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AND MAYBECUPID WONT MISS
not vent i just yap
not vent i just yap
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we had a really long conversation over the phone, apparently about some things and the extent of his love he did lie, he cried for 3 hours apologizing and he told me that god told him not to kiss me the first time and he did it anyway like what am i supposed to do with that? hes not in school today
November 17, 2025 at 12:41 PM
we had a really long conversation over the phone, apparently about some things and the extent of his love he did lie, he cried for 3 hours apologizing and he told me that god told him not to kiss me the first time and he did it anyway like what am i supposed to do with that? hes not in school today
im stupid why would he love me
okay so we made out for hours again
love is all i have without him im meaningless
November 16, 2025 at 2:06 AM
im stupid why would he love me
okay so we made out for hours again
love is all i have without him im meaningless
November 15, 2025 at 10:04 PM
okay so we made out for hours again
he fell asleep on the lap of someone else and she likes him…. i dont care i dont acre o dont care I WIWLLFUCJING KILL YHEM BOTH
November 15, 2025 at 6:26 PM
he fell asleep on the lap of someone else and she likes him…. i dont care i dont acre o dont care I WIWLLFUCJING KILL YHEM BOTH
my grades are so bad im a fucking failure
November 11, 2025 at 5:06 PM
my grades are so bad im a fucking failure
he was sad i couldn’t have kissed him yesterday but like bro it was church calm your tits
watched a silent voice for the second time with my friends last night and sp9 sx9 guy fell asleep and he’s still in the vc its been 9 hours
November 9, 2025 at 1:57 PM
he was sad i couldn’t have kissed him yesterday but like bro it was church calm your tits
he haunts me hes everywhere i have conversations with the air praying pleading that he can hear me through my own whisper and my breath hitting my bottom lip when i sleep
i can hardly believe that he’s not in front of me staring at me
i can hardly believe that he’s not in front of me staring at me
November 9, 2025 at 1:50 PM
he haunts me hes everywhere i have conversations with the air praying pleading that he can hear me through my own whisper and my breath hitting my bottom lip when i sleep
i can hardly believe that he’s not in front of me staring at me
i can hardly believe that he’s not in front of me staring at me
and yesterday at lunch i like had the strongest mentally masturbatory experience of my life i was actually seeing things and i couldn’t speak properly my brain felt like someone had crammed a gun through my nostrils and was just moving up there my eyes were like reeling back GOTTA BE NONCHALANT
November 8, 2025 at 8:36 PM
and yesterday at lunch i like had the strongest mentally masturbatory experience of my life i was actually seeing things and i couldn’t speak properly my brain felt like someone had crammed a gun through my nostrils and was just moving up there my eyes were like reeling back GOTTA BE NONCHALANT
except yesterday
we have kissed every day since btw
went to my friends house we made out for 5 hours lmfao
November 8, 2025 at 8:28 PM
except yesterday
i gave myself a hickey and it’s still there
November 8, 2025 at 8:22 PM
i gave myself a hickey and it’s still there
we have kissed every day since btw
went to my friends house we made out for 5 hours lmfao
November 6, 2025 at 8:14 PM
we have kissed every day since btw
went to my friends house we made out for 5 hours lmfao
November 2, 2025 at 10:36 PM
went to my friends house we made out for 5 hours lmfao
stood in the shower and scream cried for 15 minutes
October 28, 2025 at 2:26 PM
stood in the shower and scream cried for 15 minutes
cried while making toast because i realized my parents dont treat me like their child (i have known this for years)
October 28, 2025 at 1:05 PM
cried while making toast because i realized my parents dont treat me like their child (i have known this for years)
HES NEVER GONNA LEAVE ME RIGHT
October 20, 2025 at 3:06 AM
HES NEVER GONNA LEAVE ME RIGHT
the concept of me wanting to jump to suicide when the smallest inconvenience happens
October 11, 2025 at 8:11 PM
the concept of me wanting to jump to suicide when the smallest inconvenience happens
my hb is ignoring me what if i killed myself
October 11, 2025 at 7:37 PM
my hb is ignoring me what if i killed myself
THE BIGGEST TRAGEDY OF MY LIFE IS THAT I WILL BE LIMITED FOREVER nothing no one no place can ever depict the depth of how i feel and how deep desire is fused into my bones there is no grandiose act that can prove to others how i feel or who i am
October 8, 2025 at 2:54 AM
THE BIGGEST TRAGEDY OF MY LIFE IS THAT I WILL BE LIMITED FOREVER nothing no one no place can ever depict the depth of how i feel and how deep desire is fused into my bones there is no grandiose act that can prove to others how i feel or who i am
no matter what i will always want to live so bad. i love living. i love everything living gives me. i love crying. i love smiling. i love bleeding. i love throwing up. i love laughing. i love myself. i love other people. i love every opportunity to come. i love present reality.
October 8, 2025 at 2:12 AM
no matter what i will always want to live so bad. i love living. i love everything living gives me. i love crying. i love smiling. i love bleeding. i love throwing up. i love laughing. i love myself. i love other people. i love every opportunity to come. i love present reality.
i'm 15 years old and uhm i'm dying !!
October 8, 2025 at 2:06 AM
i'm 15 years old and uhm i'm dying !!
nothing feels real ever, today i was in a gas station and i randomly realized how far away everything feels and that i have zero connection to my body
October 8, 2025 at 2:03 AM
nothing feels real ever, today i was in a gas station and i randomly realized how far away everything feels and that i have zero connection to my body
remembering when my dad texted me in school and i panicked so bad i started screaming and crying in my counselors office and threw up
October 8, 2025 at 1:38 AM
remembering when my dad texted me in school and i panicked so bad i started screaming and crying in my counselors office and threw up
there is something deep and aching within my chest that i can’t touch and can only be soothed by the comfort of another’s skin on mine and the warmth of soft contact
October 6, 2025 at 3:08 AM
there is something deep and aching within my chest that i can’t touch and can only be soothed by the comfort of another’s skin on mine and the warmth of soft contact