hurts why am I being punished (it's because I'm definitely consuming too much artificial sweeteners)