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Kere
@kerepakupai.bsky.social
Just an anxious opossum making things and hopefully friends.
I experience PTSD and Schizoaffective Disorder and struggle with daily pain and a debilitating undiagnosed GI disorder.

34 yrs old, She/They

My Shop:
https://devilsmouthforge.bigcartel.com/
why does the test for stomach infection have to involve making it really bad and painful

like has someone really not figured out a less shitty way

oougghh oof ouch ow oouu
November 13, 2025 at 11:19 PM
no disrespect to sexually interested monster loving people but i felt compelled to share this as a recovered fetishized monster who realized they were actually a sex-repulsed (and positive) grey-ace
November 11, 2025 at 3:56 PM
generated this for myself after reaching a hugely relieving milestone in my current mental health struggles this morning

it still feels a little like i brainwashed myself (as opposed to REALLY REALLY feeling like im brainwashing myself) but i feel more actualized and im in less pain and confusion
November 11, 2025 at 2:31 PM
noooooo another huge chunk came out of one of my teeth 😢💔

i was so relieved to be done with fillings earlier this year but i guess this is just gonna keep happening

maaaaaaan 😩🦷💢
November 10, 2025 at 9:12 PM
Finally letting all the ones ive had trapped in storage for years from my maladjusted vulture culturism days go back home today via bon(e) fire

it feels horrific that its taken this long, that i essentially forgot about them all as i kept having to deal with life

some death mother i am 😞
November 10, 2025 at 7:35 PM
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everyone needs to grow the fuck up and start playing pretend with toys
November 7, 2025 at 1:41 AM
i think making myself a piece of gray-ace pride clothing would help me feel a little better

like a belt or something

plenty of natural sources of purple dye where i live??
October 28, 2025 at 3:09 PM
i am in the "starting to make sense of what all these passage-way based entities keep trying to tell me" stage of chronic stress-induced psychotic symptoms

but im actually very not much else besides someone who knows how to healthily endure and process frequent emotional floods of terror
October 27, 2025 at 4:11 PM
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it's really hard being a kind lovable sweetiepie who's also an antisocial hermit
October 18, 2025 at 3:53 PM
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look at this weird fucker i made, i love fucking around with colors so much lately

#art #horrorart #horror #illustration #horrorillustration
September 7, 2025 at 10:09 PM
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Congratulations to Venezuela on winning the Nobel Peace Prize. ❤️🇻🇪
October 10, 2025 at 6:56 PM
haven't been posting much of my work lately, whoops

been dealing with a lot- my meds made me ideate/very angry so now im unmedicated for a bit, my wife and i became homeowners yesterday so we're moving, etc

but heres three proto- tournament prizes im making on commission in the middle of all this
September 25, 2025 at 9:08 PM
im a metalworker 🥲
September 22, 2025 at 6:49 PM
man, making a tiny epée blade is fucking tough

fourth times the charm?

forging it super chunky and mostly doing removal this time
September 18, 2025 at 7:50 PM
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my comic i drew for myself
September 5, 2025 at 12:38 AM
does anyone else with chronic intense GI problems sometimes just give in and do a minimal flushing diet and/or do a senna/etc purge in preparation for an event where you just really really really dont want to have to deal with the constant pain and other symptoms?

im about to, wish me luck 😩🤞🏽
September 4, 2025 at 4:26 PM
putting a warm one back together with the girls
August 29, 2025 at 12:29 AM
someone rip out my guts and replace them with some kind of combo of fuel chute, fire pot and ash catcher system, please

i no longer wish to rely on constantly painful, scar-filled meat to absorb nutrients

let me run on charcoal

it'll work, it'll totally work

c'mon man
August 28, 2025 at 9:11 PM
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Today marks the 40th anniversary of the 7th episode of Dirty Pair, "愛こそすべて命賭けます逃避行!!" or "Love Is Everything, Betting Their Lives on Elopement", one of the most overtly trans-positive episodes of anime of its era. This was the future they predicted for us in 1985. We can still get there.
August 26, 2025 at 6:40 AM
who up reciting elegies under yer breath for the ground hog turned fox feast in the back alley behind yer house

yea ive been trying to stop, too
August 21, 2025 at 4:19 PM
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same goes for masc tgirls
Do whatever u like man
Ft. @w0lfertinger666.bsky.social (I love ur art sm!!!)
#furry #furryart #fursona #fursonaart #fanart #sfwfurry
August 19, 2025 at 5:28 PM
im delighted to report that i no longer imagine me and my loved ones suddenly and horrifically dying multiple times a day 👍🏽

man those dopaminergic psych meds fucked me up with anxiety, i can't believe i lived like that for three whole years just to avoid psychotic symptoms
not to be too visceral but i finally dont feel like i need to suddenly defend myself from being beaten all the time which i think means the stimulation from the meds are finally wearing off

still dealing with intense images of disaster and loss but it doesnt feel as awful

im getting there
August 18, 2025 at 4:13 PM
A little premptive but its one of my favorite days!! 9 days until..

Good Soup Day!!

The day we brought our little girl home 🥰

Her name is Sancocho and we named her after a hearty, nourishing soup because thats what she brings to our lives 🥺💕

also rare beautiful wife appearance
🧑🏽‍🤝‍🧑🏼🐕💕
August 18, 2025 at 3:26 PM
Hilt and Helm president loved the piece!!
I am now making tournament prizes for them 🥹
Wow, i actually feel accomplished???
Kere actually does stuff arc starts now??

Here's a picture my darling caring wife took of it earlier today before delivery sitting on my anvil right after some rain
August 14, 2025 at 2:03 AM
ha ha ha!!!
its finally done 🥹
can't wait to get them into the commissioner's hands
August 11, 2025 at 11:17 PM