Forgive me for not having positive things to offer as of late. At least on the bright side, I HAVE been drawing here and there. It’s not much to offer but it’s something. Rly hoping and I mean REALLY hoping that I can get back on track soon when my energy picks back up. But ye there goes my venting~

I dunno…maybe it’s the stuff I got going on at home, maybe it’s cold weather, maybe it’s hormones, maybe it’s fandom burnout. Hard to tell. So many things feel like it’s happening so fast and it’s incredibly overwhelming and uncomfortable to sit with

Like- making ppl laugh is one of the things that brings me the most joy. Being intentionally annoying and being a menace are some things I thrive on. But nowadays, no matter how much I wanna talk, I can’t bring myself to. I haven’t even been able to scroll without getting fomo

I rly miss talking and being silly and playing around with oomfies. Sometimes I look back at old posts and think to myself: “wow I was so funny and could make ppl laugh, how nice :’)” there’s still so many things I wanna talk about and and gush over but the mental state has been so hard to maintain

Gonna be so fr, it’s been getting harder and harder function. Each time I feel like I’m a smidgen better, I get hit with hours long anxiety attacks that end with depressive episodes. It feels like whiplash and leaves me so exhausted that it’s an uphill climb trying to engage with things I enjoy

The rubber mallet bounced off my face, leaving no harm or impact at all. I stand there🧍🏻‍♀️not knowing what to do with myself. Hurt? Frightened? Mainly confusion. I look down at my hands. They’re shaking. I ball them up as tears form. I turn heel and run away

It’s okay, just give me the hammer and we can talk this through, I PROMISE

Ifdkdjdjn IM SORRY

His hips are indeed delicious

W-wind up toy. Want…need….

You might even say

They have a spring loaded jack(off) in the box

Does he win?

Going in for a slam dunk 🥹

CHOKING

Absolutely delicious. What are we gonna do with them 🙂‍↕️

It- it has bouncibility too (I stole that idea from oomfie ngl, the basketball motif is too good to resist)

Hehe thank you ♥️ wanted to play around with the watercolor brush for atmospheric reasons ^^ it’s actually the first time I designed a spike too so I’m rly happy with how it came out as well!